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Stephanie Looong
akidcalledsteph
2002-06-21 01:01:00
- **Mood: crushed
- **Music: John Martyn- Island Anthology
This place you live inside yourself. Maybe I wish I could live there too- seems pretty fulfilling I guess.
Apparently I still talk too much about myself. That really bothers me.
FOUND A JOB- actually, that makes me sound like I actually searched when instead it came through my open door in the form of an old bandaid with a stupid smile attatched.
I am going to sell juice. I was so pumped that the evening to follow deflated me and made me raging and restless.
It seems I expect everyone around me to be jumping through hoops and completely excite me all the time. This is stupid.
I think there is a lot misunderstood.
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