going nowhere's Journal (original) (raw)

| | Friday, October 14th, 2005 12:15 pm choruslines The lingering scent of gardenias indicates that Sarah has recently left the room. Good; I like it better this way. Soon the open window will dispel the gardenias into the hall, and I will miss them more than I miss her. (1 comment | comment on this) Tuesday, August 2nd, 2005 2:16 pm clothscarf A human heartA mind run by life Breaks a human heartIt's not that personalBut this heart is this life Always has, always will beWe fall to our knees At the cynical worldMay we disappear And never come of ageExistence doesn't need usExistence doesn't love us (comment on this) Saturday, July 23rd, 2005 9:59 pm clothscarf The good thing that came out of it all was when I was walking down singing 'Stray Cat Strut' to myself, but quietly. I passed by a random stranger - dressed in rags, squatting over the pavement, pen in one hand and a sortof notebook in the other like somekind of journalist - who noticed and smiled at me. I sortof looked over my shoulder to see him, still whispering the song, as his surprisingly handsome face seemed that I brightened up his day. (comment on this) Wednesday, July 13th, 2005 10:49 am - 'The Black Flags' clothscarf The Black Flag means: I do not belong to any side of the political system. I am a no-winger. I do more for myself - I actually make a difference in my own lifestyle, rather than leave it all to politicians who are hypocrites.You have no faith in the localsYou have no faith in your internet friendsYou have no faith in the political platter Everything you love gets laughed off by snobsSick of how the radio wants me to conformI ain't got no political wingGo in the booth Spoil your paper Show you have no faith in conforming to menBreak away from the party and start your own religion of thought.British people need to stop with the nationalist quips about their foreign neighbours and start making dreams reality for themselves. No TV show on Saturday night can do what you could do. (3 comments | comment on this) Tuesday, July 12th, 2005 2:11 pm - 'Milky Waif' clothscarf I don't need to introduce myself, but just so you know I'm new here. I'm an aspiring writer (in journalism and poetry). This piece of writing which I'll start with is an idea for a novel that I've been dreaming up...She had an incredibly tall, thin build like a sort of mannequin. Her complexion was equally stunning - pale with only a hint of colour and defined cheekbones. It was just as pale as her body, almost like milk. That's how she got the nickname Milky Waif (the 'Waif' part is meant to be ironic). But behind the skeletal shock of her appearance, you could somehow manage to find something healthy about it all. Really. One onlooker went up to her: "Hey, Milky Waif. How do you get such a beautiful body like yours?"Her stern reply, "How would you want to know?"Rumour has it she was born and raised in the high-scale part of Manhattan, as anyone could tell from her trendy, almost masculine accent. But she could've easily come from another planet. She too takes her dress sense from rock 'n' roll pastiche. Today she's going for the Brian Setzer look: old ripped jeans, a naturally distressed T-shirt with the sleeves ripped off, and her long hair is now tawny and worn in a quiff, highlighting her well-structured face. (comment on this) Monday, May 9th, 2005 11:02 pm choruslines it's been so long since i've been able to say "there is no sun in the sky, there is no love in this world, there is no me...without you." and i mean it. (comment on this) Wednesday, April 20th, 2005 2:11 pm - sitting behind this screen ripthepapers hi i'm just posting something i wrote hope you all like one way to live in the present my mind will and only captavate what i see as fate,as i discrimanate againist a race that is full of convience and hate greed that mates cause's rates to be placed like the rate of how much faith poeple have todayin one second i'll be please to lesson teach you a treat some would call it my blessing but understand it takes more then one man it takes more then god to pull humans by hand and this this kruption we live in will soon be more then a combustion it shall eat the minds of those that hide because being decreat won't aloud you to servive not here not there not in this life so as this human i will subsidecurrent mood: content (comment on this) Saturday, April 9th, 2005 10:44 pm - sunset in san deigo choruslines sirens scream through streets just barely lit.the red-faced sun bares itself honestly beyond the harbor.the city gives birth to the night. (1 comment | comment on this) Sunday, February 27th, 2005 9:57 am - the youth of America ephner Fiction faction fraction friends,High school hallway hustle.Tasteless tailored tacky trends,Manicures and muscle,Lazy lame loud lousy loutsIt’s cool to flout the rulesEach day becoming more and more The Generation of Fools. (comment on this) Monday, February 21st, 2005 9:06 pm - short transparent3y3s she quietly sat there in the cold rain waiting... for what?him...realizing that it was just like any other love story.she got up and walked away (comment on this) Monday, February 7th, 2005 11:47 am precum disillusioned by the sightslooking out of the window of my lifefeeling locked in a place i dont want to be intrying hard to find the excuse i needto break out of the shell i call homecant find a way out of this placebieng hurt all the time cant help me feeling you is breaking my heartthe heart i dont believe i wanthmmmm i just wrote that in five minutescurrent mood: Alive ... (4 comments | comment on this) Tuesday, January 18th, 2005 1:52 pm - hello all waterfluke Hey, I found your guy's community by chance and it's theme seems