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June 28th, 2006

How do I change the background to my own custom made background? Question is aimed mostly at Nikki, cause she always seems to have the most interesting backgrounds:P

April 24th, 2006

Anger, resentmeant, tears and pain
This is all that yelling has to gain.
Questioning, fearing, wondering why?
How easy it is for you to make me cry.
Worry, anxiety, pain and fright,
Feelings that hit me in the night.
Why do you yell such hateful words?
The feelings that come are so absurd.
I try so hard to do what's right.
Please don't yell throughout the night.

Yes I'm being emo today.

January 23rd, 2006

Your Brain's Pattern
You have a dreamy mind, full of fancy and fantasy.You have the ability to stay forever entertained with your thoughts.People may say you're hard to read, but that's because you're so internally focused.But when you do share what you're thinking, people are impressed with your imagination.
Your Personality Profile
You are dependable, popular, and observant.Deep and thoughtful, you are prone to moodiness.In fact, your emotions tend to influence everything you do.You are unique, creative, and expressive.You don't mind waving your freak flag every once and a while.And lucky for you, most people find your weird ways charming!

June 26th, 2005

THE WISDOM OF FIRST GRADERS
A first grade teacher had twenty-five students in her class and she presented each child in her class the first half of a well known proverb
and asked them to come up with the remainder of the proverb. It's hard to
believe these were actually done by first graders. Their insight may
surprise you. While reading these keep in mind that these are first
graders, 6-year-olds, because the last one is classic!

1. Don't change horses..........................until they stop
running.

2. Strike while the.......................................bug is close.

3. It's always darkest before.....................Daylight Saving Time.

4. Never underestimate the power of ........termites.

5. You can lead a horse to water but .........how?

6. Don't bite the hand that .......................looks dirty.

7. No newsis................................................impossible.

8. A miss is as good as a............................ Mr.

9. You can't teach an old dog new ..............math.

10. If you lie down with dogs, you'll ........stink in the morning.

11. Love all, trust.................................. me.

12. The pen is mightier than the ..................pigs.

13. An idle mindis...............................the best way to relax.

14. Where there's smoke there's ...............pollution.

15. Happy the bride who..........................gets all the presents.

16. A penny saved is ..............................not much.

17. Two's company, three's ......................the Musketeers.

18. Don't put off till tomorrow what .......... you put on to go to bed.

19. Laugh and the whole world laughs with you, cry and .......you have to
blow your nose.

20. There are none so blind as ..................Stevie Wonder.

21. Children should be seen and not .........spanked or grounded.

22. If at first you don't succeed................... get new batteries.

23. You get out of something only what you .......see in the picture on
the box.

24. When the blind lead the blind ................get out of the way.

The WINNER and last one...
25. Better late than.................................pregnant.

May 7th, 2005

WOW! It's been a long time since I last posted. I guess it's because I have been fairly busy.

I had a sleepover with Heather I last weekend, and I also volunteered at a competion. I have been working a lot and I have also spent a lot of time with Steve. I went Bowling the other night and met another couple there. I lost brutelly but whatever.

I also been out to dinner, shopping, I bought mom's Mother's Day gift.

I also went and got my G-1 today! OMG! lol! I'm so afraid of driving! lol and now I have to take road lessions. SCARY!

Jocelyn got a job at cineplex! YAY! Now that Steve is leaving for the summer, I'm glad my best friend is going to be there. Cause it will make work more bareable.

Anyway I better go cause I have to teach in the morning!

April 26th, 2005

Today is my birthday. I am now 19.

For my birthday I spent the afternoon and evening with Steve. We went to Tuckers Marketplace for dinner. It was good. I got my meal for free because it is my birthday.

For my Birthday I got: From Mom and Dad: The Best of Chris Farley (the DVD), A white top, a blue skirt, yello sandals and a bikini.

From Kelly: a Sun Dress

From Scott: Jube Jubes, A top.

