Well I don't know if anyone posts in here anymore...I can't remember but I do think I posted awhile ago...or maybe not? Things are not going to good, I've been cutting, deeper and deeper. I went 18days without...but caved and the longest I've done since is 7days. I hope to have a job soon, have a couple of prospects, I hope they work out. Might help. Will allow me to go away again ... get out of this place, going away was so good for me.But now I'm back here *sigh* back home, and everything's getting back to kinda routine, except I'm even more alone because the last person I really called a close friend -one I could go to and rely on, moved overseas a few weeks ago. One of the close friends I visited while away is also uncontactable, in Malaysia teaching English for 6 months, and then probably in Germany.I am so alone :| |
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