Bloody Hell's Journal (original) (raw)
10:15 am
[crispycommando]
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Thank you.... and goodnight.
3:20 pm
[angatiger]
The Crow has anyone seen the crow?
it is kinda an oldish movie being done in 1994 but i really liked it and am intent on hiring The crow 2 but i don't think that will be as good as the first one.
Brendon Lee plays Erik Draven well but i liked the little girl sarah the most.
your opinions?
8:21 pm
[oralworkshop]
hi im nu herre n jst wntd 2 say i fink u pplz r SICK i mean y do u cut urselfs n den sho it 2 strangrs on da NET?
i mean u may fink im nt 2 cleva bt fink bout wot i say cos dere iz a hidden meanin behdin my wrdz ppeeps k??
so lissn 2 me n stop cuttin urself cos ur fat cos ur proly nt az fat as u fink u r.
@ leest ur not dis girl, shes so fat n ugly n shud DIE. shes on an ISLAND calld LOST. 0mgz how Hott iz jack???? I like his vaggina.
bt sry americans, ur jst stupid STUPID aahahaaah ~laffs girrly~
~ur princess~
Current Mood: 
yeah
7:40 am
[bloodzonemedia]
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9:53 am
[crimsonviolin]
hey guys, whats up
a friend sent this link to me early in the morning and i can tell you for a fact that i was wide awake the rest of the day
heres the link and please not its not for anyone who gets scared easy
and if im not allowed to post this tell me and i will delete it
http://www.hypertony.co.uk/others/classaudoads.htm
4:32 pm
[__king_ink__]
Well Im bored and what the hell. nothing like sharing experiences and hopefully discouraging the munchkins. :)
9:19 am
[kuroinekokitto]
New member 0. Do you cut? Yes
1. Who do you hide SI from? Everyone
2. Who knows about it? Only a few
3. How long has it been since you last cut? About 3 weeks
4. Have you ever tried to commit suicide before? Yes
5. Where do you usually cut? Wrist, Inner thigh, Very low abdomin
6. When you cut, who's usually the first to find out? My girlfriend
7. What's your worst experience with a fresh cut? The blade got so bloody that the cuts weren't going so easily
8. Do you have a fascination with scabs? No
9. Do you like scars, yes or no? No
10. Do you name your razor? No
11. What other methods of SI do you use? Cutting, bruising, the occasional desperate nail clipper cutting, I used to always have a rubber band around my wrist and I would pull at it and let it snap back breaking the blood vessels
12. Do you dislike the term "self mutilation"? Yes
13. What various ways do you use to hide cuts? Arm warmers and long sleeve shirts
14. Once cuts heal, do you still hide the scars? Yes
15. Ever been institutionalized/hospitalized for SI'ing? No, but I was very close to it
16. Do you ever run into problems with hiding cuts (i.e: gym change rooms)? Yea, my friends are very touchy, so when they touch my arms I freak out.
17. What's the best part about cutting to you? Releases stress and anger
18. Do you know of any songs that talk about SI? Not many
19. Have you ever been caught cutting/burning, etc? Yea... By my girlfriend
20. What instrument do you use to cut? Box cutter, nail clipper, steak knives
21. What causes you to cut? Fear of getting in trouble for letting out my anger in any other way (I'm a very destructive person)
22. What do you feel afterwards? Relieved and ashamed
23. What is your closest Close Call? Mother's day my mom said she didn't want me with her and I made about 15 cuts but one went really deep and wouldn't stop bleeding
24. How long have you been doing it? Since 2000
25. Do you keep a razor in your bag? No
26. Ever needed stitches for a cut so deep? No
27. Do you have someone like a therapist you talk to regularly? Yes
28. Are your parents divorced? Twice
29. Do you label yourself a ‘cutter’? No
30. How long have you cut for? About 3 and a half years
31. Why did you start? I just hated myself tremendously and I was perfect to everyone. I didn't want to be seen as perfect anymore
32. When did you start? Year 2000... Don't remember the month
33. What did you use? Razor blade
34. What do you use now? Anything
35. Have you ever tried to quit before? Yes
36. What’s the longest time you’ve went without cutting? 5 months
37. Have you tried alternative coping methods other then cutting? Everything
38. Why do you like to cut (if you do)? I don't like it... It just feels good
39. Why don’t you like cutting (if you don’t): I don't like people thinking I'm insane because of it
40. Have you ever needed stitches before? Not for cutting
41. Have you ever been to the hospital for cutting or issues relating to cutting? No
42. Who all knows about your cutting? My friends, girlfriend and mom
44. Would you advise people to stop or start cutting? I discourage it because I know it's not good, but I can't help it
46. Do you like the taste/look of blood? Yes
47. Do you ever cover or conceal scars/cuts, if so why? Yes, because I don't want to be questioned about then and be threatened with an insane asylum again
48. What is your opinion on cutting? It's not the best thing to do but it helps
49. Have you ever taken pictures of your cuts/scars, if so why? Yes, I had it as an icon for my private journal
50. Do you think there is a connection between mental illness (depression, anxiety disorders etc.) and self-injury? Yes
51. Is there a certain song that describes how/when/why you cut? No
52. Do you like scars/scabs? No
53. Do you pick at scars/scabs? Yes
Current Mood: 
calm
10:59 am
[xxlust4bloodxx]
hey im knew
im addicted to seeing my own blood pour down to the floor .....i love the feeling of being drained..and haveing my heart slow down...huuhh its makes everything feel so much better like when im so stressed and everything is so fucked up and i want to scream all i have to do is make all little cut and it all just chills out u kno ?
Current Mood: calm
3:54 pm
[secrets_n_lies]
greetings!
just joined the community.
here are some pics of me being a corpse. partial nudity...although you can't really tell.
big pics so beware those of you with sloooow modems and such...
Current Mood: bloody
11:59 pm
[gorewhore_____]
Current Mood: 
drained
12:43 pm
[allmestupagain]
hey, i'm new. the name's sarah, i've been cutting for about 4 years, probably a little bit less. my friends used to know that i cut, but they all just said it was for attention, so i stopped talking about my problems and started denying that i ever cut. lets see...i'm a liar, i sneak around to get my way, i'm incredibly vain, and at least i have the guts to admit it.
add me if you'd like.
8:45 pm
[xxdarkclownxx]
Hey everyone.. im a new user here and im 16 years old ive been cutting for about 3 1/2 years and well i guess shit dosent always work out you know?
Jes
Current Mood: 
blank
1:26 am
[bloodeathntears]
he he he read mah comments on this one entry in mah journal... its so fucking funny!
im goin back to rehab... o fucking joy!?¿?
6.25!