From Steve: Celtic Knot Silver Earrings, A little kitten with a pink rose figurine, Ladder 49, PRE-ORDERED HARRY POTTER, Terry's Chocolate Orange

From Pauline and Hal: A Pink Purse and a really cute cookie.

I didn't go clubbing tonight, so that is post-poned. I will be having a sleepover in May. All my guests better show up... Please:)

I will be going to the Movie Palace tomorrow for FREE! YIPPEE!

Anyway I just wanted to annouce my birthday and what I did.

Thanks to all who wished me a Happy Birthday and for all the wonderful presents.

Love Justine

April 17th, 2005

I went to the baby shower today and omg little Jack is sooooo cute, he was in little kilt and was just adorable.

Yesterday I spent the day with Steve, it was fun, we went to the beach and had ice cream, just like our first date 10months ago. We rented Finding Neverland, which was a great movie, I really enjoyed it.

I'm waiting anxiously for my final grades. I got 35/45 on my PTC exam. And for Advanced programming I got 19/20, and 21/25 on our programming chart, and circle presentation assignment.

I am anxiously waiting for my birthday. It's coming fast, and I'm super excited. It's 9 days away.

I'm going to visit my grandparents this weekend with Steve, it should be nice.

ALSO FOR MY FRIENDS WHO LIVE IN MY HOMETOWN AND ARE 19 AND OVER, IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO GO ON A TRIP TO CASINO RAMA FOR 20 DOLLARS, (includes transportation there and back and an all you can eat buffet), LET ME KNOW THROUGH E-MAIL, PHONE OR IN PERSON. This will help my dance groups travel fund. Thanks.

Anyway I have to go to work soon, so I better go.

Love, Justine

April 12th, 2005

Well today was quite eventful, full of various emotions and various activities. As you can see from my subject line there are three characteristics that pretty much explain my day.

For relief, I an relieved to have finished my exam and the semester. Which I think is great, I tried very hard this semester and I think I deserve whatever marks I receive. This also falls under freedom.

Also under the category of relief is mending an old friendship with also falls under forgiveness. Personally I think that there is nothing greater then friendship and when you fix one that you thought was broken... well that makes it all that much better.

Although this is a short entry I just wanted to state this events. Also I volunteered tonight and my dancers did an excellent performance, Good job Justine, Melody and Andrea! (Even though they won't see this entry.)

Ok I'm done,

Love Justine

April 11th, 2005

I did my first final today and I must say it went extremely well.

I studied for hours this weekend. For those who knew me in highschool or even before that... can you honestly picture me studying? I mean like actually studying. Like writing study notes, actually creating a review AND completing it, and re-reading readings from the text! lol!

I find it amazing how much my study habits have improved in just one year. I have to study for one more exam then I'm done. At least until the end of June.

I'm in for a busy day tomorrow, and I'm not quite sure what to expect tomorrow. First I have an exam in a class that I have difficulty with at 9am. After that I'm meeting an old friend, and that has me all nervous, anxious and kind of excited. I don't know what to expect. After that I'm going to do my volunteering, which I just love doing. I'm helping out at an elementary school. They're putting on an opera. It should be fun. So tomorrow is going to be filled with a lot of surprises? Or emotions? I'm not entirely sure.

I was invited to my first baby shower, it is being held on Sunday. So I'm looking forward to that. I bought the cutest little outfit and some photo albums. I hope Amie and her new son Jack like it.

My mom's Birthday is on Thursday. Should be fun. My birthday is also coming up. So I'm looking forward to having a good time. I'm going clubbing on my birthday, but I don't want to get smashed because honestly I'd like to remember my night and I don't like puking. And I just like dancing:)

Anyway that's all I have to say.

Love, Justine

April 5th, 2005

So yea the end of the semester is near and with that comes the glory of studying for finals. Which are like worth 30-50% of your final grade. Always fun stuff. But with end of the semester comes free time and of course the glorious day of which I was born. lol! Just kidding. I'm just a tiny bit excited for my birthday. I'll finally be 19 just like my college friends, I swear being the youngest friend sucks. Because I can't hang out with my buddins when they go out:(. But that will all change come the end of April! Wooters!

