iF i TOLD YOU THiS WAS KiLLiNG ME (original) (raw)

	[18 Mar 2005|06:39pm]
[ **mood** | tired ] Jimmy Eat World - KillWell, you're just across the streetLooks a mile to my feetI wanna go to youFunny how I'm nervous stillI've always been the easy killI guess I always willCould it be that everything goes 'round by chance? (chance?)Or only one way that it was always meant to be (be)You kill me, you always know the perfect thing to say (hey hey,hey hey)I know what I should do, but I just can't walk awayI can picture your face wellFrom the bar in my hotelI wish I'd go to youI pick up put down the phoneLike your favorite Heatmeiser song goesIt's just like being aloneOh God, please don't tell me this has been in vain (vain)I need answers for what all the waiting after means (means)You kill me, you've got some nerve, but can't face your mistakes(hey hey, hey hey)I know what I should do, but I just can't turn awaySo go on loveLeave while there's still hope for escapeGotta take what you can these daysThere's so much aheadSo much regretI know what you want to say(Know what you want to say)I know people can't help feeling differentlyI loved you, and I should have said itTell me just what has it ever meant?I can't help it baby, this is who I am (am)Sorry, but I can't just go turn off how I feel (feel)You kill me, you build me up, but just to watch me break (heyhey, hey hey)I know what I should do, but I just can't walk away
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Finch - What It Is To Burn?	[29 Jan 2005|10:59am]
[ **mood** | gloomy ] (SHE BURNS) Today's on fire The sky is bleeding above me, and I am blistered I walk these lines of blasphemy, every day And still… Like a bad star, I'm falling faster down to her She's the only one who knows, what it is to burn I feel diseased Is there no sympathy, from the sun The sky's still fire But I am safe in here, from the world outside So tell me What's the price to pay for glory Like a bad star, I'm falling faster down to her She's the only one who knows, what it is to burn Today is fire, and she burns Today is fire, and she burns SHE BURNS,SHE BURNS, SHE BURNS!!! Like a bad star, I'm falling faster down to her She's the only one who knows, what it is to burn
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funeral for a friend - red is the new black	[28 Jan 2005|01:55am]
[ **mood** | disappointed ] Can't pretend that you're nothing specialYou've got to look at all of your optionsYou can't decide what to go for When it's all about trust (it's all about trust)You see your self on the TVYou read your magazinesYou can't explain how it's come to be thisStop and think.When it's all about trust (it's all about trust)This coverage your centre spreadYour neon light daydream will shatter and breakAnd if you think I'm thinking of your value hereYou're the one who's losing controlThis eventual stop this, break in the moldI scream down this hotline just to feel somethingThis situation, isn't getting any betterI see that look in your eyesYou want to see a pretty faceThere isn't anything wrong with giving upAnd for what it's worth, I still hate you.This situation isn't getting any better, I see that look in your eye
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How's it gonna be,when there's no one there to talk to.	[27 Jan 2005|05:11pm]
[ **mood** | frustrated ] I'm only pretty sure that I can't take anymore Before you take a swing I wonder what are we fighting for When I say out loud I wanna get out of this I wonder is there anything I'm gonna miss I wonder how it's gonna to be When you don't know me How's it gonna be When you're sure I'm not there How's it gonna be When there's no one there to talk to Between you and me Cause I don't care How's it gonna be How's it gonna be Where we used to laugh There's a shouting match Sharp as a thumbnail scratch A silence I can't ignore Like the hammock by the doorway we spent time in the swings empty Don't see lightning like last fall When it was always about to hit me I wonder how's it gonna be When it goes down How's it gonna be When you're not around How's it gonna be When you found out there was nothing Between you and me Cause I don't care How's it gonna be How's it gonna be When you don't know me anymore And how's it gonn be?
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Underoath - Its Dangerous Business Walking Out Your Front Door	[17 Jan 2005|02:48pm]
[ **mood** | annoyed ] I've been up at this all night long I've been drowning in my sleep I've prayed for your safe place And its time for us to leave Time is running, it's running on empty And the gas is running out I've decided that tonight is the night That I set love aside Full speed ahead this seems to be the place I've seen this once before Planned perfection sought in my dreams Hoping this would take you home My knuckles have turned to white There's no turning back tonight So kiss me one last time Around this turn where the cross will cast your shadow The people will all gather To remember such a day where the flames grew as high As trees And the world stopped for you and me My knuckles have turned to white There's no turning back tonight (So hold on tight) Kiss me one last time (Shut your eyes) I will now bring new meaning to the word alone Endless nights of dreaming of life And the days we should have spent here Drowning in my sleep, I'm drowning in my sleep Glass shatters and comes to a halt I thought we'd be there by now I thought it would be so much quicker than this Pain has never been so brilliant I made sure you were buckled in Now you can walk hand in hand with him My knuckles have turned to white There's no turning back tonight (So hold on tight) Kiss me one last time (Shut your...)
