Ana is my friend, Mia likes to play's Journal (original) (raw)

Tuesday, May 1st, 2007

return after long abcense and first of month check in Just joined Weight watchers am in week 2
Well this meeting was about changing old beliefs (negitive ones) to more positive and empowering ones.

As of this Meeting I had lost 5.5lbs in one week

***does happy happy dance***

(but due to an initial gain of 4.4 lbs that only tecnicaly counted as a.8 loss on the books) but still that is something HUH?

Next week my personal goal is to have another 5 lbs loss (plus maybe a few more lbs)

To acheave this I am going to do the following:::

*Start Walking Boys to school and Home From School on My days off

*Start doing my kick boxing cardio video everyday after work and on days off instead of sleeping

*Start doing push ups

*Start Doing Yoga every morning

*Start doing meditation every night

*Religiously log my daily points

*NOT EAT OUT AT ALL

*Start taking a Lunch to Work EVERYDAY

*If I HAVE to Eat at Work get only Chicken noodle soup and not eat the noodles and only get one of the medium bowls

*Start Drinking 96oz of Water (that is 3 of my 32 oz water mugs)

PROGRESS PICS

me the day I started Weight watchers

ME TODAYafter a 5.5 lbs LOSS

FACE Shot from First Day

ME Today

Personaly dont see Much of a change but I am a bit critical of myself
anyone else see a Diffrence????
(XCROsS POSTED)

Current Mood: bouncy

Saturday, August 19th, 2006

9:06 pm
[sparkles717dnc]

hey everyone...

so i know im not too active in these communities these days but my last semester of college takes up a lot of time.... no excuse though b/c food and weight is on my mind 24/7.. i'm going to do it.. i've let myself slip... They put cookie out at my job everyday and I eat them, I've been in transition between apartments so i use it as an excuse to eat out, I let my mom feed me, I am getting my period again so that makes me want to eat... ITS AWEFUL!!! I"M FULL OF EXCUSES THAT ARE NOT JUSTIFIED!! I'M FAILING AND GETTING HUUUUGE!!! Almost my highest weight EVER....

new plan... I do move into my new place this week, and live with my new roomates, so im going to make myself the 'heathly, in shape' roommate who doesnt really eat much but looks great... It'll be great b/c they work 9-5pm and i can easily say i ate before they got home or something.. I was the athletic, in shape one last year and then all summer ive been a F*ck up.. but this year im gonna be the in shape one again..

I have a health food store 3 blocks from my new house and it is the ONLY place I will let myself buy anything... just veggies, occasionally fruit and all my vitamins...

Im not going to fight with myself for the rest of my life, IM going to just make it happen... get the body I want and keep it... I want not eating and being skinny to become a natural habit not something im constantly working at...

I can do this.. I have to.. this is my last chance.. I blew it this summer.. looking shitty in a bathing suit... but I'm going LA in a month and I better see some improvement by then!!!

Thanks for the support!! Love to all of you!! Stay strong!!

Wednesday, August 2nd, 2006

5:54 pm
[stood_under]

Money I hate having money... No, ok I like having money but when I do I just go totally mad on food, today for example I was not even hungry and I still binged:
2x Apricot and almond bars (243 cals, I think and the rest I don't want to know)
1x Ham filled roll with apricot chukney
1x Lemon Tart
1x Pineapple muffin
1x Sparkling Blackcurrent Drink
about 6 french fries
possibly an apple later, if I have to.
Although did manage to skip dinner :)
And I still have not purged, It makes me discusted in myself(although, thinks have been going throuh pretty fast, if you know what I mean. I think it is all the gum I am eatting, Cheap Laxitives, :)

And I did not have a full day of classes. Technique was pretty sweaty, but we are making a new work so we didn't have ballet. Must do better tomorrow.

It so does not help that I am so sore and tired that I don't want to move at all. The fact that I don't want to dance is making me feel fat, let alone food.

Current Mood: drained

Thursday, July 27th, 2006

3:31 pm
[bloodybladegirl]

Newbie Well I just found this Group and am going to see if it helps me

I am 27 female engaged to be married with two sons.
I am 240 lbs
my goal weight is 130
my goal is 20 pounds a month or even better 10 a week

I have COE mixed with MIA
I am Vegetarian-Ovo-Lacto-Organic, and pagan

Sunday, July 2nd, 2006

6:53 pm
[lesik_baby]

Wednesday, June 21st, 2006

10:39 pm
[onyxmoonstone]

Name: Krit
Age: 17
Gender: Female
Height: 5'2"
Highest Weight: 197
Current Weight: 154
1st Goal Weight: 140
2nd Goal Weight: 120
Longterm Goal Weight: 100
Methods: Annorexia laced with Bullimia

I'm an artist. any kind of art. Theater is my forte. I'm going to art school after next year.

I want to look good for my Senior portraits. I WILL look good for my Senior portraits.
I want to stop hating myself. I WILL be beautiful.

Thursday, June 1st, 2006

5:04 pm
[stood_under]

Plan I have just had the worst week. I have not stuck to any sort of plan at all. I try but I can never stick to one. Does anyone want to do one together? or Does anyone want to give me any advice...

