I am Jack's inflamed sense of rejection (original) (raw)

| | Sunday, February 8th, 2009 11:45 pm - The day blink-182 got back together... was the day I revived my livejournal. can't wait to hear the new material, see them this summer (no matter how much cash I've gotta shell out) and be happy. I love 2009. (1 chug | drink it bitch) Tuesday, October 3rd, 2006 3:05 am - this post goes out to ms. lisa sherman Monday, September 18th, 2006 2:56 am travis landon barker, if you even think about dating paris hilton...well then i've got a big fat fucking bone to pick with you. bob saget, it's been forever since I've updated this. but i've been hearing rumors about that whore making out with my husband and it really chapped my ass. good day.current mood: aggravated (4 chugs | drink it bitch) Monday, June 19th, 2006 11:00 am - few days laterrrrr for anyone who cares to look....here's my pictures from warped tour last friday. they're mostly of paramore because well, that's who I drove 4 hours to go and see. there's a couple of senses fail's acoustic set but i was too lazy to get off my ass and get closer so they're reallllly far away. http://pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/notherbrokenteen/album?.dir=c04f&.src=ph&store=&prodid=&.done=http%3a//photos.yahoo.com/ph//my_photospinery in 2 days!!!! You dont even know how excited I am. really excited.Nacho Libre is a funny movie. It's totally napoleonesque but come on, you can't get enough of napoleon. plus it's jack black wearing stretchy pants instead of some goofy lookin' fucker telling you to vote for pedro. fuck pedro. nachoooooooooooooooooooooooooo!i'm outtie like a belly button. love, peace and chicken grease.current mood: sleepy (drink it bitch) Sunday, May 7th, 2006 3:22 am - I'm such a dirty scumbag. I'm bored so I just went back and looked at some old journal entries and.....why am I such an idiot? why do I have any friends at all?! haha, I think I was raised by a pack of wolves. either that or a group of nudist, perverted sugar mommas who run a whorehouse out of the local bakery. ^^there I go again!!! I need to learn some manners. anyway, Alice Cooper once told me that school's out for summer (but it's not out forever). I'm home and the fun shall begin soon, only to be interrupted by some uneccesary drama that we'll all get over and be great friends again. happens every time. I won't be able to come out and play alot this week since my mom decided she was gonna go to hawaii for 10 days and leave me with the kids. So I'm a single mom till mother's day (how ironic). then it's all about friends and bonfires and concerts for the rest of the summer.current mood: not tired (drink it bitch) Monday, April 24th, 2006 2:51 pm - those tic tac commercials are fake 10 more days until I don't have to worry about papers, projects, exams, classes or studying. fuck, I can't wait. on a side note, this weekend was amazing. between the drag show, reggie and the full effect, alkaline trio and all the beer, I don't know where I found time to eat or sleep. high five weekend.current mood: I should be studying (drink it bitch) Wednesday, April 5th, 2006 11:32 pm - how'd you get here? I fucked somebody.I live life on the edge. sometimes I write fucking amazing songs that make people shit their pants. But I also live a life of courage.current mood: i need a shower (drink it bitch) Sunday, March 19th, 2006 4:29 pm Friday, March 17th, 2006 1:15 pm - ST. PATTY'S DAY! Well, I just got off work and I'm planning on eating lunch real quick and starting on my night. Yeah, it's 1:15 in the afternoon. That's just how I roll. I'm really sad this won't be happening this year though...**( Read more...Collapse )**happy st. "put on a green shirt and get fucked up" day!current mood: excited (2 chugs | drink it bitch) Friday, March 3rd, 2006 3:09 am - hollllaaaa I'M FUCKING BORED. oops, caps lock. 8x canada in a can = 8 labatt's blue. and i'm bored. I can't wait to go home tomorrowwwwww!!! tomorrow = 4 of the longest hours of work (aka doing absolutely nothing) and then we're driving to ctown. i never thought i'd be this excited to be in that damn town. but i am because i get to see mr. mike daniels, josh gibson, josh flaugher, corey jalbert and ms. brittany ciaramitaro. everyone else falls into the "i love you" category. as of 4pm tomorrow, i'll be a chestertuckian again. (4 chugs | drink it bitch) Monday, February 27th, 2006 12:23 am - dun duh dun It's sunday night...I'm bored. Spring break is:5 days9 classes1 exam1 group projectand 3 work shifts away.I'm not even doing anything exciting, just going home. That means: see some friends and fam, drink some beers, maybe take a road trip, and definitely laugh alot.my ipod broke today. i was really scared. but then i fixed it. i know, that was a good story.okay so basically, this was a pointless entry. i tricked you. night bitches (drink it bitch) Thursday, February 23rd, 2006 