A Rating Selfdestruction (original) (raw)

+ THE END +	[19 Dec 2005\|08:21am]
~I've made an imperfect mask. I'm trying to break it.~The community is closed. Thank you for all your care and support.Please, try to enjoy, and take care.
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x-posted	[07 Jun 2005\|08:35am]
[ mood \| okay ] yesterday was the worst day everfirst i was on my way to a job interviewand when i got to the parking loti reached into my purse to get my mascaraand i felt this horrible pain.When i brought my finger out blood was every where. i had stabbed my middlefinger right into a razor i kept inmy purse. so i grabbed a shirt fromthe back seat and wrapped my finger in it.it bleed all the way through so i took itoff to move it around and got blood all over the shirt i was wearing to the interview.I was now sitting min my car 30 min withmy hand in the air and had blood dripping dorn my arm. Finally 45 min later just as i thoughti was going to have to go to the e.r. (whichi swore i would never do again) it stopped.I had to go to a target and buy a first aid kitand a new shirt to wear to the inteview.25 dollars later i was an hour late to myinterviewbut the lady was sooo nice.I think i have the job but shes goingto call me today... ill let you know.So then i came home and ate so much but my dadwas sleeping and his room is right next to thebathroom so i had to go outside my house and make myself throw up. Then last night my dad walked in and was like.. did you get sick outside?I looked at him all confused and he bought it but ithink my step mom knows...fuck this is sp bad. I think my finger need medical helpbut a im scared it will hurt and bi cant go anywhere. :(bye guys
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x-posted

[07 Jun 2005|08:35am]

[ **mood** |

okay ] yesterday was the worst day everfirst i was on my way to a job interviewand when i got to the parking loti reached into my purse to get my mascaraand i felt this horrible pain.When i brought my finger out blood was every where. i had stabbed my middlefinger right into a razor i kept inmy purse. so i grabbed a shirt fromthe back seat and wrapped my finger in it.it bleed all the way through so i took itoff to move it around and got blood all over the shirt i was wearing to the interview.I was now sitting min my car 30 min withmy hand in the air and had blood dripping dorn my arm. Finally 45 min later just as i thoughti was going to have to go to the e.r. (whichi swore i would never do again) it stopped.I had to go to a target and buy a first aid kitand a new shirt to wear to the inteview.25 dollars later i was an hour late to myinterviewbut the lady was sooo nice.I think i have the job but shes goingto call me today... ill let you know.So then i came home and ate so much but my dadwas sleeping and his room is right next to thebathroom so i had to go outside my house and make myself throw up. Then last night my dad walked in and was like.. did you get sick outside?I looked at him all confused and he bought it but ithink my step mom knows...fuck this is sp bad. I think my finger need medical helpbut a im scared it will hurt and bi cant go anywhere. :(bye guys

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Sorry!	[25 Apr 2005\|03:48pm]
I know that I should have thought to write this before, but I honestly did not think to until just now. I have been away for the past week, and have been unable to rate submissions. Hopefully I have not caused too much disorder!
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and even though nobodies looking, she's falling apart...	[21 Apr 2005\|10:43am]
[ mood** \| disappointed ] dont want to lend a hand, a heart, DONT WANT TO UNDERSTAND. i could never be true, and i'll never be as good as you. i wont win, i'll fail miserably and with nothing left to dry me tears, i'll be alone, like i wanted, in the end...sew my mouth shut with barbed wire. pull out my teeth, scratch my face and make it painful for me to see, remove my eyes... so i can see. no. evil. speak. no. evil...i can hear muffled sounds with my hands over my ears, i'll scream and shout and never leave it alone, pick the scab, irritate.... I HATE, cant bear it, i feel crippled as i crawl to the corner, hide away, nothing left here for me to live for...( i will never be enough Collapse )**
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and even though nobodies looking, she's falling apart...

[21 Apr 2005|10:43am]

[ mood** | disappointed ] dont want to lend a hand, a heart, DONT WANT TO UNDERSTAND. i could never be true, and i'll never be as good as you. i wont win, i'll fail miserably and with nothing left to dry me tears, i'll be alone, like i wanted, in the end...sew my mouth shut with barbed wire. pull out my teeth, scratch my face and make it painful for me to see, remove my eyes... so i can see. no. evil. speak. no. evil...i can hear muffled sounds with my hands over my ears, i'll scream and shout and never leave it alone, pick the scab, irritate.... I HATE, cant bear it, i feel crippled as i crawl to the corner, hide away, nothing left here for me to live for...( i will never be enough Collapse )**

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	[20 Apr 2005\|03:25pm]
im leaving. I've managed to control myself. How? I'm n ot sure.Thanx to everyone who shared hugs and words of wisdom with me!hughope you all get well soon!-Tracy
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	[27 Feb 2005\|03:29am]
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