| 7:00 am - *rubs his eyes sleepily and scowls* |
| There's nothing nicer than being woken up at 6:45am to the sound of stomping, followed by smashing glass. Upon wandering downstairs, I found the bin turned upside down, the oven broken, blood on the fucking walls...Were we being robbed? Nope.Let me state for the record that I am -incredibly- unimpressed with the housemate who did this, although I wont mention names here.Right, i'm off to start smoking again :P (8 comments | comment on this) |
| Sunday, October 26th, 2003 |
| 5:35 pm - Another boring sunday afternoon... |
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| Thursday, July 24th, 2003 |
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| Thursday, July 3rd, 2003 |
| 10:15 pm - Go on, tell me... |
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| Tuesday, June 17th, 2003 |
| 12:29 am - Mew! |
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| Monday, November 4th, 2002 |
| 11:00 pm - Pictures, yay! |
Well, as promised too certain people, I finally got round too scanning in some pictures of our nights out. Especially for  pussinboots, here's me in my big baggy raver pants! Click below for the rest...**( More pictures!Collapse )**Comments, suggestions?current mood:  bouncy (13 comments | comment on this) |
| Friday, September 27th, 2002 |
| 5:22 pm |
I cant actually remember when i last updated this journal, and you'll have read about most of the massivley important things that have happened in my life on one of my flatmates journals, so I wont even bother trying to fill you in.I'm currently strutting around wearing baggy jeans and UV face paint, in preparation for the best club night in Sheffield, Headcharge. I went on a horribly expensive shopping spree yesterday and spent lots of money on things that glow and sparkle (Not to mention the rizlas, chewing gum, ciggarretes and bottles of water required too survive a club). My favorite new purchase has too be my new trousers. They're big baggy black ones made of parachute material with neon green trimming and a million pockets. Together with a stolen t-shirt (From Rick, not a shop), the afformentioned UV bodypaint, 2 green glowsticks and some new bangles, these pants will comprise my outfit for this evening.Now I just have too kill 5 hours, but luckily Danath is on his way up here to go too the club with us. He should be here soon, along with the rest of the house back from work.Anyway, I need too run off and fag about in the bathroom. BYE!current mood:  restless (8 comments | comment on this) |
| Tuesday, June 25th, 2002 |
| 12:49 am |
A quote from a post I made too kimbalions LJ:-===BEGIN QUOTE===I have so far managed too drop out of college twice (Okay, maybe its not Uni, but hell its still important), and I feel awful about it. I managed too ace GCSEs without revising once, and i naturally asumed that I could do the same with my A-Levels. I was very, very wrong. I went too one of the UKs top 3 colleges for my first year (Incidentally it also has one of the highest student suicide rates in the country), I did well for the first few montsh, when all my subjects were new and intresting, but my interest soon waivered. I discovered a new circle of friends, got heavily into smoking Weed and generally lost interest in everything. Occasionally, I would have a panic and try and study, but I could stare at a book for hours and take nothing in, failing too contend with god knows how many distractions (TV, Music, The Internet).When it came too my exams, i'd already given up. I didnt even turn up too my English Lit exam simply because of a disagreement with my tutor, and performed poorly in the others. During the summer, I decided not too go back offcially, although after a major panic in early September, managed too get on an ND in Software Design course at another college.Again with St Helens College, I quickly lost interest. I mean, the course itself was good, but i just couldnt concentrate on anything, I spent all day in the pub. When it came time for assignments, I could have done them easily, but I didnt. I couldnt focus enough too put the work in. I dropped out after 3 months.Then, I moved too Sheffield and worked temp jobs for a few months. Now I have this Call Rep job, with the possibility of moving up in the company quite quickly. Im training for the first section of my Financial Planners certificate, and as its compulsory within my job role, i'll probably do okay at that.The thing which bothers