So in other news I finished my presentation early Monday morning along with my trusty partner Jocelyn. I say it went fairly well. I impressed myself! lol! I've grown to be quite the presenter! Jocelyn is awesome too:P

So I went shopping today to buy some tops for with my giftcard, It was fun. But I'm not allowed to spend anymore because well my birthday is coming up so I can't buy anything. Just incase mom or Steve or someone buys it for me. And I'm trying to save for my trip to Bermuda in October! I already have some money saved for Nova Scotia.

I am really, and I mean really looking forward to next year. I will be graduating and starting a career and maybe even get to move out! I'll be traveling to many places like Floridia and France. So yea, dancing is really starting to pay off.And I'm not going to come back with a boyfriend. I'm happy with the one I got.

Which by the way is getting close to our 10 months! Wow time really flys! Although one thing is worrying me about college coming to an end next year. Because I may loose touch with the great friends I just found this year. And that makes me upset. I certainly hope not to loose Jocelyn or Renee. Because they are my best friends at school. And I certainly don't want to loose touch with Heather:P My future bridesmaid because she's known me forever.

God this is getting kind of long but I really just wanted to write about anything. It doesn't have to make sense or be in an order. I just felt like writing about random things.

Well I'm off to bed.

Goodnight and it's 21 days til I'm 19! Hooray!

March 30th, 2005

First I would like to wish Steve a Happy 21st birthday and all the best. I would also like to wish Karen in advance a Happy Birthday as her birthday is on Thursday.

Secondly, plans for Thursday have been canceled due to some friends dropping out (you all suck:P) But there is always next time.

Well March 29th was ok, I went to class was bored out of my mind, it would help if this professor knew how to teach... but whatever. Anyway I went home and did some laundry. So that was exciting.

Anyway I pretty much hung out with Steve all afternoon, and pissed some people off on "FRED" because people don't know how to take a joke. But whatever.

Anyway that's my post for the day.

Bye!
Love Justine

March 28th, 2005

Ok so on to new news. Today I went or my meeting with my mentor at school. It's part of her assignment, so I agreed to be her mentor student thingy. So pretty much we chat and she reflexs upon it. It was our last meeting. So it was nice that she offered to help me next year if I need it.

So after that meeting I went to Jocelyn's house because we had to finish our assignment. We finally finished and now it is out of our way. So we hung out for a bit. And I went home at about 5:45. Steve came over for a quick visit, but to my disappointment I couldn't come over because he had stuff to do. So I was a little disappointed.

I went to Walmart with my Mom and sister tonight as well just to pick up a few things. So it was nice just to hang out with my mom and sister for a bit.

My life at the moment has been rather uneventful, particularly boring. I have WAY to much spare time and I hardly know what to do with it. I find myself thinking in depth about things I shouldn't and end up jumping to wrong conclusions. Me thinks that I may PMS this month. lol. It's been awhile. (I don't normally PMS) But I have worried about a lot of things lately and I don't particularily know why. Although at least I haven't been very snippy or edgy. Which is good. Because I can be VERY hurtful when snippy and edgy.

My advice to my friends... beware in a week or so, because I will more then likely PMS and be BITCHY:P

Well anyway I think I may play some sims. Which is always a mood booster for me. *SMILES*

Bye

Well to start the day off I woke up and had to clean, cause we were having company, so I cleaned all morning and afternoon. (Fun stuff... Right?) So yea I cleaned. Then I had to go to work. So yea it was an awesome Easter! lol!

Anyway work wasn't so bad, and mom even brought me a plate of turkey dinner for my break. Awww I love my mom so much. It was even all heated up and she had ice cream and apple pie in a seperate tupperware for me. As soon as I got home I called Steve. We talked from like 10:45-12:15. lol. God I love him:)

I look forward to seeing him tomorrow, if I can. Depends when Joce and I finish our assignment. But we have hours to do that.

