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It's funny how 7 months ago I was so unsureToday It's still the same feeling. Uncertainty.Not sure Ive ever felt entirely certain about anything in my life.I'm a such a fucking creature of habit.Its a different book with the same story. Over and over.


Flying to Nebraska tomorrow.Mixed feelings.Lotsa stress preparing to move the store to a new location.Have had a cold for about a week now driving me insane.Got a peppermint milkshake from chick-fil-a its really really really minty.Not really digging it.Been extremely annoyed lately.Christmas time. Lots of memories. Kinda makes me sad.New memories are cool though!Im listening to The Beach Boys Christmas album.

Flying to Nebraska tomorrow.Mixed feelings.Lotsa stress preparing to move the store to a new location.Have had a cold for about a week now driving me insane.Got a peppermint milkshake from chick-fil-a its really really really minty.Not really digging it.Been extremely annoyed lately.Christmas time. Lots of memories. Kinda makes me sad.New memories are cool though!Im listening to The Beach Boys Christmas album.

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I thought things were going just fine....Today was the first stress free day at work Ive had in weeks.Halloween was alright. Spent it with Scott and his pals at the Wild Hare. This weekend was pretty weird. A year ago saturday was Baumers last show.I really wonder how things are going to turn out. Blah I have major cramps.


Im eating a piece of Zoe's cake and it is the bombilicious!I will be working at Consign Charleston for the next two weekends.Looking forward to making some extra dough. Not looking forward to working 13 days in a row.Scott booked tickets for us to go to Nebraska for Christmas, his parents live there. Im pretty excited. They have a Forever 21 store at the mall near his parents house and there is also a Culver's like 20 minutes away. Custard and clothes...Im set!

Im eating a piece of Zoe's cake and it is the bombilicious!I will be working at Consign Charleston for the next two weekends.Looking forward to making some extra dough. Not looking forward to working 13 days in a row.Scott booked tickets for us to go to Nebraska for Christmas, his parents live there. Im pretty excited. They have a Forever 21 store at the mall near his parents house and there is also a Culver's like 20 minutes away. Custard and clothes...Im set!

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My dog is so dang stubborn. Its unbelievable. Last night she tore her toy apart that was filled with this fluffy fiber insert stuff.Today while I was walking her I called Travis to ask about my dang breaks and why the heck they are squealing when i just paid 140 dollars for new ones! I look over and see this guy staring at me. So I said something like "there is a major creep just standing here staring at me" to Trav. Well at the same moment Beulah totally gets a dang dingle-berry and she is running in circles and freaking out. So the the guy his wife and daughter get in their car and pull up next to me and he said in a thick russian accent "do you speak russian, are you russian,can you find my wife a job she speaks little english" he is trying to ask me all these questions while in plain sight there is clearly poo dangling from beulah's bottom it was so awkward. Ive been drinking.

My dog is so dang stubborn. Its unbelievable. Last night she tore her toy apart that was filled with this fluffy fiber insert stuff.Today while I was walking her I called Travis to ask about my dang breaks and why the heck they are squealing when i just paid 140 dollars for new ones! I look over and see this guy staring at me. So I said something like "there is a major creep just standing here staring at me" to Trav. Well at the same moment Beulah totally gets a dang dingle-berry and she is running in circles and freaking out. So the the guy his wife and daughter get in their car and pull up next to me and he said in a thick russian accent "do you speak russian, are you russian,can you find my wife a job she speaks little english" he is trying to ask me all these questions while in plain sight there is clearly poo dangling from beulah's bottom it was so awkward. Ive been drinking.

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I was just thinking about what i was doing two years ago around this point in time. An insane shit ton of stuff is different. Ive really found about a lot about myself. I despise being alone. Im capable of taking care of a dog. I just found her under the bed trying to eat one of those pumice foot stone things....jeeze. I miss my best friend. With him I had no insecurities.I could pretty much say anything he would normally be in agreement with me. My boyfriend and i are so different from one another I think thats what makes it such a challenge and what makes it exciting. Im so blessed to have met him. I have experienced so much awesome stuff with him.I wonder where I would be right now if my parents never divorced and stayed in Irmo. I hate how my dang period makes me so emotional and makes me feel the need to examine my life. Today i watched Jawbreaker and Doom Generation...Rose McGowans roles were pretty much the same in both films. Tomorrow Im going to Irmo to pick Shawna up. I feel like her and I are just strangers with our only connection being born by the same parents. I was always so hard on her. I just wanted her to fit in...to go along with the crowd. I didnt want her to be like me and do the exact opposite just to prove a point and be different. She is so strong and Im really proud of her. I should probably catch up with her for the past nine years Ive missed out on her life.I feel alone.

