Oh why? (original) (raw)

So I actually feel like writing in this thing, although I've been neglecting it for eons. What causes me to write? Well free time.

I recently quit my job you see, the glamorous life of butchery just wasn't for me. Neither was the blood and gore. Ok, it was naive to quit a job with a tentative one on the horizon. Especially now that the other job fell through but oh well sweet cakes I'm in for a ride.

My mom recently found out about the wonders of AIM, its proving to be weird. She keeps writing IM's as if they were letters. She even signs off with Love, mom. Its kind of cute.

Been getting back into my writing, hoping to make a living off of smut. Literary smut though,so there is a difference right?
When the going's get tough Lilith gets slutty it seems. I mean between the -almost- cam whoring, the -almost- fetish modeling and now this new -almost- I do believe I have leaning towards the worlds oldest profession.

Yes, if I could make money laying on my back without actually having sex, I think I'll do it.

We'll see if it proves to be a worthwhile venture.

On other daily Lilith news, I completely forgot I was lactose intolerant when I sat down and had a salad with cheese and ranch dressing, my stomach is now killing me.

22 with food intolerances, allergies and lactose intolerant, oh ye world of wonder why are you so cruel to me?

Besides being overall lethargic and never leaving the house I do find that I spend alot of time well, doing nothing.

Adios.