under the covers I'm okay I guess (original) (raw)

[	mood	|	bitchy	]

so I got home and I was all emo and crying cause of Ashley...and I was all emo and crying for a long while and then I got over it. My brother came home and asked why I was all sad and we talked for a bit and then he goes "So what were you guys gonna do?" and I said "well, we were gonna go down to starbucks and borders." And he goes "Oh, well, I could go with you if you want." and I said he didn't have to, and I was fine. That was awfully sweet of him to offer though. But when I go I want to sit and read, thats what Ash and I always do and my brother doesn't read. I mean, he does, he just doesn't like to. Unless its a magazine and such but its just not the same you know? And yeah.

So, Uncle Larry bought me a big cookie, a Strawberries and Cream frap, and yeah that made me happy. I chilled for a while on the computer, then climed into bed and fell asleep with my music on full blast. Like normal. Woke up a bit later when the music was off because Carol called to remind me about the YOU meeting. And I was like "oh crap" but I was happy cause we were gonna have Boe Tie Chicken Pasta and I hate that, so yeah it was nifty.

Got online and had an arguement with Ashley. talked to a bunch of other people. Talked to Liz, yay. And other stuff I don't remember. And yeah thats about it.

Carol and her mommy picked me up and we went to get Nikki and went to the church. Left a note for Tish, and went and had our meeting at Dennys!! Nothing like church and denny's, man. Good stuff. It was fun, I had a fun time. We poured iced down Nikki's shirt and she got.. cold. LoL. And, stuff!

Came home, chilled. Got in a mini arguement with el-fathero. Didn't do anything else, really, that I remember. Oh got online for about twopointfive seconds because I had to go to go to bed and my brother was being a dick again like normal and wouldn't let me go on. Bastard. Anyways, yeah thats about it.

Got up this morning, got dressed, went to school, and stuff! School is boring as always. Well, now I am in the yearbook room with the computers because the seniors are gone and we can use this room, cause otherwise they wouldn't let us in here. Damn seniors. LoL anyways...

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and so, after school yesterday I came home and just chilled for a while. Sort of cleaned my room (HA. still looks like a bomb went off in there) and then Maricela came over and we hottubed and then we got out and walked around the house in bathing suits (slutwhore!!!) anyways. Oh yeah she told me that Meagen was saying shit about me. She said Meagen told her that I said something that I DIDN'T SAY and it really pisses me off. that stupid bitch is gonna sit there and talk shit about me to Maricela. I don't even talking to that fucking bitch anymore I don't associate with her at all she needs to shut the fuck up.

ANYWAYS. then maricela went home. we got out of the hottub around 8:00 because we had to get out while there was no one in the house (long story don't ask) because my brother left, and my Uncle was supposed to be there at MOST twenty minutes after my bro left. Yeah, he didn't even call until 9 something and didn't come home till 10:15. Yeah you know I had myself a mini panic attack thinking someone was going to come in and kidnap, rape, and shoot me. Yeah I'm a little fuckin paranoid. But then they came back and OH not only was it my UNCLE here, it was my Aunt and Cousin too. *eye roll* I dislike family very much. And I don't like them in my house. Especially not when my parents are gone. I don't even wanna leave my house today because I don't want them to like, go through my stuff. I dunno they seem like those kind of people. My mother is gonna hear it when she comes back.

Next up.. hmm.. Well, I took a shower, I'm now waiting for my hair to dry so I can do something with it. I might have carpol tunnel (dunno how to spell it) because my right hand hurts like a bitch all the time now. These shooting pains starting at my thumb shooting up my arm. it hurts soo bad. but thats about it! okay bye now!
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