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	[22 Aug 2005\|09:27pm]
Is it possible to lose 15 lbs,at the least, by october 5th?I will love you like honestly no other if you can tell me yes or no,and how,besides purgingI need to do this more then anything else.thank you.
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	[03 Aug 2005\|11:49pm]
I cant remember the last time I was this disgusted with myself.I find it amusing how many will take this post lightly, but I am so serious. I will starve until I am happy. I dont care what it takes anymore. Not one bit.If anyone is willing to join me, PLS DO SO. Im in a fucked up emo mood so I cant exactly speak of enthusiasm, but Id love to have fasting buddies. anything. words of wisdom. Tips. I need it. I need ana. if You can relate, pls help meIve never been uglier. I need this.E>aim:bangbang yasi
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[03 Aug 2005|11:49pm]

I cant remember the last time I was this disgusted with myself.I find it amusing how many will take this post lightly, but I am so serious. I will starve until I am happy. I dont care what it takes anymore. Not one bit.If anyone is willing to join me, PLS DO SO. Im in a fucked up emo mood so I cant exactly speak of enthusiasm, but Id love to have fasting buddies. anything. words of wisdom. Tips. I need it. I need ana. if You can relate, pls help meIve never been uglier. I need this.E>aim:bangbang yasi

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	[11 Apr 2005\|01:23pm]
[ mood \| crappy ] okay i accidentally wrote down the wrong aim sn, it is actually selflessmuse. anyways, i didnt start my fast until 1 in the morning because i felt the urge to binge on breakfast food. i feel so disgusting, i had three damn meals yesterday and i knew my body couldnt handle all that food because it started to hurt alot. i took some antacids and i feel better physically after going to the gym for 2 hours and burning 1200 calories.for some reason, im starting to get into one of my "depression spats"; maybe its because of the whole ED thing or that my friends have started to try to run my life. i am an adult and i dont need them breathing down my back about every little thing i do with my life. im sorry for the rant but i need to get it out. i am so upset about it and that i havent been able to lose any weight without regaining it back. i hope that by fasting all week i will be down at least 5 lbs or so; i will just have to stay strong and keep going to the gym everyday.
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[11 Apr 2005|01:23pm]

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crappy ] okay i accidentally wrote down the wrong aim sn, it is actually selflessmuse. anyways, i didnt start my fast until 1 in the morning because i felt the urge to binge on breakfast food. i feel so disgusting, i had three damn meals yesterday and i knew my body couldnt handle all that food because it started to hurt alot. i took some antacids and i feel better physically after going to the gym for 2 hours and burning 1200 calories.for some reason, im starting to get into one of my "depression spats"; maybe its because of the whole ED thing or that my friends have started to try to run my life. i am an adult and i dont need them breathing down my back about every little thing i do with my life. im sorry for the rant but i need to get it out. i am so upset about it and that i havent been able to lose any weight without regaining it back. i hope that by fasting all week i will be down at least 5 lbs or so; i will just have to stay strong and keep going to the gym everyday.

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	[10 Apr 2005\|06:31pm]
Just wanted to let you all know about my existence. Anyways, I hope this group provides some support for me because some other groups I have joined are a joke. Some girls can be bitches sometimes, maybe because its out of jealous or because the whole thing about anas and mias being irritable or something. Anyways here are my stats as follow:Age: 19 y/oHeight: 5 foot 4 inchesCW: 109 lbsHW: 120 lbsLW: 110 lbsGoal Weight: 95 lbsI don't have any pics yet cause I currently don't have my digital camera with me. I am fasting as well; from 8 tonight until 8 Friday night. Good luck with everything you guys!!! I am hoping to here from you guys soon!P.S. my aim is selfless_muse if you want to chat or support.
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[10 Apr 2005|06:31pm]

Just wanted to let you all know about my existence. Anyways, I hope this group provides some support for me because some other groups I have joined are a joke. Some girls can be bitches sometimes, maybe because its out of jealous or because the whole thing about anas and mias being irritable or something. Anyways here are my stats as follow:Age: 19 y/oHeight: 5 foot 4 inchesCW: 109 lbsHW: 120 lbsLW: 110 lbsGoal Weight: 95 lbsI don't have any pics yet cause I currently don't have my digital camera with me. I am fasting as well; from 8 tonight until 8 Friday night. Good luck with everything you guys!!! I am hoping to here from you guys soon!P.S. my aim is selfless_muse if you want to chat or support.

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	[09 Apr 2005\|06:38pm]
ok,well, Hello everyoneI guess Ill start things off?My name is Jasmine. Im 16My stats are5'7I weigh between 120 something to 130 somethingIm not in ana or mia mentallyby definition, ana is loss of apetitewhich is what I have. Id never die to be thin, bc if your dead you have no means of showing it offjust clarifying that here because I fucking hate when people comment telling me im a fake anahaha, I couldnt give two shits less what you think. thanks.I dont actually weigh myself bc I dont want to fall into depression..lol I honestly think I would.I have a LOOONG story of how it all works, if you would like to know just IM meaim:mysteryangel500but yes, I am an out of work model. I was with EliteIm going on a ten day fast, today marking day one. join if youd like. spread the community as well<3
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[09 Apr 2005|06:38pm]

ok,well, Hello everyoneI guess Ill start things off?My name is Jasmine. Im 16My stats are5'7I weigh between 120 something to 130 somethingIm not in ana or mia mentallyby definition, ana is loss of apetitewhich is what I have. Id never die to be thin, bc if your dead you have no means of showing it offjust clarifying that here because I fucking hate when people comment telling me im a fake anahaha, I couldnt give two shits less what you think. thanks.I dont actually weigh myself bc I dont want to fall into depression..lol I honestly think I would.I have a LOOONG story of how it all works, if you would like to know just IM meaim:mysteryangel500but yes, I am an out of work model. I was with EliteIm going on a ten day fast, today marking day one. join if youd like. spread the community as well<3

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