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	[17 Jan 2005|10:59am]
[ **mood** | okay ] Hoobstank"Never There"[1st verse:]I'm filling up insideLike i need to open wideAnd pour my heart out to youBut i'll just get deniedAnd all i wanted was someone to hear what i'm going through[chorus:]Everytime that i need you aroundYou're never there (never there)You're never there (never there)Because in my life is where i need you nowBut you're never there (never there)You're never there (never there)[2nd verse:]You were supposed to seeAll the signs i left to read in front of your faceYou were supposed to beThe closest thing to being meBut you're the furthest awayThat's because.....[chorus:]Everytime that i need you aroundYou're never there (never there)You're never there (never there)Because in my life is where i need you nowBut you're never there (never there)You're never there (never there)You're never thereAnd i doubtThat i will ever find outIf there's a way to get outOf feeling all aloneCause latleyI've been thinkingMaybeThat no one's going to save meI'll do it on my own.....On my own[chorus:]Everytime that i need you aroundYou're never there (never there)You're never there (never there)Because in my life is where i need you nowBut you're never there (never there)You're never there (never there)
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	[11 Jan 2005|03:11pm]
[ **mood** | sad ] Yellow Card- 1 year 6 months agoSo many nights, legs tangled tightWrap me up in a dream with youClose up these eyes, try not to cryAll that I've got to pull me through is memories of youMemories of youMemories of youMemories of youI'm falling into memories of you and things we used to doFollow me thereA beautiful somewhereA place that we can shareFalling into memories of you and things we used to do
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Dashboard Confessional - Hands Down	[10 Jan 2005|03:44am]
[ **mood** | crappy ] *its so wierd whenever i feel crappy i listen to dashboard , ironic?* well heres the lyrics ........Breathe in for luck, breathe in so deep This air is blessed, you share with me This night is wild, so calm and dull These hearts they race from self-control Your legs are smooth as they graze mine We're doing fine, we're doing nothing at all. My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me So won't you kill me, so I die happy My heart is yours, to fill or burst to break or bury, or wear as jewelry Whichever you prefer The words are hushed, let's not get busted, Just lay entwined here undiscovered. Safe in here from all the stupid questions.. hey did you get some? Man, that is so dumb. Stay quiet, stay near, stay close they can't hear, so we can get some. My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me So won't you kill me, so I die happy My heart is yours, to fill or burst To break or bury, or wear as jewelry Whichever you prefer Hands down, this is the best day I can ever remember I'll always remember the sound of the stereo, The dim of the soft lights, the scent of your hair That you twirled in your fingers And the time on the clock when we realized it's so late And this walk that we shared together The streets were wet and the gate was locked So I jumped it, and let you in And you stood at your door with your hands on my waist And you kissed me like you meant it And I knew that you meant it That you meant it, that you meant it And I knew that you meant it, that you meant it.
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FOOLISH GAMES*	[30 Dec 2004|06:35pm]
[ **mood** | distressed ] You took your coat off and stood in the rain,You're always crazy like that.And I watched from my window,Always felt I was outside looking in on you.You're always the mysterious one withDark eyes and careless hair,You were fashionably sensitiveBut too cool to care.You stood in my doorway, with nothing to sayBesides some comment on the weather.Well in case you failed to notice,In case you failed to see,This is my heart bleeding before you,This is me down on my knees, and...These foolish games are tearing me apart,And your thoughtless words are breaking my heart.You're breaking my heart.You're always brilliant in the morning,Smoking your cigarettes and talking over coffee.Your philosophies on art, Baroque moved you.You loved Mozart and you'd speak of your loved onesAs I clumsily strummed my guitar.You'd teach me of honest things,Things that were daring, things that were clean.Things that knew what an honest dollar did mean.I hid my soiled hands behind my back.Somewhere along the line, I must've gone Off track with you.Well, excuse me, guess I've mistaken you for somebody else,Somebody who gave a damn,Somebody more like myself.You took your coat off,Stood in the rain,You're always crazy like that.Foolish games-jewel
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Kelly Clarkson- Behind these hazel eyes.	[25 Dec 2004|06:26pm]
