Dry Your Eyes (original) (raw)

	Jacqueline

gays	[Wednesday June 4th, 2008 at 2:13pm]
[ **mood** | calm ] I want to hi-lite my hair, but I'm growing it out. I'm doing my best not to create any damage; as in, I straighten my hair only twice a week as opposed to every day. And, even if I use a reconstructive treatment, it's still going to be dead hair. Those treatments are only temporary fixes to overprocessing hair.Ugh, Steel Magnolias was so right. Brown hair is such a football helmet. These pictures makes me happy
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	[Sunday April 13th, 2008 at 1:53pm]
[ **mood** | cheerful ] Richie, Skyler, Matt, and Joel are coming into town tonight to see The Mars Volta tomorrow night. I'm pretty psyched.
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	[Friday April 11th, 2008 at 3:58pm]
[ **mood** | calm ] I'm getting paid to model for the first time tonight. I'm going to be painter's inspiration. Theme being young, bored trophy wife looking to get into trouble.
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	[Thursday February 14th, 2008 at 8:15pm]
[ **mood** | surprised ] The boy called today during his breaks at work to sing me Frank Sinatra songs. & he has a beautiful singing voice. I smiled so much that my face hurt.I cannot wait until he can pair it with a piano. //SwoonThis is honestly the cutest Valentine's Day I've ever had.I thought it was going to be God awful thanks to exboyf.
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I hope I don't jinx it.	[Wednesday February 13th, 2008 at 11:17pm]
[ **mood** | shocked ] I think I am living in a parallel universe. My life has suddenly taken on the characteristics of a good-bad romantic comedy. I really like it with its witty banter, unfolding plot twists, and coincidental occurrences that tie the package together in a neat little bow.I talked to a boy who is not Richie, who is nothing like Richie, and who will never be like Richie for nearly twelve hours straight on the phone... ON THE PHONE. I hate the phone. And, I laughed and laughed. For that whole twelve hours and even extended into this evening, I have not been on the verge of tears.Check it, he lives in the BRLA, but a lot of his good friends are from The Woodlands. His friend is best friend's with one of my sister's ex-boyfriends. Thus, it presents many opportunities to visit, which he was planning on in the next week or so anyway.God's honest truth, I had no idea people like this existed.I don't want this to be a rebound, so I'll take it slow. I'm smitten though. What I like is the ability to become friends with someone without the sexual element just yet. I'm in no way ready for that. I refuse to pass up this opportunity though.
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	[Sunday February 10th, 2008 at 2:48pm]
[ **mood** | anxious ] So, I was crying to my brother Joseph about the whole situation of being here in The Woodlands. I'm really stressed about where I'm going to get the money to make that move. Or how I'm going to maintain it after I've moved. I was having him calculate a budget with me, and I almost died.We've both come to an alternative decision that essentially solves a lot of the problems I am having here while still having my parents help.I'm going to be going to apply to Southeastern and ULL for the fall semester to major in photography. I'll get a salon job too. And, yes, I'll have to find a salon that is willing to work out with me going to college and having an apprenticeship. This is a big step for me. And, I think it's a better way to transition out of my home. I'm a lot more motivated about education than I was two years ago, and especially about something I love to do. It's most definitely relevant to the industry I'm already in.I am going to be exhausted, no doubt about it. But, this is something I want so badly. And, it's part of what's going to get me to my ultimate goal, winning a NAHA.But, how in the heck do I tell my parents?
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	[Thursday February 7th, 2008 at 7:32pm]
[ **mood** | awake ] So, I officially have an Internet crush on a boy that I met in passing the last time I was in BRLA. I fully realize how odd that is, but I'm borderline insane at this point in my life.Officially saw that girl that Richie is fucking by accident via Facebook album that belonged to Mason. I cried for two hours, called him up, yelled, and threw my new phone across the room. Ragusa called shortly after said event, which resulted in me feeling considerably better after he worked his magic charm on me that he has whenever I am angry for as long as we've been friends. I still am bitter towards the world, love, and Richie in general. I wonder if anyone has warned her about me being completely psychotic. I hope so.This is really the last straw though. I'm so tired of being miserable. More importantly, I won't be the back burner girl for THE REST OF MY FUCKING LIFE. If he does this now, what makes me believe he wouldn't do this if we were married. And, yes, I am questioning his integrity. Presently, he has shown me no proof that it exists.I'll be ok. I'll be ok.I need a job.
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	[Monday January 28th, 2008 at 8:45pm]
[ **mood** | okay ] So, I was spotted at Aveda by a photographer//makeup artist who wants to take my pictures for Maxim's Hometown Hotties contest. Industrial Envy looks pretty legit.myspace.com/simplybeautifulartistryI'll probably lose because I don't look like a giant whore. However, I don't mind the idea of having pretty pictures of me taken.
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	[Friday January 25th, 2008 at 6:47am]
[ **mood** | grateful ] It's my last Friday at Aveda. "Graduation"I didn't really tell anyone about it. I mean, it essentially means nothing since I haven't even passed my state board yet. It's not like high school where there's lots of formalities. There are just the teachers that say the same things every week. Then, there are the people who are going to say inappropriate things I've said in the past week that will serve as "memories" for the next few weeks.I finish my fifteen hundred hours on Tuesday at eleven. Would've been sooner, but I was late the other day and got sent home. Also, I'll be up at Aveda all week next week anyway, completing perms and relaxers.Gamma sucks. It's just mannequin work. I thought I was going to cry the whole time, but I've been surprisingly calm. Test-Outs usually send me over the edge.A chop shop won't be that bad. I talked to one of my instructors about it, explained the situation. She told me that it was a lot of practice in basic haircuts, but it was mostly men's cuts. She said I'd get comfortable with clippers at the very least.
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