I played sims a bit, my parents dies and my parent in law died too. But they were great grandparents so it was going to happen. (the deaths aren't real life lol)

So yea I out of things to type. So nighty night.

March 27th, 2005

Well I'm rather excited for this week. Not only do I get a little present to tide me over until my glorious birthday, I also get to celebrate Steve's birthday and have a kick ass day with my buds the day after. We're all seeing Monty Python! Woo!

So for easter, I got some candies from mom and dad along with a 85 dollar gift certificate for American Eagle. I have yet to find out what Steve has got me. We decided on a 10 dollar limit. So it's probably candy:). But Candy is good:)

Welcome back to Nikki, who is back from New Foundland. Speaking of eastern Canada. I'm REALLY looking forward to JULY! Because not only will it be nice weather *knock on wood* but I will be in Nova Scotia. And I'll get to swim in an ocean for the first time in my life:) But to make July even better HARRY POTTER 6 is coming out! *jumps up and down with crazy excitement* Yes I am a total nerd.

I saw Robots on Thursday, it is a really cute movie, just adorable:) At least I enjoyed it, and that's saying something considering I have become a slight movie critic.

I had two box shifts in a row at work which is fabulous and I must say my new glasses make me look rather sophisticated but sexy at the same time. Although I prefer contacts. Saturday is my glasses day:). I choose it myself. But I'm wearing them a lot this week to show them off. Hey I'm proud of my cool glasses (for now)

Well Karen's birthday is coming up too, but unfortunately I can't celebrate it with her cuz I'm one month too young:( Damn 18 year of age:P

I think when I'm done the semester, I may have a wee sleep over with my buddins. Probably Heather, Erica, Jocelyn and Renee. I really want Heather and Erica to meet Jocelyn and Renee, and vise versa.

I taught my students (saturday morning), it was fun, their dancing is really coming along nicely, I look forward to seeing them next year again.

I have noticed I have taken a liking to write random information on these journals. But really not many people read them.

Anyway felt like posting and wishing all my buddies a Happy Easter or Happy Long Weekend (Not to offend anyone)

By the way I'm glad the weather has finally decided to be nice for now:)

March 23rd, 2005

I totally hate Canadian weather, it sucks so much. Like honestly it's spring now, is there really a need for more shitty snow to come. Honestly. The weather here is fucked. Like not only does it have to snow mid way through fall, it has to last through our longest season (winter) and fall into Early Spring. God I hate snow. Yesterday was such a nice warm day. Why did it have to be ruined today with another snow fall.

My evening plans were ruined because of the stupid road conditions and that totally sucks. So had to reschedule my plans. I can't wait until NORMAL spring weather takes place, where it is not to hot and not to cold. Where the weather is just right. That better happen soon, or I'm going to freak.

Ok done lashing out on this journal.

Well tomorrow and Friday are looking better, unless more fucking snow has to fall. (Last Lash, I promise)

Anyway I'm still looking forward to next week. I can't wait and it's almost April *does little happy dance* Almost 19:)

Ok I'm done, just felt like typing up my frustrations on the totally fucked Canada weather:)

March 22nd, 2005

Today I had no class because my 9am class was canceled. Thank god I checked my "Fred" Messages before bed, or else I would have got up for nothing:P.

Anyway I spent the whole afternoon with Steve, it was great to have some alone time with him. We still don't see much of each other because of work and school. So it was nice. Tomorrow I am seeing Robots with him and pretty much hang out with him.

I am going for Brunch tomorrow with Louy, then I'm going to watch the Bridge Building Contest at Mohawk, Because Louy entered it and there's FREE FOOD! I'm so totally there. The food word got me.

My diets not working *sign*, there are to many good things to eat. So I plan on running in the afternoons from now until Fall. So that should help loose some calories.

On March 31st, I'm seeing Monty Python: the Holy Grail with some buds of mine and Steve *cheers* it should be fun. I'm going with Steve, Jocelyn, Renee, Adam, Louy and Aaron. (Renee might not come and she may bring a friend if she comes).