I was just thinking about what i was doing two years ago around this point in time. An insane shit ton of stuff is different. Ive really found about a lot about myself. I despise being alone. Im capable of taking care of a dog. I just found her under the bed trying to eat one of those pumice foot stone things....jeeze. I miss my best friend. With him I had no insecurities.I could pretty much say anything he would normally be in agreement with me. My boyfriend and i are so different from one another I think thats what makes it such a challenge and what makes it exciting. Im so blessed to have met him. I have experienced so much awesome stuff with him.I wonder where I would be right now if my parents never divorced and stayed in Irmo. I hate how my dang period makes me so emotional and makes me feel the need to examine my life. Today i watched Jawbreaker and Doom Generation...Rose McGowans roles were pretty much the same in both films. Tomorrow Im going to Irmo to pick Shawna up. I feel like her and I are just strangers with our only connection being born by the same parents. I was always so hard on her. I just wanted her to fit in...to go along with the crowd. I didnt want her to be like me and do the exact opposite just to prove a point and be different. She is so strong and Im really proud of her. I should probably catch up with her for the past nine years Ive missed out on her life.I feel alone.

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In a weird fucking mood.Not diggin today one bit.Hate feeling sorry for myself.I can not stand Deans Guacamole.Shit should be illegal.Oh the sc employment commission are a bunch of asses.My coworkers...I wish they would work.Beulah sheds way too dang much. Current Mood: aggravated

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My weekend has been pretty rad thus far.Picked up Johnny in a monsoon.Danced at art bar.Went to nbt. He kicked some ass in pool.Ended the night waaaay too late.Woke up this a.m. after oh 4 hours of sleep.Went to this boy scout troop fundraiser event at stoneys house.It turned out pretty well. It made me feel awesome when he announced that this event wouldnt have been possible without my help!I picked up my coworker abigail afterward.She is a sweet girl. Her dads a preacher. A little naive to lifes ways but thats to be expected I suppose with her up-bringing. Took her to the tanning salon with me. We then witnessed this girl running out of Belk with at least 40 mens polo shirts in her arms and she dropped at least six on the ground while jumping into the getaway car. Funny thing is a security cop pulled up right behind them as soon as she ran out of the store. I wonder if he caught them.Ive been seeing this insanely fucking awesome guy. Expectations are being exceeded on a daily basis my mind has not yet ceased being blown away by his emotions and actions towards me. Hes at Fort Jackson for two weeks doing some military thang. He said he would be able to hang out tonight which is freaking rad. He is a great guy. Treats me so well. I like that he has so much passion for life. Its refreshing. He is mos def a blessing in my life.Beulah loves him. Follows him around like she is a little lost puppy dog.Yesterday was three years at Roundabouts Consignments. Pretty crazy. My boss gave me a tub of sour patch kids and said thanks for sticking with us! He also said he would take me out to eat. I enjoy working there. But of course there is so much I would love to be doing besides that.I guess my sister is moving back down here at the end of June. This should get interesting. Current Mood: satisfied

My weekend has been pretty rad thus far.Picked up Johnny in a monsoon.Danced at art bar.Went to nbt. He kicked some ass in pool.Ended the night waaaay too late.Woke up this a.m. after oh 4 hours of sleep.Went to this boy scout troop fundraiser event at stoneys house.It turned out pretty well. It made me feel awesome when he announced that this event wouldnt have been possible without my help!I picked up my coworker abigail afterward.She is a sweet girl. Her dads a preacher. A little naive to lifes ways but thats to be expected I suppose with her up-bringing. Took her to the tanning salon with me. We then witnessed this girl running out of Belk with at least 40 mens polo shirts in her arms and she dropped at least six on the ground while jumping into the getaway car. Funny thing is a security cop pulled up right behind them as soon as she ran out of the store. I wonder if he caught them.Ive been seeing this insanely fucking awesome guy. Expectations are being exceeded on a daily basis my mind has not yet ceased being blown away by his emotions and actions towards me. Hes at Fort Jackson for two weeks doing some military thang. He said he would be able to hang out tonight which is freaking rad. He is a great guy. Treats me so well. I like that he has so much passion for life. Its refreshing. He is mos def a blessing in my life.Beulah loves him. Follows him around like she is a little lost puppy dog.Yesterday was three years at Roundabouts Consignments. Pretty crazy. My boss gave me a tub of sour patch kids and said thanks for sticking with us! He also said he would take me out to eat. I enjoy working there. But of course there is so much I would love to be doing besides that.I guess my sister is moving back down here at the end of June. This should get interesting. Current Mood:

satisfied


"now the smoke factory's goin to make me disappear.puff by puff.my sweet little princess nicotine. im gonna die father, like everybody does, you know even the rich people." Current Mood: complacent

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