Life Themes (original) (raw)

spending today relaxing, regrouping, and allowing my mind to wander as it deals with its issues so I may be free to move on in the week without feeling rundown.

I'm thinking a lot about 2 quotes...

"just because someone didn't love you the way you needed doesn't mean they didn't love you the best they could."

"we accept the love we think we deserve."

maybe those have become my life themes or perhaps just lessons I keep revisiting as they aren't as well learned as the Universe believes they should be.

as often as so many could solve life's problems if they looked inside themselves and recognized they were causing the problem in the first place, perhaps some are too quick to look inside and take on too much blame for things beyond their control. I don't always know which side of that I'm on, but I do know that I'm always the one who tries, who fights for it, who takes the risks and walks away with a bruised ego and a broken heart. I also know though that I love that about myself. I love that I will always step up, will always put in the effort, will always battle to protect what is precious to me. I refuse to let life or anyone make me jaded or make me too afraid to try.

I hear them saying you'll never change things, and no matter what you do it's still the same thing it's not the world that I am changing, I do this so this world will know that it will not change me.