Love, Sex and the Single Life (original) (raw)

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Okay, I've been a part of this community for a while, but I've never posted until now. I'll start with the vital stats. My name is Tasha, I'm 22, from NY(born and raised in Westchester), and although I am a heterosexual female, I greatly appreciate the beauty of woman, and have no problem expressing it. I am currently engaged to a wonderful beautiful man named Chris, who I have been with for almost five years, and we plan to marry in 2006.

I have had seven sex partners in my 22 years, which may be a lot to some, but nothing to others. Most of them had some meaning to it, a few were just one night stands, but one in particular was a revenge tactic that to this day, although it was fucked up, I am very proud of. I will tell this story.

This involves two friends, one male and one female. The guy(I'll call Malik) and the girl(I'll call Lisa) started out as friends, but then their friendship turned into a sexual one that Malik wanted to turn into something more, because he really liked Lisa. But Lisa was steady playing head games with Malik, because she was seeing another guy who was already in another relationship. So basically, she was the mistress, but madly in love with the guy. Malik, who knew about this(but Lisa thought he didn't know), was deeply hurt by this, so he turned to me for some sort of comfort, and if you know me, you know that I will always be there for my friends, no matter what. Me and Malik started hanging out a lot, because he's an awesome guy in general, and we enjoyed each other's company. Lisa, who is an extremely jealous person, got really mad and accused me of sleeping with Malik. This pissed me off royally just for the fact that she had known me for years, and she should have known that I wouldn't do something like that, and also because it was just petty childishness. And when I tell you this bitch was psycotic, she was PSYCOTIC!!! So that put a huge strain on our friendship, and to this day I haven't received an apology for it. So the day after this blowout, I was venting to Malik about what happened, and he says to me, "Well, she should have known that you would never do something like that(cocks his head cutely and curiously)...would you?"

I stared at him for a minute. At that point I hadn't had sex in a month, and I was still extremely pissed off and hurt by the fight. Malik is incredibly adorable, has the body of a god and is just sweetheart in general. But I didn't want to do anything to jeapordize my friendship with Lisa, a vindictive bitch who never valued our friendship from jump street...wait a minute.

So I just said, "Fuck it."

And that's exactly what we did.

And to say the least, it was incredible.

That was almost six years ago, and to this day, Lisa has no clue. We're not friends anymore, just because the girl has got major issues anyway, and I've been so tempted to tell her, but I've pretty much kept it a secret until now. Me and Malik are still cool, he's got a girlfriend that he's never been happier with, but when we look back on that night, we both agree that it was an awesome night, and should have done it again, but obviously the time is long gone. I know it was wrong, and I hope no one thinks less of me because of this, but I don't regret it in the least, because trust me, it was worth it.

Kisses, everyone :-)