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I want to start off by apologizing (just like old time's sake, eh?). Back in 2018, I made a journal formally announcing I would be quitting MMD and DeviantART altogether. It was frankly quite shitty, and hinted at suicide. Now, at the time, I was definitely feeling that way - but I shouldn't have left on those terms, it was really awful of me to do that. I was definitely struggling with mental health at that time, and I still am. However, I'm happy to say that since then, I've stabilized myself a lot more and even though things are rocky for me, I'm still alive. That being said, I have a confession to make - it's been something I hid and lied about for a long time, but at the time of me being active, I was...I want to say around 13 - 15? I can't really remember, but yeah, I was pretty damn young. I said and did a lot of stupid shit, as you do at that age. I was worried I wouldn't be treated right if people knew my real age, so I tried my damn hardest to cover it up (and did a

2018. I honestly can't believe it...I honestly can't. I can't believe I finally had the courage to come back, after...maybe a year? two? I don't remember. If anyone even remembers me, anyway. My intentions aren't to start the New Year off on a sour note, but rather, to make amends - and to say my final goodbye. By coming back, I didn't mean, coming back for good - rather, coming back to give a farewell. Honestly, I'm not even sure where I should start going with this, so I'll just start at the beginning. I joined DeviantART 3 years ago, for a purpose, I can't...really remember. I had just started using MMD (Not...really, more like sho

Hello everyone; This is a quick and sweet EMERGENCY notification. I'll be on Hiatus until further notice, my brother (He's a toddler) is seriously hurt and he's currently in the hospital. My parents are with him and cannot leave him alone, therefore ...

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Why did you delete your base pack of Miku, Teto and Neru? Were people breaking rules?

it's lxwliet, i moved
i hope you're okay

I hope you're alright, it's been a while

Happy Birthday !!

I hope you have a good day