me? trigger..? (original) (raw)
| me? trigger..? | [Dec. 10th, 2004|11:57 am]Bolt HE board regulars |
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   [**mood** | disappointed]...so...I have caught myself lately feeling for bones.* : (that's not like me.I notice that I'm resting my hands on my hips, but not just resting them...squeezing to feel the knobs of my hip (pelvic)bones. (<<yeah, they're under there. *ha!*) And when I lie down in bed, my hands are sliding up by my solar plexus feeling for ribs. And when I'm in the shower feeling my shoulders and clavicles when I wash. What's my deal? I need to knock that shit off. |
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| Your right B, you do need to knock that shit off. I know you better than that honey - don't let it consume you. Next time you find yourself doing it chew on some soap or do something equally nasty - aversion therapy or whatever!It doesn't matter what size you are it won't change your self acceptance. thanks Lis...it is so odd how behavior like that can creep up. ugh! Thanks for reading that. I felt really weird to realize what I was doing...soap! *haha!* |