I'm looking forward to next month. Because Next month is my 19th BIRTHDAY!!!! Woot! I'm so excited. I'll be going out for dinner probably and then go out to some clubs with Steve, Jocelyn, Adam, Renee, and Amy. So that should be fun:)

I might have a smaller party for my other friends that cannot go to clubs just yet. It will probably be a sleepover with Heather and Erica, because they are my highschool buddins:)

So anyway I'm rather hyper. Bit odd because nothing eventful has happened. Well I don't have class until next Tuesday, Because both of Monday classes have been canceled next week.

I've been working on a rather large assignment with Jocelyn, but that's ok because it's fun to work with her. We work well together and we study well together too.

Well this was also yet another random message, with no real meaning but that's why my journal is called Justine's random bullshit.

*BTW does that mood icon look like it's humping that or jumping, lol!*

March 16th, 2005

Holla! Steve, Jocelyn, Renee, Heather, Erica, Aaron, Justine, Nikki, Jess and Kim!

Well this morning I went to the eye doctors, It's been 2 years since I've been and my eyes only decreased by half a unit! My eyes are finally going to be stable soon (meaning my eyes will stop decreasing in vision) I will be getting new glasses soon, and I'm kinda looking forward to it because I havn't worn glasses in a long long time. I'll only be wearing them once a week though, so my blood doesn't collect in my cornea. So that's a bit of random info about my eyes.

I'm going out with Steve tonight, I'm excited because we've only really got to see each other at work lately. So It will be nice to have a night to ourselves. I'm not sure what we're going to do tonight, but I just want to see him. You know relax with him, like even if we do nothing, as long as we're doing nothing together. (anyway enough of that mussy stuff)

I am teaching Highland at a March Break Camp at Mohawk College tomorrow. Kind of exciting, Because I love kids and working with them is fun. It will only be an hour though.

The semester is nearly finished (hurrah!), which is both good and bad, because I have a lot of assignments to do for Paul's class. But I will be free until July!

I am currently totally addicted to an arcade game at the moment (for the first time ever), Dance Dance Revolution. It's eating my money away, but it's soooooo much fun. I love it and I'm pretty good at it too.

I bought the Incredibles yesterday with my gift certificate I received 2 years ago and found while cleaning my room. Good thing it didn't have an exp date. Because it was worth 20 dollars.

I'm looking forward to spring *does a little dance*. Spring means warm weather and warm weather means I can wear my spring/summer wardrobe! *cheers* Also my birthday is quickly approaching. I can't wait. Steve's 21st birthday is coming up even sooner and I am having one hell of a time trying to figure out what to get him for his birthday. His Birthday is March 30th.

I have also been addicted to Sims 2 University, I love playing Sims. I have like 2nd, 3rd generation families now! I have been playing for a few months now. I can't wait for the next expansion pack which comes out sometime in the fall.

We have hired a few new people at work, Chantel, Gabriela, Sarah, and Vincent. I like them all but people are being rather hard on them, like behind their backs. But you know we were all new once to, it's a shame that we don't give them much of a break. Anyway I love them all, they are all so friendly. (Bit off topic... if there was a topic)

You know... maybe I'll go shopping with steve, there's a new 80's dance CD I want sooooo bad. By the way if any of my friends, have Dance Mix 95, I'm willing to buy it, if it's in good condition, CD required not the tape.

Anyway I have run out of ramblings, so I shall let you go. Have an awesome days peeps!

March 14th, 2005

Well today a miracle happened!

You'll never believe it... I was... ON TIME... for Paul's class! lol I'm normally 20minutes late every week. Cause I'm to effin' lazy to crawl out of my bed.

Anyway Paul's class was boring as usual, and I have so many assignments to complete in his class. 3 big major ones that are due all on the same day April 4th which is 3weeks from now.