me is the way my lifes going, I'm ending up in the financial sector, somewhere i never pictured myself and not in IT as I wanted. The problem is now that im living independently of my parents, I need a job too stay alive, so i cant go back too college full-time. Im looking at night courses, but I dont imagine I could deal with them very effectivley and retain my sanity simultaneously. I just wouldn't study, again. But damnit, I really, REALLY wanna go too Uni at some point... It feels like im throwing away my Education.I have too agree with Makali about the whole "Need-too-learn" idea, Unless something is vital for me too complete (x) thing, I will not apply myself too it, the distractions are just way more instantly gratifying.===END QUOTE===Just thought id written something insightful for once...current mood:  blah (3 comments | comment on this) |
| Tuesday, June 4th, 2002 |
| 1:15 am - Should have guessed as much =^.^= |
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| Friday, May 24th, 2002 |
| 3:20 pm - And as far as you can see, everyone else votes too fuck you with switchblades.... |
 You have high standards for yourself, and try desperately to live up to them. But when you are unable to reach those goals, you fall into a deep depression. People see you as a brilliant person, yet inside, you are full of self-doubt and fear of failure. You need to set more reasonable goals.Your song is: About to CrashWhich degree of inner turbulence are you?This quiz was made by DionaeWell there we have it then. The test result was pretty much what i would have expected.In other news, my finances are looking a little dire, will only be able too make up half my rent next week unless i want BT too cut off my mobile altogether (Which as my only form of contact with my family, I cant really afford too have them do).In yet more news, Fleet is gonna be around our place tonight, so he can catch the coach to Manchester tomorrow morning with myself and forfoxsake.I go listen too music now. (1 comment | comment on this) |
| Thursday, May 23rd, 2002 |
| 1:20 pm - I am a Corporate Whore... |
| Well, today I got a call from my temp agency and accepted another job with HSBC.I feel soiled.I really massivley dislike working for a company that i know epxloits people worldwide for their own capitalistic ends, but unfortunatley I have rent too pay. So, for now at least, i must brush my ideals aside, get my head down and suck that corporate cock :PIn other news, forfoxsake and myself will mostly be spending today chain-smoking and playing with the house website (I'll mostly be thinking up unfeasable ideas, whilst For will mostly be rejecting them and getting on with coding something that actually works)P.s. forfoxsake can shit right off. That subby little foxbitch has absolutley no base for the scandalous lies and rumours he made public in This item.*shuffles round and anime sweatdrops*No, no. Really. He doesn't.... Seriously. Stop laughing at me!That is all (2 comments | comment on this) |
| Wednesday, May 22nd, 2002 |
| 4:10 pm - You see, being a bastard works! |
Pardon the random TransMet quotage of the subject line. I'm not a bastard really... am I? Anyway, on with todays massivley exciting post.Didnt do too much last night, was way too tired too sit up and play on the PSX as i had originally intended and fell asleep listening too Radio 4. Woke up at around 10 and sent my temp agency an e-mail asking them where my new job was. Drank pepsi, ate chicken... thing and smoked. This is today up too this point.We now return you too your regularlly scheduled reality...current mood:  content (1 comment | comment on this) |
| Tuesday, May 21st, 2002 |
| 1:21 pm - The feline returns... |
 Which Cartoon Cat Are You? Quiz by gypsydanceHeh, how sad am I. First post in like 5 months and its an online test.Anyways, I return. After 6 months of little netting, this kitty finally has a shared 56k connection with the rest of his new housemates (I'll explain in a minute), so i should be back online more now!If you read forfoxsake's journal a lot, you'll know this by now, but i have moved into a 4 bedroom house in suburban sheffield with forfoxsake, hendryx and iakat! Its been a lot fo fun so far, no problems that havent been the landlords fault =^.^=Anyway: FLASH UPDATE+ Moved too Sheffield+ Got a temp job+ Gengar moved in with us at my old flat+ Stuff that i dont wanna get into happened between myself and electricdog, suffice too say we broke up, but are still good friends+ Moved into a bedsit for a few weeks+forfoxsake moved into the bedsit with me, provoking much gossip amongst some furs. Let me clear this up, hes one of my best mates, NOTHING MORE! :P+Me, Hendryx, Ia'Kat and ForFox found this new house and they all moved in while i was in Amsterdam+We got burgaled, stole ForFox's PS2 and all his DVD's and Games+We all got JOBS!So, fairly soon, everything should be cool.I = Happy Kitty.current mood:  relaxed (5 comments | comment on this) |
