they say that girl, you know, she act so tough, tough, tough (original) (raw)

Thursday, March 1st, 2007

10:06 pm

keep it steady, you were never ready Hi.

A brief update before I am spirited away to the camp of no internet for three days.

1. Prompts. I want to write you guys something. And I really need to start writing again. So comment. Give me a pairing, a fandom, and a prompt. Song prompts are best, but anything goes. I can write you (in order of my personal preference) P!ATD, an original fic, FOB, Eragon, Harry Potter, LOTR.

2. If you comment, I'll also tell you something I like about you. I am a thief. I stole that from inkstainedwords.

3. Life is awesome. Yeah. I don't know why. It just is.

w00t.

P.S Regina Spektor's new CD is awesome.

Current Mood: happy

Sunday, January 28th, 2007

2:12 am

Saturday, January 27th, 2007

2:09 am

I do hope my insanity is not contagious My prompt tables.

001. Tired 002. Back Alley 003. Sunrise 004. Late 005. Son
006. Hot 007. Friend 008. Floor 009. Cheat 010. Think
011. Disgust 012. Shelter 013. Borrow 014. Chair 015. Alter
016. Peace 017. Beach 018. True 019. Crazy 020. Love
021. New 022. Beggar 023. False 024. Happy 025. Cancer
026. Pickpocket 027. Reverse 028. Deliver 029. Arrival 030. Fall
031. Knife 032. Torn 033. Danger 034. Neutral 035. Mate
036. Fly 037. Loud 038. Touch 039. Seek 040. Argue
041. Work 042. Sink 043. Nut 044. Stuck 045. Animal
046. Pray 047. Kill 048. Light 049. Cold 050. Affair
051. Restaurant 052. Movie 053. Wait 054. Patient 055. Crime
056. Choke 057. Fever 058. Summer 059. Eat 060. Thirst
061. Chance 062. Appear 063. Whisper 064. Day 065. Scream
066. Fail 067. Confused 068. Smile 069. Come 070. Alone
071. Fast 072. Slow 073. Return 074. Fire 075. Positive
076. Baby 077. Upset 078. Kitchen 079. Winter 080. Ignorant
081. Fool 082. Afraid 083. Prison 084. Sex 085. Hate
086. Alarm 087. Genius 088. Negative 089. Flood 090. Bomb
091. Hospital 092. Trap 093. Celebrate 094. Old 095. Disappear
096. Writer‘s Choice. 097. Writer‘s Choice. 098. Writer‘s Choice. 099. Writer‘s Choice. 100. Writer‘s Choice.
001. Hide 002. Amnesia 003. Funeral 004. The End 005. Lament
006. Crucify 007. Deaf 008. Cliff 009. Float 010. Engage
011. Want 012. Blizzard 013. Stoic 014. Steal 015. Adore
016. A Close Shave 017. Threat 018. Answer 019. Whore 020. Slave
021. Lick 022. Fanatic 023. Misty 024. Ocean 025. Sting
026. Trample 027. Drop 028. Complain 029. Inject 030. Tour
031. Cough 032. Weapon 033. Horny 034. Film 035. Change
036. Creep 037. Complete 038. Challenge 039. Blow 040. Pass
041. Reminisce 042. Rain 043. Dive 044. Jobless 045. Bored
046. Smuggle 047. Starve 048. Lucky 049. Stoned 050. Spike
051. Illusive 052. Lake 053. Adventure 054. Prevention 055. Ill Mannered
056. Argument 057. Morose 058. Arrogant 059. Store 060. Game
061. Extreme 062. Natural 063. Break 064. Parch 065. Mobile
066. Sick 067. Slice 068. Rape 069. Piss 070. Fag
071. Needle 072. Frozen 073. Bed 074. Travel 075. News
076. Music 077. Experiment 078. Entrapment 079. Lunatic 080. Trapped
081. Quake 082. Dirt 083. Doctor 084. Blood 085. Caress
086. Puncture 087. Ride 088. Treatment 089. Hallucinate 090. Companion
091. Brick 092. Apparition 093. Memory 094. Slick 095. Smell
096. Writer‘s Choice. 097. Writer‘s Choice. 098. Writer‘s Choice. 099. Writer‘s Choice. 100. Writer‘s Choice.

Current Mood: determined

12:54 am

Wednesday, January 10th, 2007

6:23 pm

Fic: Symphony - Chapter Four

Title:

Symphony – Chapter Four

Author:

beccaforever

Rating:

M, I guess.