1:44 am - mel's frustration with life I'm almost 20 years old and I have done nothing with my life. Sure, I'm in college but I find myself skipping like 3 classes per week because "I have better shit to do". What is that better shit you might ask? Oh yeah, that would be sleeping or sitting on my ass watching TV or playing free cell. I know everyone has to go through this "What am I doing with my life" phase at some point in their lives but I was hoping mine wouldn't hit me until at least my senior year. I just want to get out there and do something. Fuck money, fuck school, fuck everything. I'm not afraid to be out there with no more than $5 in my pocket and not exactly sure how I'm going to eat dinner that week, as long as I'm out there. You'd think that once you go away to college you'd feel more free and independent. Mmmmm nope. My job is shitty (I'm lucky I even have one), I'm constantly being reminded of student loans and how important my degree is. As much as I love my major, I just can't see myself doing the 9 to 5 deal, stuck behind a desk and worried about getting fired anytime soon. I want to do something for ME before I'm stuck with that shit. In conclusion...if anyone wants to be my partner in crime, let's fuck up our lives a little bit before we have to go out into the "real world". I'm thinking...roadies on the warped tour this summer. how fuckin' fun would that be?this is where you comment and say: "Mel, quit your bitching. You've got way more than alot of people could even ask for!" I'm grateful...I guess I'm just bored.current mood: down (1 chug | drink it bitch) Thursday, February 16th, 2006 4:38 pm - Paramore show Monday, February 6th, 2006 1:25 am Gemini:You're not in the mood for angry words, bright lights or loud music -- and no rushing around, either. This will amaze your friends, who've come to expect nonstop activity and commotion as your absolute favorite state of affairs. Still, you're perfectly entitled to silence when you want it. Could it be time for a trip to the country? Or maybe just a day alone, with the headphones on and the phone turned off?ummm....I stayed in EVERY NIGHT THIS WEEK and watched movies by myself. It was amazing. next week is going to go by slow I think. Not too much going on. Possibly coming home for the weekend for a "Grammy Party" but we'll see. paramore on the 15th at the shelter. woop.current mood: eh (1 chug | drink it bitch) Thursday, January 12th, 2006 4:37 pm - woah paramore=fucking sweeti love msu, especially when it's 50 degrees in the middle of january. lovely. (3 chugs | drink it bitch) Friday, December 30th, 2005 1:15 pm sooo, I'm in Indiana with the whole fam damily. I'm gonna come back with a southern accent and you'll all be thrilled. my uncle is getting married tomorrow and I can't believe it. Just a couple of years ago we were pulling all of the pillows and couch cushions onto the floor and playing king of the mountain. He's 23, I can't even imagine getting married in 3 years. fuck, it's so weird. I'm super stoked for him though because his fiance, Balla (yes, Balla) is awesome. just a little taste:(in normal conversation)"Damn those retards, they get all the luck!""I like the poop that has the perfect consistency so that nothing comes out on the toilet paper.""It was like hell upside down...on a stick."last night, we went to B-Dubs and hung out with some of the bridal party. Tonight is the rehearsal dinner which should be pretty crazy and tomorrow is the big day. I hope all my little bitches in C-town have a great new years and I will be talking to you at midnight. I'll be back sometime sunday. (drink it bitch) Friday, December 23rd, 2005 1:14 am - the holidays cause suicides...and stress related cold sores. oh wait, that's family "You wanna know how I know you're gay?...cause you like Coldplay."So far, all Chesterfield has had to offer me is: late night sledding and movie nights. I need something more exciting, dammit.current mood: shitty (3 chugs | drink it bitch) Sunday, December 18th, 2005 4:11 pm - And the most overused word in the English language is.... random. thank you, I'll be here for 3 weeks.current mood: annoyed, it's the holidays (drink it bitch) Wednesday, December 14th, 2005 9:28 pm - sorry about all of these... Tuesday, December 13th, 2005 9:01 pm - obviously NOT studying Dear Santa...**Dear Santa,**This year I've been busy!Last Tuesday I helped punkrockbyll across the street (6 points). Last Wednesday I put money in shimo_3's expired parking meter (14 points). In February I gave brand_new03 a wet willie, then I took it back (-5 points). Last Sunday I gave _touch a kidney (1000 points). Last Thursday I saved a busload of nuns in Angola (326 points). Overall, I've been nice(1341 points). For Christmas I deserve a red Radio-Flyer wagon!Sincerely,lilmeyissa current mood: finals are killing me (drink it bitch) | | 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