me me me (original) (raw)

• **Music: Los Lonely Boys - Heaven (NBOX RADIO: KMGX - The Best Mix of the 80s, 90s and Today)

I want
to EXPERIENCE life
an observer
with a difference
I want
to INTERPRET life
in a kinesthetic manner
swim it breathe it run through it swallow it screw it laugh love scream-----
scream in ecstasy
scream in pain
I want to fear
I want to feel the rush
control and loss

(loss is faith: the submissive are the believers?)

and I want to know.
Most of all.....

....I want to know

• You can

NUDGE me all you want but I won't BUDGE unless I want Spring! with chance of showers (a glittering shower of gold Zeus was such a naughty boy!)…

• I'm game

ask me a question about a character (past, present, potential) and I'll answer IC. ----- in other news I found out how to get to the roof of…

• so WHY IS IT...?

that we PUSH the ones we love AWAY "for their own protection" (sometimes when we NEED THEM THE MOST?) I'll just be a drain on them. I can do this…