About to Perform (original) (raw)

12:19 pm: About to Perform
I am so pissed off! today we are performing a christmas carol, and what happens? i catch A cold that bad that i have gone deaf i cann even hear myself speak properly so i dinnie cen wit tone or how loud my voice is! i am toiling to hear the other actors feeding me my lines! i am like omg! so i have to stare at them so i canlip read so i know when i have to come in! i just cant be bothered wi it and if thats not enough i have a sore throat and what do i have to do at the end of the performance? SING i cant hear my self sing so i dinnie cen the tone and my voice sounds funny and wonky cos i have a sore throat! NIGHTMARE

AND i have to do all this in less than a hour! thank god none of my family arent coming to see me! Then all of my so called class ;eft me to go to crofters! did i get a invite? HELL NO i canny be stuffed wi anyione at the moment and even after that nnnnnooooo i canny gohame cos i have to do voice scenes for radio even tho i am bloody DEAF! i just want to dye! and guess wit? i feel a headace coming on GREAT! then tommorrow i have shitty classes then on sat and sun am working at argos then on mon i have to go to college and i am performing TWICE on thrusday! the nightmare never ends!

Well not last night but the night before i went to the Butsed concert wi Lee and scott it was so brillient i loved every min of it! even MATT from busted ran to the side of the stage so i bolted up wi ma camera i was like half a metre away fi um and he posed and stuck his toungue out for my photo i was like OH MY FUCKING GOD! cos he egnolaged my existance i was like wwwwwwoooo so that was good but the second time round the security gaurds caught me and man handled me bk to ma seat LOL then on the way hame i fell asleep in scotts car and the dude was trying to kill nme lol

better go and practice for the performance YIKES

Hannah x

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