Current Mood: disappointed

Sunday, May 7th, 2006

4:14 pm
[princesss_ana]

3:43 pm
[princesss_ana]

Saturday, May 6th, 2006

10:13 am
[roxy_lovexo]

new. =] Name: Amber
Age: 17
Height: 5'2
Current Weight: 110
Short term weight goal: 105
Long term weight goal: 100
Fun Facts about you: I dance at a studio and cheer at my high school. I love to read and write and one day want to become a political journalist. I love love love fashion and keeping the weight off really helps me to feel better about mine. =]

I know this is only my first post, but I was wondering if anyone could help me become bulimic. I normally just fast, and lately I've been trying to throw up when I do eat, but I can't get myself to. I just end up gagging and then feeling completely horrible afterwards because I couldn't get out what I ate. Any tips? Thanks! <3

10:01 pm
[princesss_ana]

Hi gurlzz!!!
so my fast offically starts in 10 minutes so i have time to go have one last lamington finger
i luv them!
im aiming for 8dayz with onli water, coffee and green tea pills
wish me luck!!
xx kaley

Monday, May 1st, 2006

6:53 pm
[casserlafille]

Hi there! Name: Kitten
Age: 17
Height: 5'1-2
Current Weight: 110
Short term weight goal: 105
Long term weight goal: 100
Other personal goals: get a job and go to college( uh oh- next year)
Fun Facts about you: I play tennis and like to ride horses but it doesnt look like I'll be doing that anytime soon. I am trying to go to college for fashion design but it costs so much (thankfully I dont spend any money on food). I really enjoy rock music, like from the '90s. My LJ account is devoted to me and the problems in my life that my friends should never know about. I don't have many friends on this account but really enjoy talking and meeting new people so go ahead and friend me :)

Current Mood: worried

Thursday, April 27th, 2006

12:56 am
[xpoppopboomx]

HIII. Hi I'm new here.
I'm really FAT. I mean REALLY.
I'm here for support, tips & just to chat.
Here are my stats....
Name. Jodie-Anne.
Age. 17.
Height. 5'
Current Weight. 175...SICK RIGHT?
Short term weight goal. 150
Long term weight goal. 120
Other personal goals. STICK TO THIS.
Fun Facts about you!~*~! I love dcfc & I have the biggest crush on ADAM BRODY. I'm fun haha!
thanks
add me if you wanna chat or if you have any tips to share :)
dcfjodieanne@hotmail.com
xoxox

Sunday, April 23rd, 2006

1:37 pm
[stood_under]

Hey, so Im new here, been struggling for a while, people trying to "help" me, forced me to put on discusting amounts of weight. But I've decided it's time to get back on track. I think i need some help so that was the point of me joining this community.

Name: Katie
Age: 19
Height: 5'3
Current Weight: 145
Short term weight goal: 125
Long term weight goal: 105
Other personal goals: Finish Uni, get a life
Fun Facts about you! Well at the moment I'm trying to be a dancer, but that is failing cause I'm too fat. And I think It might be over for me very soon

Current Mood: anxious

Wednesday, April 12th, 2006

3:33 pm
[lilsweetana]

hey you! Hello to everyone yes, blame me the one who originally started this community let it die out slowly...well I'm back so you should all come back too! I'm Kara BTW and here are my stats:
HT: 6'0"
CW: 170
HW: 178
LW: 136
STG: 150
LTG: 135
LUV ALL OF YOU!

Current Mood: bouncy

Friday, November 4th, 2005

11:37 am
[amandabones]

how do i avoid real bad gas when i fast?

Wednesday, October 12th, 2005

7:53 am
[1mpulse]

New new here .
5'5'' 117 male bulimic.
short term goal 108.
long term 97.
23 yrs old
hw 148
lw 98

hello everyone just saying hi , going back to counting calories, i am tired of worrying about puking anything i eat . ive lost from 142 after being in a place since june

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new here .
5'5'' 117 male bulimic.
short term goal 108.
long term 97.
23 yrs old
hw 148
lw 98

hello everyone just saying hi , going back to counting calories, i am tired of worrying about puking anything i eat . ive lost from 142 after being in a place since june <gained tons of weight can you believe they left this huge box of every imaginable kind of candy out in the dining room area ALL NIGHT LONG? > halfway house -not inpatient for ed. then to top it off they put me in the only room with a bathroom attached .
anyways . so ive gotten back to where i need to do a little more planning then just not eat till i cant stand it then binge and purge then repeat daily. i feel a little too out of control and uninformed about my own actual cal intake which is roughly around 900 -1200 ? below 750 i always start plateauing.
hope to meet some new people :)

Current Mood: restless

Monday, August 15th, 2005

12:09 pm
[inthis_alone]

Does anyone have opinions/experience with taking apple cider vinegar pills?

X-Posted. I'm so bad. ;)

Monday, August 1st, 2005

12:55 pm
[sparkles717dnc]

Monday, July 25th, 2005

8:00 pm
[sparkles717dnc]