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So do you ever read your friends list and just feel... annoyed? Yeah, that's definitely me. I dunno... some of you guys really piss me off. If it's not some ploy to whore attention in whichever hypocritical manner you prefer, it's some unintentional reason that you probably shouldn't be blamed for. Anyway, maybe I'm just easily annoyed for now.

Enough ranting for now anyway. About life... This journal's been ignored lately. Why? Too busy worrying and attempting to patch things up with the girl who'd dumped me after 5 days. It's awefully bothersome, but it needs to be done. Because... I care about her. :3

Besides that? Life is as life goes. Last Thursday was my last day of normal classes. Turns out I don't have to take my psychology final. Instead I get to pass with an A for my leet psychology skills in the class. Woohoo. This girl Lara who sat behind me in psychology... I guess she wanted me or something. After the class was over, she did the whole awkward... "Here's my number, call me," thing. But much more awkward. Will I? Probably not. I'm not interested in her for one thing. For another thing, there're only certain people who I can bring myself to speak to on the phone.

What a fun Thursday. Saturday was a different story. Me and my mom went Christmas shopping while Bob took his ACT. We got all of our shopping done in an hour, so we spent the 3 hours while Bob tested "bonding." It was okay... first time in years I've bonded with my mom. Not since my dad died anyway. But it was good... we talked about her past relationships and mine and how she was when she was a teenager. The shopping was quick indeed. Mom payed for my gifts since of course I'm poor and unemployed. I owe her for that anyway. On the bright side, she bought me Kingdom Hearts: Chain of Memories. 'Course, I don't get to play with until Christmas. I figure if I get too desperate, I'll just beat KH again for the PS. Took me like... a week the last time I beat it. =B I also helped her pick up a game for her boyfriend... He likes Call of Duty, so whatever. I got him the new-ish one. As for everyone else: I got Bob a Sebastian Bach (The lead singer of Skid Row, not the Symphony Orchestra Director) DVD, I got her boyfriend some western film, and I got Tom Stargate: The Movie. Lately, me and him have been really getting into Stargate: The TV show, so I figured it'd be a nice, thoughtful gift. *shrug*

Then we move to yesterday, Monday. Mom came over again and we cleaned up the house... unfortunately, because of Illinois' viscious winds, our pilot light went out on our hot water heater. That was dissappointing. Anyway, after cleaning up the kitchen, mom left and I fixed the door handle on the bathroom. Fun times.

Today was my Sociology final. Which I did decent on. I guess we'll see my grade whenever. It was a lot easier than I thought it'd be anyway... And I have two more finals on Thursday. Fun times. I'm still deciding whether or not to register for classes next semester. And Mom's deciding whether or not to let me move back up to Aurora for next semester. Besides the final, my morning was eventful. Not only did I get back on a decent sleep schedule last night, but I had a couple very interesting dreams.

The first dream was basically me driving to Chicago. It seemed as though I was driving there to get drunk. Not very me, but whatever. After what seemed like hours of searching, I found a decent parking space in a nice quiet parking lot. Then I walked a measurable distance into a bar, where I met my friends... Matt Damon and Ben Affleck. These guys just won't leave my dreams, I swear to God. Ben was already drunk it seemed and Matt was on his way there. The three of us, and a number of other burly men enjoyed the evening putting'em down. Day faded into night and night soon became dawn. I left the bar and searched for my vehicle, but it was nowhere to be found. Ben and Matt kept teasing me about how I lost my car, and I too began to worry. It was like, "Dude, where's my car?" but without the pot and aliens. Ben and Matt kept insisting that it'd been stolen, but I knew it had to be somewhere. Eventually, as dawn turned today, I found my car within the snowy parking lot. After that, I took the time to say, "I told you so," to Ben and Matt before the dream came to end.

After waking up and getting a drink of water, I soon fell to sleep again and experienced another dream. Me and my brother, Bob had acted on a whim and flown to Tokyo. We didn't really tell anyone... we just went. While we were in Tokyo airport, I met... *gasp* Gackt! Me and Gackt hung around the airport for awhile... it was great times. But eventually he had to go. Before he left, he pulled a black scrunchy from his hair. It had little strands of gackt hair stuck to it. Then he gave me the scrunchy to remember him. I worshipped it, putting it around my wrist and never letting it out of my sight. After that, I met some Japanese friends who I apparently knew from General Discussion on Gaia. I don't really know them, but in the dream I did. And they knew me... So well, that one of them even inquired about whether or not I was still with Ryan. Very odd. We went back to their apartment where we met their mother and grandmother. The mother made us rice, which me and the Japanese boys began chowing down right away. Bob waited though until the Grandmother joined us. After she did, she explained how it was traditional for her to bless the food before everyone ate it. Kinda made me feel bad how I had already started without knowing this tradition, but her grandsons didn't seem to mind that they'd started eating early. Bob and the Grandmother soon became close friends, Bob connecting on her through a cultural level instead of finding interest in anime or the other aspects of Japanese culture that teenagers tend to find interesting. That was weird, but definitely interesting. As time went by, one of our roommates asked whether or not we'd told anyone about leaving for Japan. I asked Bob if he'd told our family and it seemed as though we didn't... So I went outside. Tokyo was so cool, though it didn't seem too different from many other cities I've been too. The main difference was all the signs were in Japanese. I recall being able to read one, and it said, "Arisu to Aldon," which I assume was a subway or trainstation sign. Who knows? Dreams are weird. Anyway, I wandered around until I'd found a pay phone, since I didn't wanna rack up a huge phone bill to America on our roommate's phone. After I picked up the pay phone though, I awoke. It's kinda funny... after I got up, I looked at my wrist hoping that I still had the scrunchy, but I didn't. =( Meeting Gackt was just a dream. ;_;

And that's it for now. :B
-Vulgar