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01 January 2020 @ 12:51 am

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don't talk to me about art where the subject is underwater i will lOSE MY SHIT

but no i just wanted to make an entry since i don't feel like spamming twitter or plurk about this...

it's so #firstworldproblem but my mom asked me what i wanted to do for my birthday and i have absolutely no idea. the problem is that my dad and aunt aren't going to be able to come here for my birthday, and they're usually the ones who cook shit LMFAO. without them, i don't know where i want to eat and shit. the first two things i thought of were either a super fancy japanese place in one of the hotels on the strip here or one of the ramen places in china town. i changed my mind on both of those since 1) i want to show my dad the super fancy japanese place, and 2) going for ramen is fun and tasty but it wouldn't feel that special since i go there all the time SCREAMS.

at the very least i think i have an idea of what i want to do when my friends come over but before we eat. i have the twilight movie and almost all the inuyasha movies, so i think i'll pop those in and we can just laugh and make fun of shit. tbh i'd want to do a nicolas cage movie marathon but i don't think we have netflix... alas.

so i'll be turning 19! i guess that's pretty cool. idk i just like getting shit i guess.... and my birthday is in pretty much half a month. weird. i would say this month is going by fast but honestly this week has been really dragging for me, i've been so bored. there's a lot of things i should and could be doing, but instead i do nothing but refresh rpanons and wankgate and tumblr. go me.

i think i'll try to get through 'drugs & the dominos' of baccano! though. i've always wanted to read the part where eve becomes a little miss badass.

i think that one of the things that upsets me the most is when someone tells me they want to do something with/for me and then they just... don't. it's like, i thought they were telling me that because they wanted to have fun with me or doing it because they cared and wanted to make me happy a bit. so of course, i would say yes because i want to have fun too or because i'm grateful and happy that they would do something like that.

so when they don't it's like a punch in the gut like "oh, so you never really cared about it like i did"

or i'm just really oversensitive which is a likely cause for all this but... if you tell me something like that and i say yes, i'm going to end up expecting something, y'know?

today i had graduation rehearsal at my high school, and it was surreal knowing that... well, that was really the last time i'd ever have to step foot there. i'm planning on visiting a few teachers next year but huh. i really am done with high school. i guess overall it was pretty nice, but if it taught me anything it was that i really don't like people LMAO.

however i'm happy that most of my high school goals came true!! those goals being

1. fake sick
2. ditch a class
3. see a food fight

the only one that never came true was to actually get in a fight... u_u alas, but 3/4 isn't too bad i'd say. it was great because the food fight was literally the day before exams started haha. granted i ditched a class twice both times accidentally because i slept in, but that counts, right?! and last year i just felt really depressed one day and didn't want to go to school...

all in all i'm done with high school \o/ the change will probably be a bit scary at first, but i'm looking forward to college. but before that, now i can enjoy a nice, long summer...

11 January 2012 @ 07:56 pm

09 January 2012 @ 05:54 pm

Bold the ones you've read COMPLETELY, italicize the ones you've read part of. Watching the movie or the cartoon doesn't count. Abridged versions don't count either. BTW, according to the BBC if you've read 7 of these, you are above the average.

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mfw i disliked or outright hated a majority of these books BUT ALAS, CLASSIC LITERATURE USUALLY PISSES ME OFF IN SOME WAY OR ANOTHER...

02 January 2011 @ 03:55 am

12 January 2010 @ 03:46 pm