I'm sad to see this community not active (original) (raw)
August 19 2008, 11:58
Hello everyone!
Hi, I know this is a community for Healers, and most people talk about their revelations and things they are doing to help others, and I am also a Healer myself, and have been since 1996; however, right now I need support.
I was raped 3 years ago and the energy of it is finally starting to really surface and beg me to release it. I can feel it in every part of my energy body --- because my energy body is stagnant, it is hard to connect to my heart except when I do yoga, get a breathwork session, meditate (it's hard to meditate since it happened too). I started reading Pistis Sophia again and connecting to the energy of light and that has helped a lot. I have been reading books on childhood abuse to connect to that part of me that still needs to heal, but moving the energy is the best thing I can do.
I plan to do a private breathwork session for myself and by myself here in my apartment. I offer this technique to others and know the powers of it, but me, now, it is hard to do....I wish I had someone who could come over and help release it for me, to help push me to keep going, so I didn't quit before it actually helped. I have cd's, and that helps, but times like this I just want to crawl into bed, and let myself cry, but the energy isn't moving to even cry. It's there, waiting.....but I can't get it out. I want to get it out and move on with this.
I was just writing to reach out...to possibly, maybe hear some encouragement.
If anyone is here, can we please bring this community back to life? The reason it is here is really important for all of us!!!!!