Pairing:

Brendon/Ryan. Bow to my originality. Hah.

POV:

Second. ‘You’ is Ryan again.

Summary:

“Tell me about your first lover.”

“He was a musician.”

Disclaimer:

Christmas came, Christmas went, I still have no claim to any of it. Damn. And, well. As interesting as it would be, this actually never happened. Funny that.

Dedication:

amethyst_angel, because she’s a mind reader. Haha.

Author Notes:

Argh. Sorry this took so long!! I feel bad. But I had no inspiration. At all. And I hate this chapter. So hopefully it doesn’t suck too much.

Prologue
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three

( You fucking hated alcohol.Collapse )

Current Mood: grateful

Tuesday, January 9th, 2007

7:47 pm

Wtf I am posting something that is not fic. No one reads this anyway, but I just had to say:

BOREDBOREDBOREDFUCKI'MSOBORED

I need an LJ person (who reads P!ATD fic)to come on MSN so we can have a disscussion. I am having a dilemma. I feel very doom and gloom and science fiction saying that. Disscussion and dilemma should have capitals.

Urgh. I am having major issues writing anything right now. But I want to write. Because I have fans (I think). And I feel bad about not updating.

It's raining. I like rain.

This post is so random.

So long and goodnight

Current Mood: chipper

Friday, December 22nd, 2006

3:35 pm

Fic: Symphony - Chapter Three

Title:

Symphony – Chapter Three

Author:

beccaforever

Rating:

PG-13 for now.

Pairing:

Brendon/Ryan. Bow to my originality. Hah.

POV:

Second. Unknown person again.

Summary:

“Tell me about your first lover.”

“He was a musician.”

Disclaimer:

Christmas is coming up soon…but for now, it is not mine.

Dedication:

acrylicktears, because her comments are just so awesome. And because she loves me.

Author Notes:

Yay comments! I have nothing else to say. I know this sounds dumb, but I don’t want to confuse people, so

this chapter occurs directly after the last chapter.

Oh, and I feel kind of lame using the quotes I did in this chapter, but the similarities between the Edgar Allan Poe text and Panic! lyrics were too good to pass up.

This may be the last chapter for about a week, as I’m going to a place with no internet access for about a week or so over Christmas

. So if I don’t update again before Christmas, a very Merry Christmas to you all!

Prologue
Chapter One
Chapter Two

( Read more...Collapse )

Current Mood: crazy

Tuesday, December 19th, 2006

10:03 am

Fic: Symphony - Chapter Two

Title:

Symphony – Chapter Two

Author:

beccaforever

Rating:

PG-13 for now.

Pairing:

Brendon/Ryan. Bow to my originality. Hah.

POV:

Second. Unknown person again.

Summary:

“Tell me about your first lover.”

“He was a musician.”

Disclaimer:

Christmas is coming up soon…but for now, it is not mine.

Dedication:

Hmm, none this time.

Author Notes:

Yay comments! I have nothing else to say.

This chapter occurs directly after the prologue

Prologue
Chapter One

( The wallpaper next to the bed is peeling.Collapse )

Current Mood: aggravated

Sunday, December 17th, 2006

4:17 pm

Saturday, December 16th, 2006

1:10 pm

Monday, January 16th, 2006

6:37 pm

Bathroom Stall Lust

This is just a one-shot I wrote for my FP account, and I thought I would post it here. It's kind of creepy. No, wait, it's really creepy. Enjoy.

( Bathroom Stall LustCollapse )

Well, I hope that was okay.

Current Mood: confused

Sunday, January 15th, 2006

4:57 pm

Top Ten Characters List your top ten (or five, if you don't have that many) favorite characters that you have ever created, including a brief description of each. Post the results in your journal or blog so that others can comment on your creations and do the meme themselves. Have fun!

Well, here's mine (I only have five. Wah):

1. Raoul (Drama, Drama): Raoul is the hugest Drama Queen you will ever meet. He aspires to be an actor, but can't realise that there's more to life than drama. He is seventeen, and Head Boy at his school. Has brown hair and blue eyes.

2. Independence (Independence): Independence is an extremely determined, stubborn girl. She is ruthless towards those who go against her, and will stop at nothing to protect those she loves. She is in her early twenties/late teens perhaps, although she appears to be much older. She has dark blonde hair and blue eyes.

3. Ben (Drama, Drama): Ben is an easygoing, genuinely nice guy. He really likes Raoul, and attempts to win him over. He gets along well with everyone, and in turn everyone loves him. He has blonde-brown hair and brown eyes.

