junioranorexics (original) (raw)
I'm going to make this entry public so non-members can read this too.
"By November, you wish you were dead.
You want nothing more. Every day, every fucking day, you run up the steps of the house, breathing hard, swing open the cupboards, thinking: You pitiful little bitch. Fucking cow. Greedy pig. All day, your stomach pinches and spits up its bile. You sway when you walk. You begin to get cold again.
You begin to forget what it means to live. You forget things. You forget that you used to feel all right. You forget what it means to feel all right because you feel like shit all the time, and you can’t remember what it was like before.
People take the feeling of full for granted. They take for granted the feeling of steadiness, of hands that do not shake, heads that do not ache, throats not raw with bile and small rips of fingernails forced to haste to the gag spot. Stomachs that do not begin to wake up in the night, calves and thighs knotting in muscles that are beginning to eat away at themselves. They may or may not be awakened at night by their own inexplicable sobs.
And you stand, for the rest of your life, with one foot in this world and one in another, where everything is upside down and backward and sad."
— Marya Hornbacher (Wasted)
Hey Girls, could you do me a favour?
To whoever's reading this, please, take four minutes out of your day and watch this. This guy is A M A Z I N G.
The 2:58 point is when he talks about Eating Disorders.
10 November 2009 @ 07:57 pm
Caution!
The following video is tiggering !
I was not able to place it under a cut.
This post has been made public.
This video shows a snippet
of the reality of eating disorders.
Please do not let it get this serious.
If you think you need help.
Tell someone.
22 August 2009 @ 11:57 pm
Hello Everyone!
I hope we are all doing well :)
I'm just posting to let you know that the new community: ja_complaints is up and running:
http://community.livejournal.com/ja_complaints/
This community stems from JA and is for non-members and members of JA to use to post their feedback, complaints, questions about JA and appeals against bans/declines of membership.
Myself and Mia are hoping that this will help to improve JA and make it a better support community.
And don't forget the community e-mail if you have any questions, are worried about anything or just fancy a chat ;)
Much love,
xxx ~Danielle~ xxx
-JA Maintainer-
19 August 2009 @ 02:49 am
Hello Everyone!
Just to let you know, we have now got a new e-mail up and running specifically for helping to make JA even better!
The address is:
-This e-mail can be used by members and non-members with any questions, concerns, comments or complaints.
- All mods will have access to this e-mail account to maximise the efficiency of JA
- We will try to reply to all e-mails as quickly as possible but please be patient!
Hope everyone is having a lovely day/night!
Stay strong and more importantly,
SAFE!
Love you all!
xxx ~Danielle~ xxx -maintainer of JA-
I think you should all watch this.
when i fast, it doesn't make me happy
i just feel like i've let everyone down by not getting better
no way do i really have an eating disorder
because i don't want this
but it's just too hard to recover
hey wisher_33, what are we doing for the 1st,
2,4,6,8 or ana boot camp?
ily all xxxxxxxx
I feel amazing today, yesterday I had 350cals...
My lowest all month!
Aiming for 250 today so I'll look my greatest when I see Adam =]
Finally In Controll
Stay Strong Lovelies x
Proper entry time.
Hello lovelies,
How've you all been doing?
I'm sorry my contact's been very sporadic...
I love you all so so so so so so so <insert 325318789 more so's> much and I could never live without you.
Not that I will 'cause you're here to stay =D
Just wanted you to know that you're utterly amazingly gorgeous and anyone who says otherwise can go f**k themselves.. Or answer to me.. That may be worse =P
I'm here if anyone wants to talk =D I practically live on MSN ... so yeah, just ask if you want my addy.
Take care, stay safe, stay strong, and don't give up. You're perfect even if you don't see it.
Oh and and and and and and I think you should all listen to Beautiful by Christina Aguilera.. =]
Current Mood: fake happy...
I'm feeling strong today, girls.
2 days till prom.
I'm weighing myself at my boyfriends house, I hope to god I'm 97lbs. If I'm 97lbs then I'm on track for 95lbs on Thursday.
Nothing else much to update on, although I'm feeling pretty weak.
Also, haven't binged in nearly a week, I'd say I'm quite proud of myself.
Have a good day!
Remember
you are strong
you are beautiful
you are thin
you are perfect
stay strong
Laura <3x