Broken Jigsaws (original) (raw)

we cleaned up all of the stuff in my basement and there was alot of work to be done and were not even half way done :)
my mom took me to starbucks tho =/
i onyl had a few sips of my caramel frappucino before i flushed it down the toilet =]
ive been living on sugarless mints all day

but my mom ordered chineese
but since she eats so fast ill prob be able to get away with a few bites and then say im stuffed then put it in the fridge and throw it away much later =]
i might have to purge but i really wanna start to leave my bulimic days behind me.....ashleigh told me that i had great teeth the other day and i wanna keep them like that =]
god i wish i still had my scales

ive decided that i dont wanna screw up my system and im only gunna take half of a laxitive every day for a week then take a week off; then a week on; then a week off........you get the picture

i wanna be down to 179 by NYEve cuz im going to lex's party and i think she has a scale in her bathroom that i could use
my mom is going to be out of the house tmw and tuesday so i could prob get my fasting done properly
plus ill be cleaning like woah so 2lbs is no biggie for 2 days =]
gur
ap bio hw time =[=[=[

stay skinny and think think girls =]