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(no subject)	[Aug. 9th, 2010\|12:12 am][starve] for perfection
Okay, so I have been working on this website called "From Fat To Skinny," (It's a webs.com site). It's audience is primarily aimed towards those who suffer from COE (Bunges but can't purge) and then resorts to fasting or sever restrciting after at least a week long episode of binging (Basically my life), and are still overweight because the uncontrollable cycle puts on all the pounds lost from fasting and then some. I was wondering if I wasn't alone in this? If not, PLEASE tell me. I hate this. I can't find a middleground; it always needs to be one of the two extremes.If anyone wants the link to the site (NOT even close to finished) it's herea lot of the thinspo is really old school, since i haven't taken the time to save any in FOREVER.
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[Aug. 9th, 2010|12:12 am][starve] for perfection

Okay, so I have been working on this website called "From Fat To Skinny," (It's a webs.com site). It's audience is primarily aimed towards those who suffer from COE (Bunges but can't purge) and then resorts to fasting or sever restrciting after at least a week long episode of binging (Basically my life), and are still overweight because the uncontrollable cycle puts on all the pounds lost from fasting and then some. I was wondering if I wasn't alone in this? If not, PLEASE tell me. I hate this. I can't find a middleground; it always needs to be one of the two extremes.If anyone wants the link to the site (NOT even close to finished) it's herea lot of the thinspo is really old school, since i haven't taken the time to save any in FOREVER.

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Hello :)	[Nov. 1st, 2009\|09:08 pm][starve] for perfection
Heyyy, I'm new here, looking to make some friends (:++Name:: Emilie++Age:: 16 in a month++Height:: 5'6++Current Weight // Current BMI:: 105/ 16.9++Highest Weight:: about 130++Lowest Weight:: 101++Ultimate Goal Weight // Goal BMI:: 84/ 13.6++Type of ED:: Anorexic with bulimic tendencies++Self Diagnosed, or Clinically:: Self- diagnosed
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(no subject)	[Nov. 1st, 2009\|05:04 pm][starve] for perfection
Name: BrookeAge: 13Height:5'4"Current weight / current BMI:133/ 22.8[Disgusting]Highest weight:170Lowest weight: 27Ultimite goal weight/ ultimite BMI: 80/ 13.7Type of ED: anorexic with bulimic tendenciesNice to meet you(:
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=)	[Oct. 16th, 2009\|11:41 am][starve] for perfection
[mood \|high] [music	Bob Marley]Hey! I'm Sara, 23, IL, kinda new. Lookin for an ana text buddy or something..Anyone friendly and wanna chat, hit me up! : )Kornaddicted86@sbcglobal.net -EmailDeadHeadJane -AimYou can message me here or one of the above for my numberMuch <3
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hair loss?	[Oct. 9th, 2009\|09:05 am][starve] for perfection
Hey ladies!I'm new to pro-ana, but it's been going really well so far and I've had no problem sticking with it. I actually like the way I feel.The one thing about being ana that scares me is hair loss. Have any of you experienced it? How did you deal? I have cropped hair and am currently trying to grow it out nice & long, so I want to do the best I can for it.Thanks! :3
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(no subject)	[Oct. 6th, 2009\|11:46 pm][starve] for perfection
hi i just made this new pro ana and mia community! you can recieve support and i can listen to who ever wished to be listen ! you can express feelings and emotions! please join if u like thankshttp://community.livejournal.com/proed_bones/profile
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(no subject)	[Aug. 17th, 2009\|08:40 pm][starve] for perfection
today i went school shoppin for clothes great i saiddidnt get to my goal weight matter a fact have not lost a dam thingdamn munchies but in earlier post i told u guys how i limiting my self to 900cals a dayso far i have not gone over thattoday i had chinese like a cup or two of it then a fruit light smoothie from DQ it was 250calsand that was it i rode my bike for excerse so and i have a week left til school starts i am fasting til then so everybody wish me luck and everyone stay strong no matter what the scale says :)
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[Aug. 17th, 2009|08:40 pm][starve] for perfection

today i went school shoppin for clothes great i saiddidnt get to my goal weight matter a fact have not lost a dam thingdamn munchies but in earlier post i told u guys how i limiting my self to 900cals a dayso far i have not gone over thattoday i had chinese like a cup or two of it then a fruit light smoothie from DQ it was 250calsand that was it i rode my bike for excerse so and i have a week left til school starts i am fasting til then so everybody wish me luck and everyone stay strong no matter what the scale says :)

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let me be specific.	[Aug. 11th, 2009\|06:48 pm][starve] for perfection
[mood \|Fat, & focused]I'm 18 years old, 5'4 & I currently weigh 130 f***ing lbs.I WAS at 120lbs for a good while, lost all control once I started my period...I tend to crave food like a damb rhino when I'm on it...& my mind becomes "less determined" I guess you can say...I'm off it now, & I'm loosing the weight asap.For tomorrow's menu I will be having...a nature valley granola bar.& a small bowl of corn flakes.That's it!Then the next day, it'll be something small.Probably a small salad, nothing more.Then we'll go from there.School starts a week from today.I plan on being 120 before then.Anyone care to join?
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let me be specific.

[Aug. 11th, 2009|06:48 pm][starve] for perfection

[mood |Fat, & focused]I'm 18 years old, 5'4 & I currently weigh 130 f***ing lbs.I WAS at 120lbs for a good while, lost all control once I started my period...I tend to crave food like a damb rhino when I'm on it...& my mind becomes "less determined" I guess you can say...I'm off it now, & I'm loosing the weight asap.For tomorrow's menu I will be having...a nature valley granola bar.& a small bowl of corn flakes.That's it!Then the next day, it'll be something small.Probably a small salad, nothing more.Then we'll go from there.School starts a week from today.I plan on being 120 before then.Anyone care to join?

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Inspiration plz.	[Aug. 11th, 2009\|06:44 pm][starve] for perfection
[mood \|DETERMINED]_I was at 120...but then I got "comrortable" & decided to eat something sweet...then it went from that to something greasy....now I'm at this never ending food craving cycle....if that makes sence? Basically I'm eating like a f***ing pig & I need to stop.I need some friends who are in the same boat as I am.I was doing so well, until I decided to delete my account because I thought...still do kind of think my dad hacks on to the computer & checks the history & all....but at this point I'm just going to risk it._AS you can probebly tell, I am quite frustrated....as I was saying above, I was 120 I just checked the scale & I'm now at 130.....it's....today's the last day of being weak minded.Who here wants to join me in my weight loss?
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Inspiration plz.

[Aug. 11th, 2009|06:44 pm][starve] for perfection

[mood |DETERMINED]_I was at 120...but then I got "comrortable" & decided to eat something sweet...then it went from that to something greasy....now I'm at this never ending food craving cycle....if that makes sence? Basically I'm eating like a f***ing pig & I need to stop.I need some friends who are in the same boat as I am.I was doing so well, until I decided to delete my account because I thought...still do kind of think my dad hacks on to the computer & checks the history & all....but at this point I'm just going to risk it._AS you can probebly tell, I am quite frustrated....as I was saying above, I was 120 I just checked the scale & I'm now at 130.....it's....today's the last day of being weak minded.Who here wants to join me in my weight loss?

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Hey guys.	[Aug. 11th, 2009\|06:49 pm][starve] for perfection
Yesterday, I made a forum for people with EDs. http://myobsession.forumotion.com/forum.htmI REALLY would love for this to become a success. But, for that to happen I need some active members! Please take a look around, it would mean a lot to me. Thanks guys <3<3Be strong.
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