[ **mood** | confused ] Seems like just yesterdayYou were a part of meI used to stand so tallI used to be so strong Your arms around me tightEverything, it felt so rightUnbreakable, like nothin' could go wrongNow I can't breatheNo, I can't sleepI'm barely hanging onHere I am, once againI'm torn into piecesCan't deny it, can't pretendJust thought you were the oneBroken up, deep insideBut you won't get to see the tears I cryBehind these hazel eyesI told you everythingOpened up and let you inYou made me feel alrightFor once in my lifeNow all that's left of meIs what I pretend to beSo together, but so broken up inside'Cause I can't breatheNo, I can't sleepI'm barely hangin' onHere I am, once againI'm torn into piecesCan't deny it, can't pretendJust thought you were the oneBroken up, deep insideBut you won't get to see the tears I cryBehind these hazel eyesSwallow me then spit me outFor hating you, I blame myselfSeeing you it kills me nowNo, I don't cry on the outsideAnymore...Here I am, once againI'm torn into piecesCan't deny it, can't pretendJust thought you were the oneBroken up, deep insideBut you won't get to see the tears I cryBehind these hazel eyesHere I am, once againI'm torn into piecesCan't deny it, can't pretendJust thought you were the oneBroken up, deep insideBut you won't get to see the tears I cryBehind these hazel eyes. *Kelly Clarkson- Behind these hazel eyes.*
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Incubus-Stellar	[21 Dec 2004|08:34am]
[ **mood** | iLoveThisSong ] Meet me in outerspace We could spend the night, watch the earth come up I've grown tired of that place, wont you come with me We could start again How do you do it, make me feel like I do How do you do it, its better than I ever knew Meet me in outerspace I will hold you close, If your afraid of heights I need you to see this place, It might be the only way That I can show you how, it feels to be inside of you How do you it, make me feel like I do How do you do it, its better than I ever knew How do you do it, make me feel like I do Do oh oh oh oh oh You are stellar You are stellar How do you it, make me feel like I do How do you do it, its better than I ever knew How do you do it, make me feel like I do How do you do it, make me feel like I do, Yeah.
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Kelly Clarkson-Since You Been Gone	[18 Dec 2004|06:28pm]
[ **mood** | blah ] Here's the thing we started off friendsIt was cool but it was all pretendYeah yeahSince you've been goneYou dedicated you took the timeWasn't long till I called you mineYeah YeahSince you've been goneAnd all you'd ever hear me say Is how I pictured me with youThat's all you'd ever hear me sayBut since you've been goneI can breathe for the first timeIm so movin on Yeah yeahThanks to youNow I getWhat I wantSince you've been goneHow can I put it? you put me onI even fell for that stupid love songYeah yeahSince you've been goneHow come I never hear you sayI just wanna be with youI guess you never felt that wayBut since you've been goneI can breathe for the first timeIm so movin onYeah yeahThanks to youNow I get I get what I wantSince you've been goneYou had your chance you blew itOut of sight, out of mindShut your mouth I just can't take itAgain and again and again and againSince you've been goneI can breathe for the first timeIm so movin onYeah yeahThanks to you (thanks to you)Now I getI get what I wantI can breathe for the first timeIm so movin onYeah yeahThanks to you (thanks to you)Now I get (I get)You should know (you should know)That I get I get what I wantSince you've been goneSince you've been goneSince you've been gone
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Thrice - All thats left	[15 Dec 2004|01:02am]
[ **mood** | drained ] one day the dreamers died within us when all our answers never came we hid the truth beneath our skin but our shadows never looked the same a ghost is all that's left of everything we swore we never would forget we tired to bleed the sickness but we drained our hearts instead we are the dead and when we couldn't stop the bleeding we held our hearts over the flame we couldn't help but call it treason after that we couldn't fill our frames after that our shadows never looked the same a ghost is all that's left of everything we swore we never would forget we tried to bleed the sickness but we drained our hearts instead we are the dead in summers past we'd challenge fate with higher pitch and perfect aim and standing fast, we'd radiate a light we loved but never named but the answers never came and our shadows never looked the same a ghost is all that's left of everything we swore we never would forget we tried to bleed the sickness but we drained our hearts instead we are the dead a ghost of everything we though but never said we tried to bleed the sickness but we drained our hearts instead we are the ones who lost our faith we dug ourselves an early grave we are the dead, can we be saved?
