Sugar Rush by CuteFlare on DeviantArt (original) (raw)

I like the way
Like, like the way
Like the way you annoy me
I like the way
Like, like the way
Like the way you destroy me

Sugar Rush
From the tip of my tongue to the soles of my feet
Is bitter sweet
Let the smoke fill my lungs bring the taste of the heat
Give me all
Give me more, more, more Than I can handle
Sugar Rush
From the soles of my feet to the tip of my tongue

You're my Sugar Rush
You're my Sugar Rush
You're my sugar, sugar, sugar, sugar rush
You're my sugar rush
I can't get enough
You're my sugar, sugar, sugar, sugar rush

Meanwhile other people are venting about things for example not being accepted who they are, that they are being bullied or something more serious, I am complaining over some super lovely feelings
Ugh
This...kinda doesn't make any sense :XD:

ANYWAY...
I believe the song explains most of my feelings currently
I am in this bitter-sweet situation where my feelings are "over-boiling", I think too much, I hope things that probably are never going to happen and I just can't let go on some feelings that probably would be so much better to be let go
So...
What my current situation is even about is that I have a crush on a guy who I have now liked a while. He goes the same university as I do but on a different line. I have told him like month or two ago I like him and he kindly told me he is not looking for anything right now.
Sure, I accept it and we are still friends so nothing exactly went wrong there, I got to keep a good new friend~
But the problem I am struggling with is the fact I have already fallen for this guy again like two more times and I just keep hitting my head to the wall "Why me"

It has been the first week of University after the break and I am already like so emotionally over-worked as I try to tell myself sense meanwhile my heart/feelings tell me otherwise...
Also there are on top of that guy some other feelings that are making this knot even harder to undo :shrug:

Oh well
Life can be pain but I believe I can push through this...
I just most likely need time to progress this situation through and through... ^^;

Sorry if I am worrying anyone, it is not what I am trying to do ;w;'''
I am currently super scared of annoying my friends to the point where they would snap at me for being annoying and complaining about the same thing (and in all honesty, I should go and get some help as I seem to be stuck with these feelings)... I like have talked about this situation over and over again, maybe at its best everyday during some weeks :I

Just...
Why
Life is wonderful thing to go through but painful to live

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Sugar Rush by CuteFlare on DeviantArt (original) (raw)

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This picture is personal art work, so anything art-criminal stuff such as over colouring, tracing, copying ect. will be punished in a way or another.