Slit wrists (original) (raw)

	[13 Jul 2005\|10:55am]
hello everyoneI made an new AIM accountits on aol and its called crimsonviolin23so let me know what your is and we can talk
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IM WEAK!	[04 Jul 2005\|02:01am]
[ mood \| crappy ] i was doin really good with not cutting...i went 39 days and then on the 26th of june i cut on my stomach...alot and then on FRIDAY i cut again. yea its on my leg and it is really bad. i mea n it is really deep and would not stop bleeding. i just dont know what to do anymore. im sick o fmy dad and i jsut want to kill myslef. he dont care about me and he wants to send me away. i hate his girlfriend because all she does is tell me that i am a peice of shit and it pisses me off. adn yea i cant take their shit i need to cut right now but i woint ....IM NOT READY TO STOP...IM TOO WEAK AND I CANT DO IT!!!
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IM WEAK!

[04 Jul 2005|02:01am]

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crappy ] i was doin really good with not cutting...i went 39 days and then on the 26th of june i cut on my stomach...alot and then on FRIDAY i cut again. yea its on my leg and it is really bad. i mea n it is really deep and would not stop bleeding. i just dont know what to do anymore. im sick o fmy dad and i jsut want to kill myslef. he dont care about me and he wants to send me away. i hate his girlfriend because all she does is tell me that i am a peice of shit and it pisses me off. adn yea i cant take their shit i need to cut right now but i woint ....IM NOT READY TO STOP...IM TOO WEAK AND I CANT DO IT!!!

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	[24 Jun 2005\|02:22am]
Where were you when I was losing my battle I've been fighting Where were you when I cried myself to some kind sleepWhere were you when all I needed was a friend as I took the gun and loaded Where were you when my tear streamed like a river and all I needed was a youWhere were you when the gun went off and I fell downWhere were you when the EMT's tried to save me but they too lateWhere were you when I was pronoused D.O.AWhy weren't you just here for me like you promised me you would always be To put it mildly it was love at first sight when I saw you, and I knew then that noone would ever or could ever replace you to me link
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[24 Jun 2005|02:22am]

Where were you when I was losing my battle I've been fighting Where were you when I cried myself to some kind sleepWhere were you when all I needed was a friend as I took the gun and loaded Where were you when my tear streamed like a river and all I needed was a youWhere were you when the gun went off and I fell downWhere were you when the EMT's tried to save me but they too lateWhere were you when I was pronoused D.O.AWhy weren't you just here for me like you promised me you would always be To put it mildly it was love at first sight when I saw you, and I knew then that noone would ever or could ever replace you to me link

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	[22 Jun 2005\|01:19am]
[ mood \| uncomfortable ] Thoughts of not cutting went out the window... the perfect reason, the perfect solution and I solved my problem with something I'm (possible other's on here are) suppose to be getting "fixed" for. I refuse to let them admit me back into the Psych Ward also known as the Adolescent Unit... I don't know where I'm going with this... Just a bad couple of weeks I suppose. I have yet to actually make any human (computer) contact with anyone on this Community, shrugs... I guess Can I gt a round of applause for insomnia?! KennyMest<3 (I hate those little hearts...)
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[22 Jun 2005|01:19am]

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uncomfortable ] Thoughts of not cutting went out the window... the perfect reason, the perfect solution and I solved my problem with something I'm (possible other's on here are) suppose to be getting "fixed" for. I refuse to let them admit me back into the Psych Ward also known as the Adolescent Unit... I don't know where I'm going with this... Just a bad couple of weeks I suppose. I have yet to actually make any human (computer) contact with anyone on this Community, *shrugs... I guess* Can I gt a round of applause for insomnia?! KennyMest<3 (I hate those little hearts...)

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weee	[17 Jun 2005\|10:21am]
[ mood \| feeling ? ] ello to you..i am new here so yes i will introduce myself. my name is Tif.i have been cutting since i ws 8 and im about to be 17 now. it all started when i was younger...i got molested and abused until i was 10..i moved in with my dad. a year after moving in with him i ws abused more.emotionally and physically by both my dad and his girlfriend...so yea. i just never could stop hurting myslef. and tomorrow is going to be ONE MONTH that i havent hurt meself ...but i dont know how much longer i can last without doing it so yea...im too weak and this shit controls me...i dont know what to do!
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weee

[17 Jun 2005|10:21am]

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feeling ? ] ello to you..i am new here so yes i will introduce myself. my name is Tif.i have been cutting since i ws 8 and im about to be 17 now. it all started when i was younger...i got molested and abused until i was 10..i moved in with my dad. a year after moving in with him i ws abused more.emotionally and physically by both my dad and his girlfriend...so yea. i just never could stop hurting myslef. and tomorrow is going to be ONE MONTH that i havent hurt meself ...but i dont know how much longer i can last without doing it so yea...im too weak and this shit controls me...i dont know what to do!

