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I don't know what to say

There is nothing to say

I barely knew Winston and I was hurt.
I can't even bare to think what his close friends feel right now.
Though I did see it during school.

Rich, Anthony, Timo, Maxine, and anyone else who is hurting that reads this <3 I really hope you are all okay and I know you probably heard this a million times but if you need someone, I'm here <3

School was terribly silent today
Homeroom was absolutely terrible to sit through in the heart wrenching silence with the occasional sniffle or stifle of a cry.

Jacque, Ashley, and I sat and talked a bit about it during flex.
It's all just terrible.

and it's really sad that it takes a thing like this for everyone to stop and think twice about how precious life is.
It's what I thought about all day.
I think almost everyone will be changed at least a little bit from this.

I was really taken aback by the amount of assholes in our school as well but we won't talk about that now.

Again, I hope you all are doing okay
Please don't hesitate for help
from anyone
Talking never hurts <3

So that's how I learned the lesson That everyone's alone And your eyes must do some raining If you're ever gonna grow And when crying don't help You can't compose yourself It's best to compose a poem An honest verse of longing Or a simple song of hope

That's why I'm singing baby don't worry 'Cause now I got your back And every time you feel like crying I'm gonna try and make you laugh And if I can't If it just hurts too bad Then we'll wait for it to pass And I will keep you company for those days so long and black

-W- 12/12/04

Edit:
I'd like you all to know
That I'm not blindly paying respect to someone I didn't know
I know a lot of you are touchy about this
and I'd probably be the first to admit that I did not know him personally, just a class I barely spoke to him in
The point of this entry was not to get sympathy for me
I don't need it
It was to make known to the friends that I am aware and here if needed
I hope you all know and respect that
<3