to fit a lot of whats been going on in my life so I thought I would join. I live in the endless sands of New Mexico where you can't seem to trust anyone and everyone seems to waste their time talking behind other peoples backs at the local diner. It's been an endless source of inspiration for lyrics but I havn't a place to put them. So I guess I'll subject you all to the latest one sine it seems fitting.In these diner seatspeople talk away their empty livesand walk these empty streetswasting away to empty lies but few take time to question whywhat is life, devoid of goalsliving our livesinside of holesWhat is successwith this worlds a messwhen it is all said and donein the end it's all uselessI Feel like I'm going nowherebut where is somewherewho left will still be therewhen my time comes to leave hereand who will sing my songof all my battles wonlegacy left to noneI live the legacy of oneThe final question whyI ask before my timeis uptime to goburied in my holetucked away where no one knowsthe life I've livedthe people I've lovedall faded awayour names in stone carvedRunning in circlesborrowing timeliving liesno time to unwindbreathing smogand drinking slimebegging penniesand stealing dimesthis is the lifesweet life of mineFeel like I'm going nowherebut where is somewherewho left will still be therewhen my time comes to leave hereand who will sing my songof all my battles wonlegacy left to noneI live the lowly legacy of one (comment on this) Monday, December 27th, 2004 11:20 am Sunday, November 7th, 2004 8:21 pm pikesforsinging And regarding us us it is special. It is soft, white ground. The today in all place which it gets saltily inside; The wind and our surface of that which you do feel, it this they seize. (comment on this) Saturday, October 30th, 2004 2:38 pm - hello in your face dearestsuitcase well i just taught i would join this community. i come up with random lyrics all the time. so i think this would be a good place for me.i hope its not dead.blanka bianka.current mood: confused (comment on this) Wednesday, September 22nd, 2004 2:57 am - I'm on the last straw chillicheese22 Lately I've been feeling out of place. I'm back to where I fucking started, and I don't know how much more I can take, but I'm hanging in there. This is what I wrote recently after smoking a blunt with some friends...... Here I lay peace-full in my dwelling I hear a knocking on my bedroom door and a tapping on my window sill Its neurosis coming to take me on another ride I don't know where it will take me or what I might find Will it be a loss I can barely handle? Or will it be a setback that will push me back to the beginning? Whatever it is lets hope this crash isn't so damaging Sometimes I'm tricked allured into the mess It acts like an anchor I've longed for after many false hopes It keeps me up at night it steals my youth it makes me drink it makes me puke It consumes my thoughts it hurts my heart It steals broken pieces I have yet not mended and finds more doubts I have set off to sea and pulls them to shorecurrent mood: depressed (comment on this) 2:57 am - I'm on the last straw chillicheese22 Lately I've been feeling out of place. I'm back to where I fucking started, and I don't know how much more I can take, but I'm hanging in there. This is what I wrote recently after smoking a blunt with some friends...... Here I lay peace-full in my dwelling I hear a knocking on my bedroom door and a tapping on my window sill Its neurosis coming to take me on another ride I don't know where it will take me or what I might find Will it be a loss I can barely handle? Or will it be a setback that will push me back to the beginning? Whatever it is lets hope this crash isn't so damaging Sometimes I'm tricked allured into the mess It acts like an anchor I've longed for after many false hopes It keeps me up at night it steals my youth it make me drink it make me puke It consumes my thoughts it hurts my heart It steals broken pieces I have yet not mended and finds more doubts I have set off to sea and pulls them to shorecurrent mood: depressed (comment on this) Thursday, July 22nd, 2004 4:31 pm - Hola thebosco Name: BoscoAge: 22Location: Detroit, MiStatus: SingleJob: Satellite Dish InstallationFavorite book: Schroedinger's Cat by Robert Anton WilsonCurrently reading: Killing Molly by Eric Novack (it's a really great book by a detroit local. Not the type of thing you'll find at amazon.com, but I highly recommend it. You can buy it off of his web page at http://www.elitistpublications.com If you pick it up, let me know what you think.)SUPPORT INDEPENDENT AUTHORS!!Also Reading: Mathematics and the Imagination (a book from the 40s about weird math problems) (comment on this) Saturday, July 3rd, 2004 12:37 pm mustachetv No one ever writes in here ever. Kind of sad.Last night I was just kind of laying in bed and I started thinking, and I grabbed a pen and paper and scribbled this down real fast. It may not be the greatest, but I kind of like it.---so set the stagefor this ruined playwhere i'll be backstabbedand you'll be two-facedand with your two lips you'll part and speakthose four brutal words i always knew were coming to meistillhateyou. (2 comments | comment on this) Sunday, May 9th, 2004 12:36 am - "My name is Chakira, and I'm going nowhere." "Hi, Chakira." astarweptforme Well here I am. Not expecting much of a warm welcome considering this community was last updated ten months ago, but I'll join anyway cause I've been going nowhere for a long time and this seems perfect. Maybe I can grab some friends to join, too, and maybe this place won't be such a reflection of it's name.-chakira. current mood: curious (comment on this) | | 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