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this is for you.	[12 Dec 2004|02:37am]
[ mood** | discontent ] So denied so I lied are you the now or never kindIn a day and a day love I'm gonna be gone for good againAre you willing to be had are you cool with just tonight**Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too wellHere's to the nights we felt aliveHere's to the tears you knew you'd cryHere's to goodbye Tomorrow's gonna come too soonPut your name on the line along with place and timeWanna stay not to go I wanna ditch the logicalHere's a toast to all those who hear me all too wellHere's to the nights we felt aliveHere's to the tears you knew you'd cryHere's to goodbye Tomorrow's gonna come too soonAll my time is froze in motion Can't I stay an hour or two or more Don't let me let you goHere's a toast to all those who hear me all too wellHere's to the nights we felt aliveHere's to the tears you knew you'd cryHere's to goodbye Tomorrow's gonna come too soon
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Underoath - Giving Up Hurts The Most	[11 Dec 2004|02:14am]
[ **mood** | depressed ] angels mourn crying, praying for your soulas my eyes open from their state of sleep i feel my bloodturn into a frozen rivernightmares so close death was in the airmy heart locked shut, and i gave you the keypromise never to leaveas lies hold me emptiness fills my broken heartscreaming your name hoping for a response, silence summerdrowned by winterto look in your face and realized the time we spent the chances ihad have drifted away from my fingertipsyour life, your thoughts, your dreams, your lovenever tried my hardest and now i cray as the hurt entersi love you and i still love youeven though i never showed ita piece of me is gone foreverclutching memories held so closerepeating words of love spoken to latemy eyes look all around but all they can focus on is youfor in you i find medays past by and thy death still lingersthis coldness will never satisfy mei want to be surrounded by angels in a placewhere the sun is so warm it burns my insidessurrounded by angelswhere love takes my darkest depressionsand throws it into the deepest of seaa place i can call home, i'm crying to you Jesusmend me, break me, make meyou're all i've got nowmy eyes look all around but all they can focus on is youfor in you i find mefarewell my friend your time has comeand never will i be able to tell you i love you again
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	[08 Dec 2004|11:16am]
[ **mood** | silly ] Head Automatica"Beating Heart Baby"(Beating Heart Baby)Baby is this love for real?(Beating Heart Baby)Let me in your arms to feel(Beating Heart Baby)The beating of your heart, baby(Beating Heart Baby)The beating of you heart, babyYou, you want nothing to do with me [x2]I, I don't know what to do with youCuz you don't know what you do to me[Chorus:]Baby is this love for real?Let me in your arms to feelThe beating heart babyThe beating of your heart, baby[repeat]Girl, you really got your hold on me [x2]Girl, you gotta get away from me'Cause you want nothing to do with me[Chorus (x2)]In spite of youEven out of viewStill I love all of youI do, yeah[repeat]You, you want nothing to do with me [x2][Chorus (x3)]
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	[07 Dec 2004|12:58pm]
[ **mood** | frustrated ] *Finch* -Without You-The storm is bad tonight,So how could I awake without you here?Your picture's on the wall,You haven't calledBut I'll wait for youTo her own reflection, she says, "I will hold on"To her own reflection, she says, "I will be strong"The storm is letting up,But it won't dieIf you weren't right was I?Your picture still remains,But I wonder are you still the same?To her own reflection, she says, "I will hold on"To her own reflection, she says, "I will be strong"Am I losing you?I've waited, I've waited til it's overIt's over now
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Atreyu - Right Side Of The Bed	[06 Dec 2004|02:01am]
[ **mood** | gloomy ] Come on! And I can see her now, dancing around, her drink in hand, All her baggage you tow, I just want to forget and let go of all the joy, all of the pain, I took your guilt and placed it into me. And now I kiss it goodbye, our last dance ended fatally. Who's been sleeping on my side of the bed tonight? Have you ever cried so hard? Baby you just died. Who's been sleeping on my side of the bed tonight? Have you ever cried so hard? Have you ever cried so hard? And there she goes again. Another masquerade in false circumstance. She'll fuck you just for the taste. I just wish that I could replace, All the memories of what makes my blood run cold. And as your blood runs through me, I say goodbye to what we had. Who's been sleeping in my side of the bed tonight? Have you ever cried so hard? Baby you just died. Who's been sleeping in my side of the bed tonight? Have you ever cried so hard? Have you ever cried so hard? She came and went. I gnawed through my lip, makeup smeared in her eyes each sob's a reason to say goodbye Sometimes when your holding on, you'll never see the light With flowers in her hair, Gazed upon with dead lovers eyes. She never looked so good, and I never felt so right. With flowers in her hair, Gazed upon with dead lovers eyes. She never looked so good, and I never felt so right. I never felt so right. I never felt so WRONG! *whispering* With flowers in her hair, Gazed upon with dead lovers eyes. She never looked so good, and I never felt so right. Who's been sleeping on my side of the bed tonight? Have you ever cried so hard? Baby you just died. Who's been sleeping on my side of the bed tonight? Have you ever cried so hard? Have you ever cried so hard? YOU JUST DIED!
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