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Me: I'm so sorry, your son was an amazing person
Mrs. Taylor: I know hunny, and you know he would just want to have a spaceship and bring us all up there with him.

She's amazing.
I was amazed at how strong she was
<3

Speaking of...
I was taken aback by the strength of Timo
He made us smile and laugh
and comforted and hugged us when it should have been vice versa.
You're amazing, kid, hope things get better soon <33

I didn't get to see Richard though
I hope he's alright
<3

There were so many people there I couldn't believe it
I don't think I've hugged so many people
and wanted to hug others but didn't want to interrupt or have them hate me more than they already apparently do.

I smoked.
Twice.

Three months and I started again.
Oh well, it was going to happen sooner or later.

I hope all of Winston's friends and family are okay soon
You all know by now that you are in everyone's thoughts and prayers <3

I'm still unsure of whether or not I'm going to the funeral tomorrow
I really don't want to miss school
but I feel like I need to pay respects
and be there for friends
I'm having my mom write a note for me and I guess I'll just see how I feel when the time comes...

Today and yesterday made me realize a lot
the things that mattered before seem so petty now.

All that matters is that you don't take anyone or anything for granted
impossible I know
but at least I can try.

W1212