Welcome to My Life (original) (raw)
You Don't Know What It's Like To Be Like Me
5/2/08 10:15 pm
I got a new tattoo! It is directly beneath the fish at the top of my back, and it fits into the semi-circle underneath them. It says 'Maddox', and it is in the same red henna color. I love it.
In other news, I am so unbelievably angry. I am tired of being treated terribly. Maybe this time my decision to be done will actually stick.
4/28/08 12:01 am
And P.S. Maddox started teething yesterday. He is not quite 2 months old (Tuesday), but I think he is already sick of being a baby. He will learn.
4/27/08 11:38 pm
I wish I left more of a record, had more to look back on. Things that I thought would always be fresh and vivid memories are all fading much too quickly. I want these to be fresh, not just for the memories' sakes, but also for the future's sake. To look at how I've changed, to be able to learn from previous situations, to be able to teach my son with lessons I've already learned but am quickly forgetting. I need to do better with this, because apparently my brain is too drug-damaged to retain memories for any significant period of time. I'm going to try.
3/2/08 08:56 pm
I'm a mom!! And he's wonderful. Check him out: http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=2004325&l=1e81a&id=188000068
James Maddox Coate
February 29, 2008, 8:05 am
8 lb., 0 oz., 20 3/4 in.
2/13/08 02:52 pm - We're having a baby!
I'm scheduled for a c-section for February 29, which is only about 2 weeks away now! The baby is still butt-first breach, so the doctor opted for the c-section. I can't say I'm too upset, either, since at 35 weeks he weighed 5 lbs., 15 oz., and Dr. Vice said that he would be at least 8 1/2 lbs by the due date! Just thought I'd let everyone know. Wish me luck. :-)
12/1/07 09:12 pm - Never mind...
My mother's intuition was obviously more accurate than Dr. Vice's ultrasound machine. The baby is a boy. :-) Any ideas for a middle name to go with Jackson?
10/10/07 03:22 pm
It's a girl!! :-)
9/9/07 11:50 pm
Wow. It's been about 45 years since I've been on here. That's just a slight exaggeration. Anyway, I'm home!! Home in OS. Going to JC, working at the hospital, growing a baby lol. So hit me up if you're home. Because right now I'm thinking OS sucks.
12/30/06 04:07 am
wow. i really haven't been on here in forever. i guess just a quick update. maybe in list form? i think so.
--merry late christmas to everyone i didn't get around to telling. i miss you all.
--my heart is so full and my soul is at peace. i am in love. and i have a promise ring. it is beautiful, and he is beautiful. i found The One.
--i have begun preparing for the rest of my life, as my life now being half of our life.
--i hope the same thing for all of you - that you will find the one you wonder how you ever lived without and know you'll never be able to do it again.
--i got sirius satellite radio with my christmas money. it's pretty sweet.
--i am working at victoria's secret. for about the next week or so i will be at the one in edgewater mall, then i will transfer to the hattiesburg store.
--my parents have been married for 20 years as of wednesday. amazing.
that is just about all i've got for now. leave me some love.
11/24/06 09:56 pm - are you going to scarborough fair?
my life is crazy right now. i have 2 lives that don't mix. one i no longer wish to have any part of, but it continues to beckon. and it's hard. i don't want it, i don't need it, it's not good for me. but it is still a big part of my past, a part that at one time was the most important thing to me. but now i'm living another way completely. and i have the best boyfriend i could ask for, who also happens to be my best friend. that's the best kind. :-) and i have other wonderful friends who want nothing but the best for me. being home for thanksgiving, along with everyone i used to associate myself with, has been one of the hardest times i've had to deal with since giving up what i was doing. it breaks my heart. and now they're playing dirty. this is so sad for me. but i am trying. so please continue to love me. that's all i can ask right now.