So after Paul's class I went home, cause I had a 3 hour break. So I pretty much slept and I was late for Shirley's class. But only an a little late. So I sat with Renee, Jocelyn and Adam, my ECE click. Woot!

So we kinda got bored about talking about crisis of parents and children. So Renee had the brilliant idea to pass a paper around to each of us one at a time. Where we write a blurb of a story, and then add to it. Well the story ended up being all weird and twisted, but it was funny. I don't know who ended up with it. It wasn't me though.

Anyway that was pretty much my day at school.

March 12th, 2005

Well I was just doing a spyware scan when I thought to myself... hmm... maybe I should update my journal again. Seeing as though so many people read my entries:P.

Anyway I went to work today but I got sent home. Probably because I had no voice and looked like crap. Haha, I still went to work, I need money. But anyway I still had to go ome after doing half of my shift.

so I went home and had a nice hot bath. Which is always nice and relaxing, at least until your effin' siblings start banging on the bathroom door yelling, "Hurry up!" "I need to have a shower" etc, etc. It's funny everyone needs to have a shower as soon as I get in the bath.

Well I finished my bath and thought. Now what am I going to do. I'm sick so I can't go out. Steve's at work, and nothing is good on TV. So I decided to play Sims 2 university for a few hours. Then I got bored and well here I am:P

So got one of my mid terms back. Child Development. I'm rather pleased with what I got considering the circumstances. I got exactly 70%. But considering I was super stressed about my placement problem, while studying and taking the mid term. I would say I did fairly well. And I will do even better on the next one. Cause I won't be so stressed.

I did my volunteer work today, even though I was sick, lol. I am choreographing a dance at an elementary school for the opera club there. It's going well but the kids I'm working with talk a lot. So today I was like I'm not going to talk over you. You can either dance or we can end now. They stayed and danced. Which was good. I was glad I didn't have to talk over them so much.

Anyway I realized this will be my first year without a March Break. Haha, it doesn't matter much though. Because I dropped placement I only go to the college two times a week. Two classes on Monday, one on Tues. I go to my first class on Monday from 8-11am then I go home (I live real close) I return back for 2-5pm. And for Tuesday I'm there 9am-12pm. So I pretty much get a March break. At least compared to my friends my age.

But I won't be using it as a break. I will be volunteering and working. Which is ok for me. It allows me to move and to loose some of my college fat. (BTW don't anyone tell me I'm not fat, because I'm not saying I am. I just want to loose the 10lbs I gained from eating junk in college, that's all)

Anyway I figured I'd update for anyone who cares.

Have a great day, and March Break for those who have it:P

March 10th, 2005

Well let's begin with the most recent, I have an awful cold right now, which has now taken my voice along with my sense of taste and smell. God I hate colds. But yea this is only a little thing that is bothering me physically.

Well here's the BIG thing. It may not seem big to all of you but it is to me. You see for the past month I have been stressing myself out about my placement setting.

I've lost sleep A LOT of sleep. You see I would be exhausted but I would worry so much about placement that I wouldn't fall asleep until 3:30-4am. Then wake up only to feel exhausted and nervous. The stress of my placement made me feel sick to my stomach. Hell I wouldn't even sing on my way to school (I sing to my walkman, because I'm a happy carefree type person normally). Me not singing is kinda scary cuz I sing even when I'm sick. Even if I'm not a great singer.

Well anyway I talked to Kate on Monday. (Kate is my professor in charge of placement.) So we dicussed my "situtation". Considering my situtation was unpassable. (Like grade 10 math bad.)

So I was like well I'm going to continue going and then make it up in the summer.

She's like well you could do that if you want a fail on your record.

So I was oh.

Then she to me to drop the placement and do it in the summer. That way I won't have a fail on my records. So I guess that is ok.

Except I have to go to school in July. But whatever. At least I can go to class with my friends next semester. So Yea. The problem was solved but still. I'm not the happiest person in the world because I tried SO HARD in Placement and it got me nowhere. So yea.

Anyway on a happy note I got Sims 2 University! WOOHOO!