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(no subject)	[Aug. 16th, 2005|06:38 pm]beauty is poetry
[mood** |exhausted] [music**	alkaline trio- time to waste]"trip the light fantastic"the blood still runs tonight,down this street.we're locking hearts,as our eyes meet.Scream for me,and kiss me deafly.your hand in mine,fingers tracing the heart line.Scream for me,and kiss me deafly.
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(no subject)	[Jun. 9th, 2005|09:29 am]beauty is poetry
[mood** |blah] [music**	I Want To Tell You//The Beatles]Ok, here's a bit of the story that I have unconciously written. Have fun!( Read more...Collapse )
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ight i havn't wrote in a long time so i guess i will	[Jun. 5th, 2005|10:43 pm]beauty is poetry
[mood** |calm] [music**	damn mind numnbing t.v]What would life be like now with u by my side with an understanding of what would be there who u would make yourself be how would u manage. What would comfort u through this world. Maybe I should just take some pills to make the pain of u of everyone go away these cuts just go deeper and deeper the understanding is just not there I am not able to understand I am confused day by day I am even more not able to get an understanding of what is happening. Why do u forget me is it that easy to walk by try to avoid me. I would feel much more comfortable about everything if u acted like yourself. I am not able to love u or even like u I don’t know u. this kid I talked to for 15 minutes I knew more about him then I ever would with u after 5 months this has to stop just how will I end it all. You are soon going to be erased from me just like everyone else that has broken me or faded has done. Sean I miss u. I get cold when I think of u where am I going to be I am scared. I need to talk to you I understand u I understand yet I don’t when I am around u and I think I need that. I also need to let go of u let go of everything that I had known. Sleeping beauty trips me with her frown. I need something to happen something to understand something to make everything worth wild. I can’t wait I aren’t I need u to do something I can’t I don’t have the strength if u don’t I am going ruin every thing I had with all your friends. I like them I liked u but it seems like u have just given up. Well that won’t get anything anywhere. no opportunity’s for anything where will u and me be in a year or so what will go on what is happening. This is all broken.I have to leave him try to make u understand that we are meant to be together and that I need u to live on. U are breaking everything that I ever knew u make me feel so good about my self that I am actually worth something and that I can do something and I stand for a reason. This pain just seeps deeper and deeper. I need to talk to right now or else I am drowning in this pool of confusion. Tell me something. I am here wit your picture and this pain is just I need something to take it away. It all falls down. L I wish I could be never sober and take away from this pain. Bring something that will make something meaning full have an understanding be happy but that is to far away. Everything is way to far now.
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blah blah	[May. 26th, 2005|04:39 pm]beauty is poetry
[mood** |bored] [music**	iron maiden]i guess i should do an entry soo here it goes it's not really a poem or anything just thoughts yep... Is there really a purpose to anything what will I become never knowing if my accomplishments will just be shot down tomorrow by fretting over the chance of living or not. We will never know if tomorrow I could be hit by a car or be shot down In a vicious act of attention. Who knows the only crime some people pay are not being at the right place at the right time. The reflection of your actions are accounted by what your dreams or conscious may say. There is something that will tell u what is going to happen what is going to alter your days of childhood. What affects will that leave u as a person. Am I really that different from everyone else? Someone guide my way through the thickness of this life’s wires that connect me to my life. Make a path trough my dreams makes me understand why or what I have done to help how will I help.I will help I will everyday fight for someone else’s life I will. I will carry u through the fire that thickens around u that try’s to swarm your whole life in a corner and try’s to take something that doesn’t belong to anyone else but u. I guess this me I am a little confusing for u to understand me and who I am what I have gone through. I am complicated. I am fine with that. I know who I am but what is the point of me to know who I am and not anyone else so that doesn’t matter. I want to be something so bad I can practically taste it I need it sitting alone in this house thinking that I could have died but I didn’t
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blah blah	[May. 22nd, 2005|05:14 pm]beauty is poetry
[mood** |bouncy] [music**	soad]this is just some wierd crap that i was feeling like writing randomly.. so please excuse my uhh wierd ness uhh yea U are laying in a river of hate that betrays me it deceives me. To only grasp your last breath that that leaves u broken down in a mind so simple everything u ever held now slips away. For where will u go where have u been there won’t be a way to tell. U are gone everything that I have ever known anything that u have known has been lost. U are 6 feet under in a grave that keeps digging itself deeper and deeper. I won’t forget but u will. Hold on for a while I will soon join u and happiness will be complete. Nothing is not to far away.
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Hello Hello	[May. 22nd, 2005|05:50 pm]beauty is poetry
[mood** |flirty] [music**	Kasabian]( Application!Collapse )
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