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Hello	[Jan. 15th, 2007\|10:28 pm]Angel Service
I just wanted to say hi to everybody in this community. I just joined because I believe in angels and believe you can be somebody else angel in this world..
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My prayers I did write them down..	[Aug. 9th, 2005\|12:02 am]Angel Service
[mood \|determined]Dear god, I know I've sinned in my life all I ask is that you bless the people that have come into my life at this time. I have tried to enlighten them the best to my ability, and in return I found that I was the one being blessed with enlightenment. I need love and you in my life more at this time and I thank you for blessing me with the friends and family I have in my life. Its hard at times and I know to keep faith oh god, but please if you just give me the chance to prove myself. I know I can do better and do whats right for my life. Oh god I pray, I pray for forgiveness and for the souls that have touched me in my life. I only pray that they all find their happiness in their lives. I am torn and I bleed for you, I opened my heart and know I give myself fully to you. Thank you god I can't thank you enough for coming into my life and showing me the way. My heart acks for these souls, I cry at times for them. I would give my life for them, I want to save them all, and always keep them in my heart. These are my prayers, these are my means, my happiness, my joy, forever I am yours. I have never prayed like this before and mean every word from the deepest parts of my heart and soul. Take me as I am, take me now, I have seen what I need to see and learned what I need to learn. Let me bleed for them for I do cry oh lord I do cry and it is for them. I want to embrace them all with loving arms, and say to them it will be okay. Please oh please oh lord show me a sing, show me some thing. I am a believer in your power and trust your judgment with all my heart. I ask for myself to be by your side one day and never leave me soulless. And I pray, I pray for them and I pray for you. "Latter that night I had my sign , a sign most wouldn't see or believe." As I lay in bed thinking to myself, "how could I let some one fall like they have." Did I not try my hardest, I need to be your guardian the one who saves all the fallen ones. So I prayed like I do every night, for not myself but for the world. Is that what makes me who I am? Can I save what really matters to me? So many questions of life and myself, I guess thats human nature to question your self. I awoke sweating from the night before, the dreams so violent and yet I cry because I want peace in my life. Praying for others gives me peace in my heart and in my soul. I would think of myself as being selfish if I had prayed for myself. Yet the more I look around the more I see the more I cry. Not because of the choices they make, but because I couldn't do any thing for them. So many tears, so many pains, and yet I still find myself praying for them all. I do not understand why we make the choices we do, but I know we can learn from them if we choose too. Words can have meaning, and emotion, to open your self up is like tearing down the walls that have boxed you in for so long. Have faith in your self if no one else, keep hope for your self if no one else. My words are clean, and I spread my wings I look to the heavens and say; "Why can't I just save one why not save them all." So I say to my friends keep hope, hold on to your faith, and trust your self, and let no harm come to you. I'll keep praying and know I'll strive until one day I can thrive. But for now I am weak, lonely and torn, broken and falling, with no end in sight.
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My prayers I did write them down..

[Aug. 9th, 2005|12:02 am]Angel Service

[mood |determined]Dear god, I know I've sinned in my life all I ask is that you bless the people that have come into my life at this time. I have tried to enlighten them the best to my ability, and in return I found that I was the one being blessed with enlightenment. I need love and you in my life more at this time and I thank you for blessing me with the friends and family I have in my life. Its hard at times and I know to keep faith oh god, but please if you just give me the chance to prove myself. I know I can do better and do whats right for my life. Oh god I pray, I pray for forgiveness and for the souls that have touched me in my life. I only pray that they all find their happiness in their lives. I am torn and I bleed for you, I opened my heart and know I give myself fully to you. Thank you god I can't thank you enough for coming into my life and showing me the way. My heart acks for these souls, I cry at times for them. I would give my life for them, I want to save them all, and always keep them in my heart. These are my prayers, these are my means, my happiness, my joy, forever I am yours. I have never prayed like this before and mean every word from the deepest parts of my heart and soul. Take me as I am, take me now, I have seen what I need to see and learned what I need to learn. Let me bleed for them for I do cry oh lord I do cry and it is for them. I want to embrace them all with loving arms, and say to them it will be okay. Please oh please oh lord show me a sing, show me some thing. I am a believer in your power and trust your judgment with all my heart. I ask for myself to be by your side one day and never leave me soulless. And I pray, I pray for them and I pray for you. "Latter that night I had my sign , a sign most wouldn't see or believe." As I lay in bed thinking to myself, "how could I let some one fall like they have." Did I not try my hardest, I need to be your guardian the one who saves all the fallen ones. So I prayed like I do every night, for not myself but for the world. Is that what makes me who I am? Can I save what really matters to me? So many questions of life and myself, I guess thats human nature to question your self. I awoke sweating from the night before, the dreams so violent and yet I cry because I want peace in my life. Praying for others gives me peace in my heart and in my soul. I would think of myself as being selfish if I had prayed for myself. Yet the more I look around the more I see the more I cry. Not because of the choices they make, but because I couldn't do any thing for them. So many tears, so many pains, and yet I still find myself praying for them all. I do not understand why we make the choices we do, but I know we can learn from them if we choose too. Words can have meaning, and emotion, to open your self up is like tearing down the walls that have boxed you in for so long. Have faith in your self if no one else, keep hope for your self if no one else. My words are clean, and I spread my wings I look to the heavens and say; "Why can't I just save one why not save them all." So I say to my friends keep hope, hold on to your faith, and trust your self, and let no harm come to you. I'll keep praying and know I'll strive until one day I can thrive. But for now I am weak, lonely and torn, broken and falling, with no end in sight.

