Confession of a New Werewolf (original) (raw)
September 10 2002, 14:40
---- Originally written September 5th, 2002 ----
Lately, I've really been questioning the nature of my furriness. I've been feeling my felineness lessening in intensity ... for lack of a better phrase. I suspect that an old ghost from my past may be returning. The wolf never truly left me. It just lay aside while the lion and skunk guided me with their gentle paws for a while. I find myself more attracted to werewolves and wolves in general. I think my form may be on the brink of a change.
I heard last night about a werewolf mask for sale, and I immediately wanted one. Normally, the desire would have been a mild one at most, but last night, my enthusiasm was immediately on, full-blast. I guess it shows a bit of a strong affinity with the werewolf. In my former connection with the wolf, I was not a werewolf, but just an anthro wolf. I don't know if my current resurgence of wolfishness will result in merely an anthro form or if I will become an actual werewolf. I guess part of me is hoping for the latter (the werewolf, that is), but I guess I really don't have that much control over the matter. The wolf who is to be my new spirit guide will take care of that decision for me.