| Saturday, December 22nd, 2001 |
| 10:11 pm - Spammy Spammy Spam Spam =^.^= |
01. FULL NAME: Matthew James Cummins02. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? My second name has been passed down each generation of males in my family for 4 generations, as far as i know03. DO YOU WISH ON STARS? Yes04. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY? When i was having personal issues about life, the universe and everything, a few weeks ago05. IF YOU WERE MAKING A MOVIE ABOUT YOURSELF, WHO WOULD PLAY YOU? ummmmm, i dunno. cant think of anyone...06. WHO DO YOU ADMIRE? My Mother for bringing up Me and my sister on her own07. WHAT IS THE #1 PRIORITY IN YOUR LIFE? To make my friends happy08. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH? Meat & Potato pie, Pepsi and Beef & Onion walkers crisps =^.^=09. ANY BAD HABITS? I smoke too much10. WHAT STORE WOULD YOU NEVER BE CAUGHT DEAD IN? JD Sports11. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOURSELF? I hope so12. ARE YOU A DAREDEVIL? Im not afraid too take risks, but i wouldnt say daredevil13. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE YOU WOULDN'T TELL? Nope14. DO LOOKS MATTER? Only for first impressions, and i dont place too much faith in them15. DO YOU PRAY? No16. HAVE YOU EVER MET ANYONE FAMOUS? Yeah, Matt Lucas17. ARE YOU TRENDY? According to the media, the way i dress is18. WHAT DO YOU DO TO VENT ANGER? Play violent video games and smoke weed19. ARE YOU PASSIVE OR AGGRESSIVE? Agressive (Not violent or confrontational though)20. WHO IS YOUR IDOL? Bill Hicks21. WHO IS YOUR SECOND FAMILY? The UK Fur Community22. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY? More than is probably safe23. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD? My Teddy bear24. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON RADIO OR TELEVISION? Television, BBC Choice for like 2 minutes25. DO YOU LIKE SAPPY LOVE SONGS? Not unless its in the rock genre =^.^=26. DO YOU HAVE A JOURNAL? Just my LJ27. HAVE YOU EVER INTENTIONALLY HURT SOMEONE? Yes, physically, but not emotionally28. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT? Been in? I usually START the damn things29. DO YOU FEEL UNDERSTOOD MOST OF THE TIME? Not really30. WHAT WAS THE HAPPIEST MOMENT OF YOUR LIFE? Good question...31. WHAT IS/ARE YOUR NICKNAMES? Yaoi, Boo Boo Kitty Fuck (According to Stray anyways ^^)32. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES EVERY TIME YOU TAKE THEM OFF? I never tie them anyways33. WHAT ARE YOU WORRIED ABOUT RIGHT NOW? Nerves about moving out of my family home for the first time34. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE STRONG? Physically, no. Emotionally, yeah35. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEONE? Only Brandon Boyd =^.^=36. IF SO, DO THEY KNOW? Ummmm, I dont think he'd care37. IF YOU COULD DATE ANYONE, WHO WOULD IT BE? My wulf38. LIVING ARRANGEMENT? Living at home, in the process of moving in with my boyfriend and a good friend of mine39. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW? Drawing Blood by Poppy Z Brite40. WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? Its a Uni Prospectus for Linconshire & Humberside41. FAVORITE CD? Bill Hicks - Arizona Bay42. FAVORITE FEMALE SINGER? ...dont really have one43. FAVORITE MALE SINGER? Brandon Boyd44. FAVORITE GROUP/BAND? Incubus45. FAVORITE SMELLS? Freshly baked bread, strong coffee and good weed 46. FAVORITE TV SHOW? I have a few, but my faves are probably Family Guy, Futurama and anything on Paramount Comedy47. WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD? Being Betrayed by a friend48. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING? "WHO THE FUCK INVENTED WAKING UP?"49. FAVORITE COLOR? Purple50. HOW MANY RINGS BEFORE YOU ANSWER THE PHONE? I dunno, however many it takes me too meander toward the phone!51. FUTURE CHILD'S NAME? ...ummmm, did you miss the whole Boyfriend thing?52. WHAT IS MOST IMPORTANT IN LIFE? Love and Happiness53. FAVORITE FOODS? Onion Rings, Chips, Chicken Curry etc.54. