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Today changed my life.

Follow your dreams has always been something to live by for me. My dreams are not in Indiana. You can always take the risks involved to get to your dreams, but you can regret not taking the risks if you don't. You know, if things don't work out in California- then I can just come back. That's all there is to it. I was told that there would be 3 spots open for the mallet section. AH. I want something and I want to go after something that I could possibly have. The hardest part is having to put everything I have and have had on the line, and not knowing if I'll even get it. But, the only mistake I can make now is NOT going. What do I have to lose? And what could I gain? There's always a chance in everything and anyone. There's always a chance in life that you have to take... I am taking that and I am so scared.

What if I don't make RCC...

If anyone has any advance, please- help me out.