In utero (original) (raw)

I had excessive dreams involving pregnancy a few weeks ago. This one however was by far the strangest.

My friend wasput on house arrest and I was forbidden from speaking to him. (For more info on that you can look at my journal.) All is well now, but I had this dream about him while we were on our hiatus.

In my dream, he had already gone to trial and everything worked out fine. I was also madly and deeply in love with him, and couldn't wait to see him again. I met him somewhere, and he was holding a baby. He looked miserable.I asked him who's baby it was and he said it was his. I became horribly depressed because I knew then that I couldn't have him. He told me about how he met this girl, and they basically just used each other for sex.He gother pregnant and now he's afather. I didn't know what to say, so I asked him if he was hoping for a boy or a girl. He said he was hoping for an abortion and walked away. Then I became a spectator, and I saw him playingwith his baby. The baby stumbled into his lap and laughed, and my friend smiled. Then he frownedand became visibly upset.Then I woke up. That dream pissed meoff.

And this spacebar is sort of broken, so I'm sorry if this sucked to read.