AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! (original) (raw)

That backstabbing, treacherous, lying bitch! Our DEAR head of the board announced yesterday that he would be leaving immediately, since his daughter would be leaving our club and changing over to ÖKK! That's about the meanest thing you can do, both to us and to our coaches. And poor Caroline... She and Agnes have been really close over the last years, and Agnes HADN'T told her! She found out from her dad last night! And the same goes for Sophie! She and Agnes have been spending time off-ice as well and have been the best of friends, and Agnes didn't tell her in person either! That bloody coward. One bad season and we go abandon the ship! And after all the work Lena and Anna have spent on her, making her the club's princess.... I can't believe it. I mean, I would rather quit skating than change club. But I guess some people lack solidarity completely. Humph.
This also changes my plans. It rocks my world totally. Since Sophie is leaving (probably) Caroline would be the only big girl left. The next one comes at the age of 14. That's a four year difference. And I felt awkward when I was the oldest, and I was that by only a year! So I'm thinking of staying. For Carro's sake. I will not be going to the States, unfortunately. This morning I signed up to the local University, and will hopefully start this autumn and study to become a teacher in English and History. Mum doesn't know yet. She'll be furious. At least I think so. Who knows, maybe she'll cope with it well.

But not leaving wasn't only because of Agnes betrayal. It was also because of Brian. We are getting way to serious for me to want to leave for a year. That could be dangerous. I mean we've even started talking marriage for god's sake! Though not time yet, of course. In some years. I love him way too much to want to leave him for an entire year.
He's been grounded, and this weekend was basically the first time I've seen him four four weeks. And it's been hard, very hard. I've missed him so much, and I can guess then how it would be with a year. So he's another reason I will stay in Sweden.

I've got allergy-cold atm, so I have to run down and blow my nose every bloody five minutes. Very annoying.

We had a wonderful weekend, me and Bri. A lot of quality-time spent together. It was great seeing him again. Missed him so much.

Cathy's finished with her room. It looks great! Very dark and despairing. Just the way she want it.
I got to get started on mine... sigh... lazy me.

I've got an artist painting me a pic to one of my stories. She's doing it by using pictures. I hope it'll turn out good.

Caroline's coming over later. We'll probably cry some together- I should bake us something chocolaty. For comfort-food. And I will call Lena as well. To hear how she's coping with all this.

That was all for this time.
Cheers
/CC