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A vision..	[Aug. 8th, 2005\|11:32 pm]Angel Service
[mood \|grateful] [music	Times Like These]As I lay in bed this eternal light appeared above me. When the light touched me I knew what it wanted me to know. It said to me you have been for given, and asked who I would save. A short time later I opened my heart to god and gave myself to him fully. I told him I wanted to save them all all the people who touched me in my life. I prayed all night and asked for a sign, I got that sign a sign most wouldn't believe. I have no questions only these words:I pray daily for you all all the people of this world. I have never prayed for myself and constantly do what I can for those in my life. I am no angel but I know my purpose. So let me ask you this. Who would you save given the chance?
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A vision..

[Aug. 8th, 2005|11:32 pm]Angel Service

[mood** |grateful] [music**

Times Like These]As I lay in bed this eternal light appeared above me. When the light touched me I knew what it wanted me to know. It said to me you have been for given, and asked who I would save. A short time later I opened my heart to god and gave myself to him fully. I told him I wanted to save them all all the people who touched me in my life. I prayed all night and asked for a sign, I got that sign a sign most wouldn't believe. I have no questions only these words:I pray daily for you all all the people of this world. I have never prayed for myself and constantly do what I can for those in my life. I am no angel but I know my purpose. So let me ask you this. Who would you save given the chance?

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(no subject)	[May. 10th, 2005\|02:12 pm]Angel Service
Okaaaaaaaaaaaay....(breath)I feel terrible about posting this here, but I feel like I am out of options, and wondered if maybe there was a kind soul in the universe who could help me out. Maybe we could work out a particular exchange or something in request for this HUGE favor that I am about to put out there. I'd be willing to be a research assistant, to be a creative dream support, a housecleaner, anything to make this happen. The short story is that in order to keep my financial aid, I need to go to social work school in the fall full time. This would also be making a long-time dream of mine come true. The bad news is that in order to live and pay tuition, I need to take out a $15,000 loan, and there is no one in my life to co-sign the loan for me right now. I was wondering if any of you kind souls might be willing to put your name on the line next to mine. There is a clause that you can be released after I've made payments on the loan for 2 years, which I FULLY intend to do...I don't know what else to say, and I'm sorry if this is too much to ask, but I thought that I'd put it out there to see what would happen. Thank you if you can help....Christina
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[May. 10th, 2005|02:12 pm]Angel Service

Okaaaaaaaaaaaay....(breath)I feel terrible about posting this here, but I feel like I am out of options, and wondered if maybe there was a kind soul in the universe who could help me out. Maybe we could work out a particular exchange or something in request for this HUGE favor that I am about to put out there. I'd be willing to be a research assistant, to be a creative dream support, a housecleaner, anything to make this happen. The short story is that in order to keep my financial aid, I need to go to social work school in the fall full time. This would also be making a long-time dream of mine come true. The bad news is that in order to live and pay tuition, I need to take out a $15,000 loan, and there is no one in my life to co-sign the loan for me right now. I was wondering if any of you kind souls might be willing to put your name on the line next to mine. There is a clause that you can be released after I've made payments on the loan for 2 years, which I FULLY intend to do...I don't know what else to say, and I'm sorry if this is too much to ask, but I thought that I'd put it out there to see what would happen. Thank you if you can help....Christina

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(no subject)	[Apr. 30th, 2005\|03:48 pm]Angel Service
do you ever think that G-d is trying to give you hints about the future?
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Free your mind.	[Apr. 11th, 2005\|03:17 pm]Angel Service
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hope i am doing this right-need help offer service ,thank you :)	[Apr. 3rd, 2005\|04:41 pm]Angel Service
[mood \|hopeful]Hello My name is Raven I live in highpoint ,NC,206 Rankin place,27265-I have had a hard time lately ,I need help with certain things and need an array of items and offer services like laundry washing for it,and art work for it . this is my problem :I'm quite ill I have a lung tumor(that is thank god in remission ) and ,bad immune problems ,rheumatoid arthritis and am recovering from a very complicated broken leg . before I got ill and left my ex-fiancee of 3 years and had to move ,my finances at this point are more than meager ,so I need help with the following :I rescued a lot of pets before I got ill with the move and my ill ness ,I need a few things to get settled and a little help till i am better .I need 8 doghouses for my rescue dog's and material to fix the fence around the house so they can play out side unsupervised .I need dog and cat toys you don't need .If you live near me and would need help walking and training and playing with the dogs Till I get better .That would be awesome because since i have become sick they do not get the exorcise they are used to .If you would like to help go shopping because it is hard for me to get anywhere of late and i don't have a car that would be wonderful too .My offer is : I can wash and dry laundry for you at my house as long as you supply me with the bleach and powder ,Pay would be either dog food or cash or help with shopping ect .I am an artist if you need a mural or something like that i am who you want ,any Type of work i can do sitting down I can try to do .,Please help us ,thank you !
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hope i am doing this right-need help offer service ,thank you :)

