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I met this guy at a friend's house, an we hung out a lot. It was 3 years ago. I said the dreaded "L" word. I fucked everything up, and well lost him for a while. Then i saw him again at a party 3 years later, and were both pretty much potheads, so he starting hitting on me.

I just let it happen. We had a fling. It's over now, but i can't help to think how i was when i was with him.

3 years ago, all i wanted was for someone to love me.

Now i'm so numb, it's almost like i forgot what it's like to even be touched or hug someone.

Back 3 years ago, hugs meant something to me, but now it's just a thing that happens.

I don't feel anything.

And i don't know why.

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