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA? Chocolate55. DO YOU LIKE TO DRIVE FAST? Cant drive yet...56. DO YOU SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL? Yup =^.^=57. STORMS - COOL OR SCARY? Cool!58. WHAT TYPE WAS YOUR FIRST CAR? Havent had one yet59. IF YOU COULD MEET ONE PERSON DEAD OR ALIVE? Bill Hicks60. FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK? Tequila61. WHAT IS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN? Gemini62. DO YOU EAT THE STEMS OF BROCCOLI? As Lister once said "Vegetables are for health freaks, people who exercise"63. IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY JOB? A nice comfortable IT job64. IF YOU COULD DYE YOUR HAIR ANY COLOR? There arent many colours i havent done it, but at the moment, probably Blood Red again65. EVER BEEN IN LOVE? I am right now66. IS THE GLASS HALF EMPTY OR HALF FULL? Depends on my mood. Half full most of the time67. FAVORITE MOVIES? Too many too name. Highlights include Clerks, Dogma, Reservoir Dogs and Human Traffic68. FAVORITE HANG OUT? Casi's Rock Club69. WHAT'S UNDER YOUR BED? You SO dont wanna know70. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NUMBER? dont really have one71. FAVORITE SPORT TO WATCH? The one where they line up all the football players and break their knees with crowbars72. FAVORITE VACATION SPOT? So far? Canada73. FAVORITE DREAM VACATION? New Orleanscurrent mood:  bored (6 comments | comment on this) |
| Friday, November 30th, 2001 |
| 2:33 pm - Alternative icon foo |
| Okay, so electricdog made me this from a pic i sent him, and very nice it is too. I think the ironing value is quite delicious ( Thats IRONY)..... quiet youcurrent mood: bouncy (6 comments | comment on this) |
| Thursday, November 29th, 2001 |
| 3:29 pm - YAY! |
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| 3:12 pm - live journey time waste... |
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| 2:10 pm - Live Journey foo |
Gah. Live Journeys are too hard. Im on person 13 and STILL no closer.current mood:  aggravated (1 comment | comment on this) |
| Friday, November 16th, 2001 |
| 11:41 pm - *Whimper* |
| Okay, im in a bad situation. I have the most agonising toothache at the moment, have had for a week. Its a permenant throbbing pain and i cant even sleep properly anymore. I need to see a dentist.Unfortunatley, i also have a phobia of dentistsand this isnt a normal phobia, im talking UBER-PHOBIA, like white hot gripping fear taking hold of me everytime i even think about it..... What the fuck can i do. I cant go to the dentists, im too scared, but if i carry on the way i am, im gonna end up topping myself just to stop the pain*Whimper* Kitty needs help (5 comments | comment on this) |
| Thursday, November 15th, 2001 |
| 8:11 pm - Rant in E fucking Minor |
Evening all. I know i ripped the subject off from bll hicks, but ya know what. I dont careIts time for a rant.Nothing hurts me more than seeing whats happening to alternative culture. Yes folks, im reffering too whats going on with the millions of 14 year olds trudging around town cntres in linkin park hoodies and INVADING MY FUCKING CLUB. Wannabes sicken me, they see something and they assimilate and when they've drained it they move on.I dont choose to be an outcast, it is thrust upon me. I found my niche, somewhere where i fitted in. And its slowly disintegrating around me. I dont speak of furry, im talking about the whole "Mosher/Gegger/Whatever your calling it now"When i found my friends we were alternative, i dunno if we were trying to be, but we were. Now we're classiified with the wannabes and once again, i dont fit in. I can no-more blend in with this crowd of Nu-breeders than i can a gang of townies. This sounds like egotistical bullshit, but im trying not to make it that. Shit i dont even have a train of thought anymore, just random outbursts of anger and pain. God, what am i saying. Am I a wannabe? Am I no better than those i despise? I hope not. This whole thing found me. I dress for comfort and because i like the way it looks. Unfortunatley, it seems some pop (not rock, pop) bands wanna dress the same way. So now im a mosher or a gegger or ya know, whatever. I AM NOT ANY OF THE ABOVE. I AM MEHopefully this is a fad and they'll move on soon enough.I keep the faith as my universe crumbles around meThank god i have electricdog to keep me sanecurrent mood:  angry (7 comments | comment on this) |