deep in the heart of your sins. (original) (raw)

[	mood	|	optimistic	]

hmmm, are the skies clearing?

[[sunday]]
= yesterday. hung out in bed until like, 2pm. ugh, i hate doing that. makes me feel so dirty. and wasted [not the intoxicated type of wasted]. but, my stepmom called, and ::hallelujah!:: said that since it was such a nice day that i could go over WeeZle's for a little while. yessssssssss. it was The Skies rewarding me for not falling into my mother's betraying temptations!

too bad he was at Chase's and he had to have a whole lotta buttsex before Chase would let him come back home so he could see me. just kidding, take it as a metaphor if you will.

so i didn't end up getting to His house until a little after 7pm. yikes. i made Him and Chase supercool [pimpinnnn'] bracelets. WeeZle got a tonguering. i knew he didn't, but it made me question if he really did. then he stuck his tongue out. a RING on his tongueee. for meeee? yes! for Our Anniversary! and he got himself a matching one too. ::sadistic cackle:: my masterplan is finally falling into place! soon, he will be mine, FOREVER! harharharrrrr. what a torturous life we lead, ehh? ♥
apparently, before i got there, his dad told him that TwEEk is never to come down here [to Rochester] again. or, else? so, that sucks. for, like, a bunch of people. =[
had a lovely time, naturally. but in only a short while, i was picked up. hrmph.

in the car, i was just talking to my stepmom about whatever, and, i wasn't planning on telling her, but i did end up telling her about what my mom had proposed. guess what. everything is in my favor! =] cause, my parents aren't gonna say anything to my mother about it, because they don't want my mother to hold it against me, and my stepmom and father were immensely proud of me that i didn't take her up on the offer. anddddd by the way that i looked at it = "if i was a parent, i would never want my co-parent to betray me like that." because, i seriously wouldn't. so yep, i got me some kudos for that. much needed after last week, as a matter of fact.
not to mention, what a shitface my mother is. a whore, she is. she was the one who even first MENTIONED me having a punishment, and was all for WOOOO let's ruin Blythe and Matt's ANNIVERSARY! and then, what? she fucking pussies out and gives in to my nonexistent pleas. because, why? because she wants me to think that she's cool. fucking guess what? you ARE NOT going to win me over by being a horrible parent [whether i like it or not] and by being a horrible person in general, by encouragingmetobe/being so goddamned sneaky like that. you will NOT! i see right through you.

[[monday]]
= today. school...

geo

,, nothing fantastic. ha. never anything fantastic. urgh.

art

,, caught up on my art history stuff. i like andy warhol's style. i also started the other side of my printmaking stamp. it's just a namething with stars and such. good stuff. just for fun. =] i also got a homework pass, but, unless i end up doing my cd cover tonight, then it'll be gone by the end of tomorrow. wicked cool. or no.

history

,, i think it was an openbook quiz? and then just notes. when are we gonna start talking about uberjuicy shtuff? i've been waiting for the intense, controversial class discussions..

lunch

,, kind of flew by, as usual [except faster today?]. learning things is fun. i want to go to the RaveIsDead thing, but i know that i would never be allowed to go. which sucks, but i can definitely understand it. but i don't wanna do drugs and whatnot, i just want to look at all the beautiful people with their prettyness all over them. and boobies. i wanna see some hardcore orgies. hahahaahaa. 'nuff said for now, bitches.

bio

,, subbbbbbb! thank whatshisname. we had a few things that kept us busy though. i felt really good for some reason, just being comfortable chatting with Mario and Chris. it was very nice.
::us all watching a pair of dragonflies mating in the air::
me - do dragonflies have to hump? do dragonflies have penises? do dragonflies have vaginas? do dragonflies get erections?...
::they stopped fucking. they begin frantically flying around the room::
me - i think they're looking for a cigarette...
hahahaaaar.

got home, i remembered that i forgot my keys in the house this morning. god damnit. so i just wait around, almost pissing my pants outside [i always go pee when i get home] until my stepmom gets home 20 minutes later.

at 4our, i drove us all to wal*mart. got more cranberry tablets, contact solution, and deodorant. and cough drops since my throat has been fucking me in the ass all day. i wanna buy panties there.
then to lilac mall. brianna got a bunch of stupid clothes. took forever, of course. at 6ix, we ate at papa gino's. that took another damn hour. drove home, anddddd here i am.

i think tomorrow i'm babysitting at the PTA meeting. woot woot!
i like having things to do. it makes me feel good.
i wicked can't wait for my license-getting.
i want/need a job. BLYTHE FOR HIRE! i'll wash your cats! seriously, if anyone can get me work, however big or small, i will be your little whore.

i Love You, WeeeeeeZle.

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