4. Lady Marina (Circle): Intelligent and pretty are the words that best describe Marina. She is also very brave, especially when she is tossed into situations she knows nothing about. She has dark brown hair and blue eyes.

5. the stalkerish kid from Bathroom Stall Lust: This kid is, as the name suggests, a stalker. He is also very messed up. I didn't create a physical description for him. He is very pessimistic, and plain creepy. But I love him anyway.

Current Mood: apathetic

Saturday, January 14th, 2006

7:52 pm

Just rambling/holidays Just got back from another holiday. It figures that I would wait until the end of my summer break to go everywhere.

Firstly, I went off to the beach with a friend. This was great fun, probably one of the most relaxing holidays ever. As most beach towns in New Zealand are, this one is a hole with nothing to do, so on one day we drove to the nearest city and went to the movies. A shittier movie theatre I have never seen. The seats are old airplane seats, which would be rather cool if they didn't smell so funky. And the screen kind of sucks. It was all flickery at the beginning, and the idiots in the audience were just sitting there all "Uhhh, the screen's bung", so my friend and I had to go out and say something to the movie theatre staff, who fixed it for us. But despite all that, the movie was good. We saw The Chronicles of Narnia: The Lion, The Witch, and the Wardrobe if you were interested. Second time I'd seen it.

Today I got back from another holiday with a different friend. We went to a lake this time, which was great except for the damn TROUT FLY!! They are the most annoying things ever. But we had fun. We did all the touristy stuff; the ruins, the gondola, the maze, Hell's Gate (thermal bubbling pools of mud and water), and the luge (go kart thingy down a huge hill). My arms are so sore from luge-ing, and I got sunburnt in the evil maze, but it was fun. Me and my friend had to resort to climbing under the walls in the maze just so we could finish. Such fun.

It is so so so boiling hot here right now. Seriously. It's all humid too. And this is at 8pm. Oh joy.

I'm thinking of posting some of my stories up here as well as at FP. Fictionpress stuff would be updated quicker, but nevertheless. Maybe after I've slept a bit, and when it's not so hot.

Hmmm, I really don't know what else to say. I am considering going blonde. The end.

Current Mood: hot

Saturday, December 31st, 2005

10:55 pm

New Years Eve Well, so much for partying on New Years. I'm sitting at home, on the computer. Yay!

OMG I WAS SO OFFENDED TODAY!! I went bra shopping with my mum, and the shop assisstant thought we were friends, not mother and daughter. I don't look THAT old.

According to the clock on my computer, it is exactly one hour until New Years here. Happy New Year to you all.

Current Mood: bored

Thursday, December 29th, 2005

1:15 pm

Owww Heh I don't know why I post here, as no one actually reads it, but oh well.

I think my body is trying to make me bleed to death (not really). It's that "time of the month" plus I have a nosebleed. :( And owww the cramps.

I want to go shopping. Get some more summer tops, and a few other things.

I seem to be better at updating on here than I am anywhere else.

Current Mood: blah

Wednesday, December 28th, 2005

9:43 pm

My lovely userpic/ New Years Resolutions

Yay! I have a pretty userpic. Much thanks to my friend who made it for me (as I suck at making icons and do not have the right programmes to do it anyway). Much love and kudos to her.

Damn my CD has stopped. *turns on the radio*

I think I have a sunburnt nose. Ouch. Damn I want to go to the beach. Go summer! Only, you know, it rained today.

I like my lipgloss today, even though it tastes like plastic. Ick.

I should make New Years Resolutions. Not that I'll carry them out. But still.

  1. LESS INTERNET TIME!!!! I spend far too much time on the internet. Not that I didn't do well in school this year, but I need to concentrate more next year.
  2. Get a boyfriend. This may be a lame thing to have as number two on my list, but a boyfriend would be really nice.
  3. Lose weight. This is actually in progress right now. And I have lost some this year too. Go Kickboxing!!
  4. Be nicer. Talk to people more. DON'T TALK ABOUT PEOPLE BEHIND THEIR BACKS!!! THIS IS A NASTY HABIT!!!

I think that is all. I will update the list if I think of anymore.

beccaforever

Current Mood: flirty

Thursday, December 22nd, 2005

8:18 pm

Damn, I wish I was good at formatting. As I'm not, I have to use the preset ones.

Current Mood: confused

8:13 pm

Just testing colours, my lovelies.

Current Mood: confused