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Thursday, January 2nd, 2020
1:19 pm artwork i'm probably the worst photoshopper in the world, but here are some wallpapers i made. i'm not going to identify all the quotes, just google them, they're all from recent pop songs.(roger federer, dubai 2007 celebrating a record 161 consecutive weeks as #1)this one has nice colours. nothing else is particularly good here.(eponine from the musical les miserables, the rue plumet scene where she takes marius to see cosette)sorry i don't know who the actress is. quotes are from another musical "wicked", i think that song describes eponine's situation really well.(maria sharapova, australian open 2008)this took 5 minutes! one of my favourite ones ever cos the colour scheme is so pretty.(justine henin, from her retirement press conference in may 2008)this one sort of sucks. but i wanted to say something about the courage involved in making a decision like that.there's a whole lot more but i can't find them on my comp right now so i guess i'll edit tomorrow. (Comment on this)
Wednesday, January 1st, 2020
12:00 am icons just thought i should post all my icons here, since there's a theme running through it:1. deviant art. sorry i don't know exactly who it's from2. from "beautiful liar" video, screencapped by shakiragallery.com3. from photo of tokidoki pirata bag, on tokidoki_it4. screencapped by me from 2007's winning eurovision entry, molitva from serbia (Comment on this)
Thursday, June 4th, 2009
3:07 pm Writer's Block: Grimm Question pumpkin_cake Grimm Question What was your favorite fairy tale as a child? Reply 266 _The Ash Girl - Timberlake Wertenbaker's retelling of Cinderella._Oh wow, thank you LJ! More specifically, thanks to those of you who named more obscure stories, I'm really enjoying reading them all. My favourite as a child would have to be The Snow Queen, but in my early teens I came across The Ash Girl and I loved it so much I had to buy a copy. I have a teen-dance-movie-style retelling of it all plotted out - I went a bit crazy and made a male protagonist, and an institution for a prince - and I'm working on something similar (but darker) for the Snow Queen at the moment.But I think my favourite fairytale, in a few years' time, will be the one I'm in at the moment :) (Comment on this)
Saturday, April 18th, 2009
12:50 pm Writer's Block: Strange Conversations Strange Conversations What's the best conversation you've ever had with a stranger—on a bus, in an elevator, at a cafe, etc.? Reply 211 I guess it had to be in Christmas 2003 while in the queue for Andy Serkis's autograph... or maybe (though it wasn't a real conversation) the voicemail message I got that said she's had an accident and her brother didn't survive... I didn't recognise the voice so I ignored it and heard no more, but I always thought it'd make a great start to a novel, this traumatised girl phoning a stranger whom she thought was a long-lost friend and spilling her heart out...In fact, I love the idea of chance meetings. Hence I'm refreshing the answer-page like mad, trying to get ideas for plotlines. Thanks so much LJ for asking this question. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 7th, 2009
5:36 pm Writer's Block: Seven Days Seven Days Which day of the week do you least look forward to? And which one do you most anticipate? Reply 222 this reminds me, i always used to love thursday! remember senior choir? (and biology in the afternoon, or 4 hours with the 107 crew... good times!)lately i just look forward to whichever day i have designated as my going-out day. so like the weekend of a 6-day week. (Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 1st, 2009
4:20 pm Writer's Block: No Foolin' No Foolin' What's the best April Fool's joke you've seen today? Reply 218 I always look forward to "creative news story day", but nothing's made me laugh so far :( maybe now that the Americans are up, someone will write a good hoax article... (Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 31st, 2009
5:14 pm Unexpectedly _For people in the know, this is related to the last post (made official today), but exaggerated and romanticised as usual. Probably not as good as my usual ones cos it's been a looooong time since I last wrote and I'm really out of practice._All my life I've been chasing starsGoing after dreams that cannot beIt hurts so much when you try so hardCan't help crying every time I don't succeedGot used to hearing no after noWas convinced nobody wanted meIs this how my life's gonna goThen came a day I thought I never would seeSuddenly I don't have to run no moreOut of the blue, you open the doorYou take my hand and say, let's get out of this placeI can't move cos I'm in aweI have never ever felt so happyTill you caught me unexpectedlyNow my life's turning one-eightyAnd I finally see what you mean to meYou set me freeLike a lake in the desert sandEvery day with you was so unrealHad to blink, had to pinch my handI was stunned and afraid of how I feelSuch a contrast from all I've knownThese light shoulders alien to meBeen so long since my sun last shoneBut magically you gave it all back to meNow I can forget what I'm looking forOut of the blue, you open the doorYou tell me with a sigh, it's time to dry your eyesDrop your burden to the floorI have never ever felt so happyTill you caught me unexpectedlyNow my life's turning one-eightyAnd I finally see what you mean to meYou set me freeHow is this not a fantasyHow could this be really happening to meI'm just an ordinary girlWhy would anyone give me their worldI have never ever felt so happyTill you caught me unexpectedlyNow my life's turning one-eightyAnd I finally seeYou set me free (Comment on this)
