burning_blake (original) (raw)

Tue, Dec. 5th, 2006, 02:25 am

So Topher and Bill and Byron are gone for good. I'm sad about the first, indifferent about the second, and although I should be glad about the third, I feel like an old, familiar building has suddenly been torn down. I'm half expecting to see another version of myself next...I wonder what I would do? I wonder what he would do?

Tue, Nov. 7th, 2006, 02:06 pm

I can talk!

I was relieved to hear that you all got out ok, although I'm a little suspicious of that report now that I've read Sam's latest entry. Or was that a fight club thing?

How did you all get out, anyway? I'm assuming you didn't climb trees, at least not in the getups some of you had on.

Considering that the rest of you were gone for about a second, and I was gone for--apparently--days, I'm wondering how long I really was in the first place, the one I was in before I ran into you all. I thought it was a few days, but I'm starting to think it might have been much longer. How else would my clothes have gotten that wrecked?

Wed, Oct. 4th, 2006, 12:47 am

There's a lot going on here that I don't yet understand (and maybe never will), but one thing is clear--you people are making monsters. Big ones. Is that really something you want to do?

Mon, Oct. 2nd, 2006, 10:42 pm

My Kesh sucks, except that there's no Kesh word for "sucks."

Hwe aó rrai Estunboleka anyabad nen houm peweyo.

Ik poud nen hú hwavgomaló, m ek kwaiyó líyi ek me húge. Ek weshole chep ta, weshole m úm me dai. Ek dai, me dídúmí she im. Ek pewenun rava oud perru chechení. Ek wenun rrai ta karai.

Emwey liyí rru? Ohuhan ta manhóv dai? Ohuhan ek manhóv dai, hai rrai ek setaik hai manhóv oud ta?

Sun, Sep. 24th, 2006, 01:54 pm

Hopefully not prophetic.

I just had this really weird nightmare...there was some kind of disaster happening at school, and they were evacuating us all in black helicopters. Nobody had any time to pack anything--they were just dragging everyone off the lawn and shoving them into the helicopters.

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Wed, Sep. 13th, 2006, 11:22 am

Neddy woke up! For a couple of minutes! And I got to see him!

Wed, Sep. 6th, 2006, 07:11 am

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You may or may not have noticed that Neddy wasn't around yesterday. He's too sick even to whine, so Alice has moved into our room to keep an eye on him (I don't even want to know where she put the stuff that was on Jamie's bed). She told me she might have to kick me into next Tuesday if I hung around, so I'm still going to school. Joy.

Mon, Sep. 4th, 2006, 07:00 pm

I miss Alex. I really, really fucking miss him. It's starting to look like he's not just hiding out as usual. I didn't even see him that often but there's a gap now that he isn't around. Eupheme is more hollow and less complex without him. Also less bright.

When I needed him--even if I didn't know it--he always showed up as if by magic. I wanted--in an offhand, distracted way--to do the same for him, but he almost never asked me for anything. Did he need something I could've given him? Could I have found out if I

hadn't taken him for granted

had been more attentive?

I don't even know what I'll do if a second version shows up.

I miss Aphra, too. The real one.

Tue, Aug. 22nd, 2006, 04:10 pm