I dream of the first kiss and who'll make the first move. (original) (raw)

Emily Friday
i_am_extracted
2006-01-21 05:41:00

Fuck. *Slams head onto desk* Fuck. *Slams head onto desk*
Fuck. *Slams head onto desk* Fuck. *Slams head onto desk*
Fuck. *Slams head onto desk* Fuck. *Slams head onto desk*
Fuck. *Slams head onto desk* Fuck. *Slams head onto desk*
Fuck. *Slams head onto desk* Fuck. *Slams head onto desk*
Fuck. *Slams head onto desk* Fuck. *Slams head onto desk*
Fuck. *Slams head onto desk* Fuck. *Slams head onto desk*
Fuck. *Slams head onto desk* Fuck. *Slams head onto desk*
Fuck. *Slams head onto desk* Fuck. *Slams head onto desk*

I hate my love life. Hate hate hate it.

My blood vessels are breaking.

It hurts to hold back, so hold me or I might crack. I'm gasoline, you're the match. I'm not sure if we could handle that. It might explode. Could be a mess. I say we take the chance.

William, I need you to do me favor whenever you're done thinking about life's meaning or whatever it is you smart people do in your spare time.

• Oh god.

Aren't I just a lucky little shit. Today I was talking to Matt on the phone trying to make plans to see him. My sister Amanda was willing to help.…

• Mushiness.

Bobby, Natalie, Matt, William, and Michael: I adore you guys. I forgot Amanda. And no, I'm not just saying that to suck up. I really do adore you,…

• LAAAAAAA

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY TO AMANDA. Everyone is growing up. I feel so so so young. Like everyone is old except for me and Natalie. Natalie, call me…