At the end of my rope.... (original) (raw)
August 1 2001, 17:57
Listens: Gjallarhorn - Lille dansa
I swear, I've just about had it with mom. We had another fight this mornign about Lycan. I told her that he's staying here whether she likes it or NOT! And I'm gonna be REALLY firm on that point. That woman has stood in the way of my happiness for long enough, GODDAMMIT!
Just now, I lost it with her and gave her a nice long lecture. I told her that being gay isn't all about sex and that I love Lycan very much. I finished off by telling her that if she couldn't be supportive of me and encourage me a little, to never talk to me again. I told her that three counsellors plus Don all said that it was time I thought about moving out of the house, then I think it's about time I got out.... while nobody's in the hospital.
I pointed out to her that the last six months in this house have caused me UNIMAGINABLE amounts of pain and that I have been thrown into depressions that have lasted many weeks thanks to this family. SHe has to know the truth.