Saturday, March 21st, 2009
9:36 am Writer's Block: Caution, Meet Wind Caution, Meet Wind When was the last time you threw caution to the winds? And what were the consequences? Reply 209 umm, right now? deciding to live 1/3 of the world away from everyone i know, for the next 4 or 5 years. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 10th, 2008
11:04 pm Feeling Bad _Wrote this in an hour one night while working on coursework. It seemed to fit Sunday's RG final, the way I knew that, no matter what I tried, I couldn't finish it. Let me stress again that it was written two months ago, so any resemblance to the final is coincedental._Haven't cried like this for a long, long timeHaven't felt so bad in yearsMy nose is red, my eyes are stingingFrom the constant drying of my tearsWish I could go back to how it used to beI had troubles then, but now they look so easyNothing I couldn't sort out in a dayNot like now, about to spend another night awakeI says I'll think of something tomorrowBut all my ideas have failed, turned out hollowI keep thinking something's there, but when I look closerIt's just a dead end, over and overAnd what progress I made falls apartEvery step is useless, takes me back to the startI don't know how to carry on anymoreCan't bear the thought of another day like the one beforeThis problem that I can't fix, it's all over me,I stare at it, forget to eat, it's driving me crazySomeone tell me what I gotta doSomebody save me cos I don't think I ever willAnd then it'll be the end of meIs that the way it's meant to beI'm trapped in a dark deep wellSitting, waiting for the knellRemembering the happy days I hadWhen I didn't know the meaning of feeling bad (Comment on this)
Thursday, January 18th, 2007
10:44 pm What happened Started in late April 06, finished in Jan 07. A mixture of many different ideas, as usual_I used to be so strongWhen I broke up with a boy, I'd move onForgot about him the next dayBut with you I just don't feel that wayI try to drive you out my mindOr think about how we fight all the timeBut I can't get myself to hate youYou pull me back with every little thing you do_What happened to meI'm not who I used to beI barely recognise the girl I see in the mirrorWhat happened to meI'm stuck in this same sad storySo desperate to end it differentlyWhere is the girl I used to knowI need her now to show me where to go_I only cared for myselfI learnt you can't give way to everyone elseNo more missy super nice girlCos I gotta be ruthless with the worldNow all those walls have come looseYou're making me suddenly all confusedWhy is my mind lost in so much doubtNever before have all these tears been pouring out_What happened to meI'm not who I used to beI barely recognise the girl I see in the mirrorWhat happened to meI'm stuck in this same sad storySo desperate to end it differentlyWhere is the girl I used to knowI need her now to show me where to go_What is it about youYou could do what none of them guys could doAre we destined to beThe more I think the more I need next to me_What happened to meI'm not who I used to beI barely recognise the girl I see in the mirrorWhat happened to meI'm stuck in this same sad storySo desperate to end it differentlyWhere is the girl I used to knowI need her now to show me where to go (Comment on this)
10:40 pm Destiny _This is probably the worst song on the album (or lyrics collection, since I don't write music). Also the first one I wrote on this album, roundabout beginning of March 06._Since I set my heart on this goalSince I stepped out the door on that first dayFrom the moment I saw the roadI know it could happen no other wayAs if someone wrote our storyAnd we're walking blindly through the partsWe're trapped in his slow motion movieThat's how it seems to my heart_Do you feel the power of destinyCan you hear the voice calling you and meI am drawn to you, no matter what I doBaby I believe this is meant to be_Like comets on a collision courseWe are hurtling towards the unstoppableLike bullet trains on tracks that crossEach moment brings us closer to the inevitableAs if someone wrote our storyNot a thing we do can change the endWe're trapped in his slow motion movieThe only question is when_Do you feel the power of destinyCan you hear the voice calling you and meI am drawn to you, no matter what I doBaby I believe this is meant to be_I'm telling youIt's scripted in the starsSet in stone since the start of the ageThough our meeting might seem farOur paths are marked and cannot be changedDo you feel the power of destinyCan you hear the voice calling you and meI am drawn to you, no matter what I doBaby I believe this is meant to beBaby I believe this is meant to be (Comment on this)