glitteredwings - Profile (original) (raw)
on 31 October 2002 (#759470)
these events are not the way they happen, but the way i perceive them.
judge if you will, but if you do, remember i have the same right to judge you.
there are always at least two sides to every story
what is contained within this journal is not me. it's about 10% of me. it's the bit of me that is lonely and miserable and tired. it is the bit of me that needs to be written down. it is the bit of me that emerges when i am alone and at my worst.
the remaining 90% of me doesn't need to be written down so it's not. it's the part of me that is happy, that knows it's luck in life, that feels good about itself. that bit of me doesn't need an oulet, so it rarely gets a show in this journal. also, that bit of me is usually off being more sociable.
if you can read this and still like me, you'll probably like me all the time because this is the worst part of me.
we were once young and blessed with wings, no heights could keep us from their reach, no sacred place we did not soar
my journal is friends only. i've had some issues with people i didn't want reading doing so whilst it was public and this was the way to stop that happening. i'm more than happy to add most people though, just leave me a message and let me know who you are.
i am me. not what you want to call me.
i like to be many things at any given moment. social identity theory; i have more than one identity, i'm fluid and changing. who i am is not who you think i would be from the look of me.
i like to be busy. i get bored easily. with myself, with others, with what i'm doing. i can fit more into my day than other people seem to manage, unfortunately what i do is more often than not completely unproductive.
i'm a being in motion.
i am singular and thats how i like it. as i said, i get bored easily.
i went red.
moments lost and time remains, i am so proud of what we were, no pain remains nor feeling, eternity awaits
i like: holding hands. innocence and experience. dancing till i drop. heartache. scars. round off flick to one flick to two back layout arabian hurdle handspring front layout free walkover. make up and break up. gangsta bitches. pimp hats. standing alone. sunset over the river thames. metal shoved through skin as a form of decoration. living inked pictures. unconventional beauty. head shavey. finding explanations for people. inquisitiveness. contemporary literature. works of art in all mediums. stories in picture form and written word. yakuza. religious conspiracy theories. the history of religions. remixes, reissues, cover versions. pinstripe and pretty. elegance and grace. bloodthirsty. anything that glows. shiny things. tight hugs from people i love.
deep down i'm very superficial
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