Future In My Hands (original) (raw)

| | tags:friends-onlylocation:Leddy.mood:jubilantjubilantmusic:Gojira ~ The Heaviest Matter of the Universe I'm a Friends-Only Journal. Please comment here to add and tell me about yourself. THANKS 8D;I am a typical cosplayer, otaku, and nerd that loves comic books of the American and Japanese persuasion. I rant a lot and I post a lot of my costume progress shots here. :D tags:2010, anime, cons, cosplay, flist, groups, schedual, videogameslocation:Work.mood:dorkydorkymusic:None.Since con season is relatively over and I am not really making costumes until next year~ I am posting my tenative cosplay schedual if anyone would like to peep it! Perhaps we can get a group together!For PMX hopefully:Yukari of Paradise Kiss (red plaid version)-I plan to rewear this to like, EVERY con this year if I pull it off. I more or less want it done by October to wear to work. PMX is cancelled because I am saving money to visit John in Japan!Anime LA:Mio from K-on! with pho3nixFanime: Yukari of Paradise Kiss (FOR SURE DONE FOR THIS CON)Making John a George from Paradise Kiss. My own matching redition to this outfit.SECRET COSPLAY with sanjino Mio from K-on! with sanjinoAnime Expo:Nirvana of BlazBlue (right: pending Shin's Carl Clover) Shin moved to Japan and won't be able to cosplay this anymore D:Teru of Versailles (Jubilee Album Shoot) oh shit. ya, that's visual kei.Litchi Faye Ling Alternate Version~ :xComic Con:SECRET COSPLAY! :DRewearing:Litchi Faye Ling of BlazBlue as much as possible! D:<Subject to change as seen fit by me or by group members dropping out! tags:confidence, happy, japan, john joseph, loved, positivelocation:Leddy.mood:hopefulhopefulmusic:My hearts pitter patter!IT FEELS SO GOOD TO BE LOVED.I think I can handle this! I just gotta stay positive! I gotta know that someone out there cares for me, and though be may be miles and miles away, I matter!This is just a road bump! This is just a trial that needs to be overcome! This is just a stepping stone to a mountain of good things that are on the way!I feel invigorated! CONFIDENT! PROUD!This talk was exactly I needed! This is everything I wanted for today (minus the major dad getting sassy pants on his end). Fuck moonland! One day at a time and he'll be back before I know it!Oh John Joseph~ You are truly amazing to me.Comments disabled to keep people from ruining my good mood since this is a public entry!I AM TRULY HAPPY RIGHT NOW! tags:caplock, death, fuck, jasmine, music, versailleslocation:Leddy.mood:gloomygloomymusic:The Revenant Choir ~ VersaillesJASMINE YOU OF VERSAILLES PHILHARMONIC QUINTET PRETTY MUCH THE BEST VISUAL KEI BAND EVER FOR THE SENSE THEY COULD ACTUALLY PLAY THEIR INSTRUMENTS FUCKIN DIED.HE'S HAD HEALTH PROBLEMS AS OF LATE AND NOW THE VERSAILLES ALBUM IS POSTPONED AS THE BASS TRACKS ARE LEFT UNRECORDED.FUCK.REST IN PEACE. CAP LOCK BECAUSE I AM DISGRUNTLED AND SAD.WHY?? I LIKE JUST FELL IN LOVE WITH THIS BAND AND NOW THE MEMBER DIED AND PRODUCTION IS HALTING INDEFINATELY! FUCK MY LIFE.I am totally fuckin BUMMED right now. tags:failed, midterm, poly sci, school, testlocation:Poly Sci Classmood:pissed offpissed offmusic:My fuckhead teacherOkay. So like... I fuckin hate poly sci. I hate my fuckin teacher. I hate the fuckin subject, I fucking hate everything about it. I even hate the class.I just got a fuckin F on my midterm. I am doing all the extra credit I can. I got a C on my fuckin first quiz. There isn't anything I can do to fuckin fix my grade than kick ass on the final and then do some other shit.. And its too late to drop. :TLooking back on my fuckin essay evaluation, he marked me down for the dumbest shit. The whole class fuckin failed and he isn't curving it. I like, hate my fuckin decision to take this class and I am writing him the nastiest fuckin rate-my-professor rating of my god damn life. He is just like "you are all bad students and you don't do shit" and its like--THE WHOLE