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Hello there, unspecified entity. I'm Kasu, and there are a few things you might want to know about me:

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Rating: T
Warnings: None
Pairing: Steve/Tony
Summary:

Tony is sleepy. Tony is drunk. Tony wants to give Steve whatever he wants.
In retrospect, that was probably not the best idea. But when Steve said he wanted the moon, well, things just sort of happened.

Find it here!

So I have a Tumblr. I won't be posting anything fic-related, because of family being able to find it for the time being, but if you want to get my link, comment here and I'll let you know.

No, seriously, guess what? I'm writing again! Over a year since the urge seriously hit me, and I'm already 1800 words into a cute new fic I'm working! It's a Steve/Tony kind of fused with Papa, Please Get the Moon for Me and the Pixar short La Luna, if that makes sense to/interests anybody.

I'm just so, so happy. :)

Current Mood: happy happy

Yup, I'm alive! I kind of disappeared for almost a year from here, huh? Well, in summation:
• fell into Thor fandom
• got distracted by RL and stuff
• fell into Avengers fandom like WHOA
• fell into XMFC's beautiful, beautiful CHarles/Erik heartbreak and McFassy love
If you're partial to any of these, let me know! I like to know who migrates with me. :)

Current Mood: pleased pleased

10 September 2011 @ 14:00

Hey! I'm new to this fandom, and kinda returning to fandom in general after life drama pulled me out for several months (:/), so I thought that, as I was joining a new fandom and wanted to meet some people in it, why not start a friending meme?

So hey, even though (probably) none of you know me, let's give this a go! :) Enjoy, and let's have fun!

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Current Mood: pleased pleased

Current Music: E.T. — Katy Perry

Ugh. I seem to have deleted my WIP folder on my computer. This SUCKS. I had, like, six different drafts in there — one was already 3.5k and everything! At least I still have hard copies for portions of most of them, but still... And I COMPLETELY lost my beginning to a post-divorce cabinfic.

So, to help take my mind of all that shit, tell me, what have y'all been up to? I've been so busy I've been neglecting my LJ. Fic recs, personal drama, fandom storms, lay it all on me! :)

Also, got into Doctor Who and Sherlock. Anyone here who's a Whovian or a Sherlockian, raise your hands please!

Current Mood: pissed off

Current Music: According to You — Orianthi

You know who you are. God, there's so much I want to say to you. Have to say to you. And it'd be so easy for me to hide behinds quotes, as I tend to, from the movies we shared, the ones I can't watch without tearing up a mite, wishing I was with you, pressed to your lap, muttering butterfly kisses into your neck, our hands linked, as we watched. To say "To me, you are perfect", or "But mostly, I hate the way I don't hate you, not even a little bit, not even at all", but now isn't the time for cowardice like that. I used to not believe in love at first sight, but who knows, maybe this is what it's like, not loving them from the moment you set eyes on them, but liking them, intrinsically, even though you may not know why, from the moment you first meet, and coming to love them in every possible way. And yeah, there, I said it. I love you. So fucking much, I love you. More than anyone else, ever, I care about you in every possible way. And for reasons I cannot even begin to explain, nothing came of it, even though you did like me back, for a time, and I'm sorry for that. I hurt you, even though you got over it. I tried to. I threw myself into someone new, and I care about him a lot, but it's not quite the same. I miss you.

Please, remember me fondly. Don't remember me as the girl who up and left you after you admitted your feelings. Remember me as the girl who curled up on your shoulder and fell asleep on a bus ride, who made you a highly annotated list of films (and if that wasn't me giving you my heart, once and for all, I don't know what is), who wrote you thousands of words of correspondence, no matter how much her hands hurt.

But all in all, I don't want you to think about this too much. You're leaving me behind, going off to bigger and beautiful-er worlds. Have fun. I wish you well. And though it won't be easy for me, because I wish, I only wish, I only ever wish, that something magical could happen between us, I wish you love. I want to be the one who makes you happy like that, but I can't, and I wish you that happiness. You are a dear friend to me, and I only hope, for now, that you remain as that, until maybe one day, who knows.

Love, always and forever,

Me.

Current Mood: sad sad

Current Music: I Wish You Love — Rachael Yamagata

I'm just basically looking to bounce the idea off of someone. So I finally got around to watching Ready To [GAAHRGHHHLE I HAD A WHOLE HELLUVA POST AND LJ EATED IT FUCKIT] Go and The Overture, and I noticed Brendon's obvious hard-on for steampunk-flaired London, and that pretty much contrasted in my head with Ryan's old obsession with semi-sleazy, boudoir, burlesque Europe a la Moulin Rouge!. And then I got this AU idea: what if, like DW's The Girl In The Fireplace, two young boys in two different times and places found a connection, in a closet [lol symbolism shit and stuff] or something, and kept it through time and space? Hmm?

PS — YES IM BACK AND IM NOT HATING LIFE ANYMORE AND I SHALL BE BACK TO WRITING SOON I CAN FEEL IT IN MY FINGERS I FEEL IT IN MY TOES CHRISTMAS IS ALL AROUND US AND LOLWUT NOW IM MAKING LOVEACTUALLY REFERENCES CLEARLY I AM STILL VERY SICK

Current Mood: sick sick