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	[28 Apr 2005\|01:17pm]
My Names Kenny, I am a girl...I'm New to this group...I can't really remember when I started, reasons why would most likely be the situation at home... and I had lost a cousin that I was close to. I usually cut when I'm stressed or when I don't want to cry... That's all I guess.
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	[03 Apr 2005\|06:52pm]
I had cut myself earlier in the week. There went my hardwork of not cutting.
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	[26 Mar 2005\|03:06pm]
I havn't cut myself in a month. I'm so proud of myself.
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	[29 Jan 2005\|03:27am]
This is my life its not what it was before all of these feeling I've shared I ask myself why did I even bother with any of it, for now it seem like it was all just a some mea joke and the joke was on me.. I keep thinking of the day you slipped away and were out of my life and how you did it, you couldn't even be a man about it so you left me a letter and in it you told me you were leaving me.. I think now that since you left so easly then you must not have ever loved or even felt anything between us and that would have been fine but you could have told me that from the get go instead of playin with my heart strings..
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[29 Jan 2005|03:27am]

This is my life its not what it was before all of these feeling I've shared I ask myself why did I even bother with any of it, for now it seem like it was all just a some mea joke and the joke was on me.. I keep thinking of the day you slipped away and were out of my life and how you did it, you couldn't even be a man about it so you left me a letter and in it you told me you were leaving me.. I think now that since you left so easly then you must not have ever loved or even felt anything between us and that would have been fine but you could have told me that from the get go instead of playin with my heart strings..

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	[05 Jan 2005\|03:13am]
I'm on the edge of breaking down, I'm so numb.. Even though I've tried so hard I've fallen so far down my rabbit hole that the darkness is all around me.. I'm all cried out, and so tired of everything just letme go to sleep and drift away with the current.. These scars just wont seem to heal, my heart wont stop hurting the blood wont stoping dripping but my time is running out the pain will end
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	[24 Nov 2004\|07:15pm]
[ mood \| confused ] What if nothing was ever lostWhat if nothing was foundWhat if you didn't know that something or someone was lost,how could they be missed.What if you were the lost one would you relize that you were lost.
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	[22 Nov 2004\|04:12am]
Drip drip drop another salty tear falls to the floorDrip drip drop is the sound my blood makes as it drops in a pool on the floorAs I lie here and die I feel the salty tears swelling up in my eyes, my blood squirting uncrontrolable out of their vains and splashing onto the wall, the floor, and everything else. As I lie here alone bleeding to death everything around me starts to spin out of control away from my body.Drip drip drop another tear trickels off my face and hits the blood stained floor..
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[22 Nov 2004|04:12am]

Drip drip drop another salty tear falls to the floorDrip drip drop is the sound my blood makes as it drops in a pool on the floorAs I lie here and die I feel the salty tears swelling up in my eyes, my blood squirting uncrontrolable out of their vains and splashing onto the wall, the floor, and everything else. As I lie here alone bleeding to death everything around me starts to spin out of control away from my body.Drip drip drop another tear trickels off my face and hits the blood stained floor..

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	[21 Oct 2004\|10:29pm]
I was left all alone to cry, but I didn't cry, I sliced and watched my blood pour out and into the water.. There was so much,I just wanted to feel loved and wantedhi my names Channing (21) west virgina
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	[21 Oct 2004\|10:29pm]
I was left all alone to cry, but I didn't cry, I sliced and watched my blood pour out and into the water.. There was so much,I just wanted to feel loved and wantedhi my names Channing (21) west virgina
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I'm the new mod	[16 Jul 2004\|12:15am]
[ mood \| tired ] Name:AliAge: 14Gender:femaleLocation:maAtleast 5 bands:polyphonic spree, coldplay, pink floyd, maroon 5, weezerwho told you about us?\LJ name: i was searching the virgin suicides on the interest search
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DEAD	[30 Jun 2004\|11:44am]
Since i am getting my internet shut off for technical reasons for ahile... This community is dead... unless one of you want to be the mod... if so leave a comment and i will try and get back to you... you guys can keep writing if you want until then... <3 the long lost me
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