[Apr. 3rd, 2005|04:41 pm]Angel Service

[**mood** | hopeful

hopeful]Hello My name is Raven I live in highpoint ,NC,206 Rankin place,27265-I have had a hard time lately ,I need help with certain things and need an array of items and offer services like laundry washing for it,and art work for it . this is my problem :I'm quite ill I have a lung tumor(that is thank god in remission ) and ,bad immune problems ,rheumatoid arthritis and am recovering from a very complicated broken leg . before I got ill and left my ex-fiancee of 3 years and had to move ,my finances at this point are more than meager ,so I need help with the following :I rescued a lot of pets before I got ill with the move and my ill ness ,I need a few things to get settled and a little help till i am better .I need 8 doghouses for my rescue dog's and material to fix the fence around the house so they can play out side unsupervised .I need dog and cat toys you don't need .If you live near me and would need help walking and training and playing with the dogs Till I get better .That would be awesome because since i have become sick they do not get the exorcise they are used to .If you would like to help go shopping because it is hard for me to get anywhere of late and i don't have a car that would be wonderful too .My offer is : I can wash and dry laundry for you at my house as long as you supply me with the bleach and powder ,Pay would be either dog food or cash or help with shopping ect .I am an artist if you need a mural or something like that i am who you want ,any Type of work i can do sitting down I can try to do .,Please help us ,thank you !

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help	[Mar. 6th, 2005\|04:32 am]Angel Service
Once upon a time we were in love and things were good. We lived together and things were nice. Over the years things began to break down. She one day found someone else.I eventually found myself caring for someone I should hate and supporting her at the same time. I recently was able to end things and am now starting my life over again. Unfortunately now, I found out that my first rent check is about to bounce. I am not sure how it happened, but I have only a few days to come up with $150.Help if you can would be greatly appreciated. I don't normally do this kind of thing, but am not sure what else to do.Thanks for listening.
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[Mar. 6th, 2005|04:32 am]Angel Service

Once upon a time we were in love and things were good. We lived together and things were nice. Over the years things began to break down. She one day found someone else.I eventually found myself caring for someone I should hate and supporting her at the same time. I recently was able to end things and am now starting my life over again. Unfortunately now, I found out that my first rent check is about to bounce. I am not sure how it happened, but I have only a few days to come up with $150.Help if you can would be greatly appreciated. I don't normally do this kind of thing, but am not sure what else to do.Thanks for listening.

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(no subject)	[Sep. 30th, 2004\|11:12 pm]Angel Service
[mood \|scared]I need help.To make a long story short... I just got out of a 3 year abusive relationship, which left me the single mother of one wonderful little boy, Aidan (he'll be 2 in November). Paying for diapers, groceries, etc. wasn't a problem while I was in the relationship, but for my own health I had to get out of that. Now, my problem is, I'm working, but I can't afford diapers, food, warm clothes, or anything I need for my son. I can barely afford the gas money to get to work, on top of babysitting $ and food. I guess what I'm asking, and I'm sorry if I'm coming off sounding like a beggar... but if there is anyone out there who is better off than I am, if you could help me out in any way, I'd be VERY thankful. I don't have much support from my family and I really don't have any friends who could help me out, most of them are younger than I am anyways.This is my last resort. If you could please help me, my email is plsmachic@excite.com, or I could email you if you comment with your email address. Again, I'm sorry for asking, I just don't know where else to turn.~* Laura *~
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[Sep. 30th, 2004|11:12 pm]Angel Service

[**mood** | scared

scared]I need help.To make a long story short... I just got out of a 3 year abusive relationship, which left me the single mother of one wonderful little boy, Aidan (he'll be 2 in November). Paying for diapers, groceries, etc. wasn't a problem while I was in the relationship, but for my own health I had to get out of that. Now, my problem is, I'm working, but I can't afford diapers, food, warm clothes, or anything I need for my son. I can barely afford the gas money to get to work, on top of babysitting $ and food. I guess what I'm asking, and I'm sorry if I'm coming off sounding like a beggar... but if there is anyone out there who is better off than I am, if you could help me out in any way, I'd be VERY thankful. I don't have much support from my family and I really don't have any friends who could help me out, most of them are younger than I am anyways.This is my last resort. If you could please help me, my email is plsmachic@excite.com, or I could email you if you comment with your email address. Again, I'm sorry for asking, I just don't know where else to turn.~* Laura *~

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(no subject)	[Jul. 3rd, 2004\|02:44 am]Angel Service
[mood \|annoyed] [music	In Flames "Like you better dead"]Curious question. Anyone ever actually seen their guardian angel?
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