An LJ update (original) (raw)

Okay so I really use LJ only for music communities. I was trying to like update it regularly but that didn't work out either. I'm trying to use MySpace for it but I know in like another week I won't update it for another..year or so.

ANYWAY,

I can't stay out of the doctors' offices :'( The Winthrop Nurse Practitioner's trying to scare me to death with the word "cancer" but you know that's just the "worse case sceneario." But no worries, I think she just likes to scare me. I can't go to the doctor yet either ($$$$$$$) to check that one out. I did go to Dr. McMeekin about two weeks ago though. I like him he's funny, and always make me conscious of my anxiety habits ("You're clasping you jaw again." "Your feet don't like being still huh?" "You know, you can use a file instead of biting your nails.") I'm getting more comfortable sitting in that chair and him tell me whats all wrong with me. Hate it when he asks "So why did you do it?" I dunno. Then I clinch my jaw. And then bite my nails. And move around in my seat. Then twirl my hair. And look around. But anyway, I have one more prescription (makes three from him alone now) of which I only have one filled because I'm broke and it was somewhat cheap (15). one though, is 325 a month!!! And that's the one I'm really REALLY suppose to be on. I have 3 sample kits, but I'm on my last one and my dosage is going up to 100mg so its going quick. So yeah, who's got 325 bucks for me in aboutt 14 days? Thanks.

I kept going to Wally last week with Ashten and Katie. They both still live on campus (roomates) and they have a kitten, Mikko. Such a demon child though. So cute. And we sneaked him in and out for him to get his shots. He's scratched my hand all up.

Yeah anyway I'm doing "schoolwork" Ha. I really need to get back to it though.