CLASS FAILED. Maybe its not US and more YOU and your SHITTY TEACHING style, you fuckin asian prick.My parents are going to kill me.I have a new hate for Korean teachers. tags:bio, gonzo, school, vaginas, willie nelsonlocation:Leddymood:naughtynaughtymusic:the sound of vaginas???RELATED TO YOUR INTERESTS???Not mine. Today in my Bio 44: Human Sexuality class we learned about vaginas. EXPLICITLY ABOUT VAGINAS. Where everyone could fuckin ask questions about whatever they wanted and what kind of learning enviroment would it be without TONS of photos? Vagoos and vulvas. Majora and Minora. Hymens and WOMENS. It was an EXTRAVAGANZA OF FLESH.Tonight I have seen, I want to say, 30 or more pictures of full frontal shots of vaginas and some of them were not pretty. Crazy ones! Like, no lip, major lip, double scoop of lip, gaping openings, birthing vagoo, and my favorite...One that looked like the bastard child (in vaginal form, of course) of fuckin Gonzo and Willie Nelson. + CAN YOU PICTURE IT? This class... is the funniest, awkwardest, and best class I have ever taken in my life. Teacher rocks and is pretty good looking too. God Bless Bio 44. And if you like cock: sapling and I have concluded that penises look like weird dinosaur babies with autism. CAN YOU SEE IT?...comeback post about vaginas? YOU BET YOUR SWEET PERINEUM. tags:colorgenics, dicks, memelocation:Leddy.mood:blankblankmusic:Coheed and Cambria ~ Delirium TriggerYou work hard, seeking success. You are self-sufficient and in spite of all the trials and tribulations that have beset you in the past you carry on regardless.. You are one to be admired because you pursue your objectives single-mindedly and with initiative. You know that you can 'do it' and what is more, you will - without necessarily being dependent upon the goodwill of others. You 'need to be needed'. As an idealist you are intolerant of anything short of special consideration from those close to you. If you do not get what you seek you are apt to become reclusive and you will close the doors on all those within your sphere of influence. You need a friend - a close friend - and you are willing to become emotionally involved with the right person, but you are very demanding and particular in your choice of partners. You are constantly looking for reassurance and it is perhaps because of this that you tend to be somewhat argumentative, but you try to hold back - careful to avoid open conflict - since this might reduce your prospects of realising your hopes of establishing a warm caring relationship. Whatever has caused the situation, you just don't seem to be able to sustain or maintain relationships as you would wish to. What you really seek is to be able to develop a relationship with someone with whom you can truly share: Love, Serenity, Peace and Quiet. But you are a very demanding person and it is your nature that leads to disquiet and discord: you are like the tide, flotsam and jetsam... One minute you experience 'highs' and a few moments later 'lows'. This obviously will introduce discord into any relationship and with this demanding attitude - the ideal state you desire is unable to develop. Despite the urge to gratify your natural desires, you impose a considerable self-restraint on your instincts in the belief that this demonstrates your superiority and raises you above the common herd. You are extremely critical of everything that is presently going on around you and you find it difficult to listen to or to take advice from anyone. You enjoy the original, the ingenious and the subtle.You need to be respected as an exceptional individual. This is the only way that you can hope to achieve the status that you wish to achieve. You set yourself very high standards - and come what may - you abide by them.TRANSLATION: U R A DICK, KELLY.SEE IF YOU ARE DICK TOO? www.goldinuniverse.com/ Previous 10 EntriesTop of Page | | 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