Life's grand. Sometimes. (original) (raw)

I give up...	[04 Jan 2007\|06:02pm]
[ mood \| blah ] I simply don't understand life anymore. Just when I think I'm finally content with my life, I am always left wanting more. And by wanting more, I mean wanting things that I'm most likely never going to have. Life's not fair..I don't even want what I "want" anymore, but my heart refuses to hear the rational side.Do "good things come to those who wait?"Cause I'm sure tired of waiting forever.
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[04 Jan 2007|06:02pm]

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blah ] I simply don't understand life anymore. Just when I think I'm finally content with my life, I am always left wanting more. And by wanting more, I mean wanting things that I'm most likely never going to have. Life's not fair..I don't even want what I "want" anymore, but my heart refuses to hear the rational side.Do "good things come to those who wait?"Cause I'm sure tired of waiting forever.

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	[31 Jul 2006\|11:59am]
[ mood \| pensive ] Why is it that, when suddenly, there's a month left of summer..there's just never enough time. there's not enough time to hang out with friends, never enough time to work, never enough time to do this or that, and never enough time to simply let go of the past and say goodbye?
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	[06 Jun 2006\|10:55pm]
[ mood \| cheerful ] Oh, how the last few days have been amazing. No school, major hanging time with friends, acting like a child again..it doesn't get any better than that. Plus, so many things are coming up and I'm really excited about graduation/college. And for once, it feels like I can actually sit back and smell the roses once in a while...As for other news, I'm addicted to "It Ends Tonight" by All-American Rejects. And I'm addicted to taking pictures. And I'm addicted to happiness. And I'm addicted to chocolate. And I'm addicted to my friends.Anyway, I don't feel like elaborating on anything, 'cept I'm definitely looking forward to amazing times and life itself.
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[06 Jun 2006|10:55pm]

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cheerful ] Oh, how the last few days have been amazing. No school, major hanging time with friends, acting like a child again..it doesn't get any better than that. Plus, so many things are coming up and I'm really excited about graduation/college. And for once, it feels like I can actually sit back and smell the roses once in a while...As for other news, I'm addicted to "It Ends Tonight" by All-American Rejects. And I'm addicted to taking pictures. And I'm addicted to happiness. And I'm addicted to chocolate. And I'm addicted to my friends.Anyway, I don't feel like elaborating on anything, 'cept I'm definitely looking forward to amazing times and life itself.

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Random	[03 May 2006\|07:44pm]
[ mood \| tired ] So April pretty much ended with a bang. • Saw Spamlot on Wednesday on Broadway - it was the most hysterical thing ever! • Physics Fun Day at Great Adventures, 6 Flags Friday • Lax Game Saturday – we won! AP Calc test today. I’m so glad it’s done. 2 more to go. SGP coming up..that should be fun. Can we just graduate yet? I'm so done.How cute is this? Aww..blissful sleep.
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Random

[03 May 2006|07:44pm]

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tired ] So April pretty much ended with a bang. • Saw Spamlot on Wednesday on Broadway - it was the most hysterical thing ever! • Physics Fun Day at Great Adventures, 6 Flags Friday • Lax Game Saturday – we won! AP Calc test today. I’m so glad it’s done. 2 more to go. SGP coming up..that should be fun. Can we just graduate yet? I'm so done.

How cute is this? Aww..blissful sleep.

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Thanks mr. nipperss...	[16 Apr 2006\|07:23pm]
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	[03 Apr 2006\|08:10pm]
"For of all the sad words, of tongue or pen, the saddest are these, "it might have been" - Whitter Longing for the past, anxious for the future, feeling lost in the moment.
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Huh?	[02 Apr 2006\|10:28pm]
[ mood \| ecstatic ] Well, I know most of you don't know, but I applied to UPenn. And so today, I come home, and I get all this mail about my college acceptances/denials/waitlists...and to my huge surprise, I find a big envelope from UPenn.So I open it and it says something like this:Congratulations! The admissions committee would like to offer you admission in the UPenn class of 2010, blah blah blah blah
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Huh?

[02 Apr 2006|10:28pm]

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ecstatic ] Well, I know most of you don't know, but I applied to UPenn. And so today, I come home, and I get all this mail about my college acceptances/denials/waitlists...and to my huge surprise, I find a big envelope from UPenn.So I open it and it says something like this:Congratulations! The admissions committee would like to offer you admission in the UPenn class of 2010, blah blah blah blah

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	[11 Mar 2006\|09:12pm]
[ mood \| tired ] It's the smallest incredible moments that make life beautiful...Amazingly, I survived this week. 15 hours of school each day, total of 75 hours total at school, and I wonder why I'm tired.I got to see Briana this week though! OWWWWW. Haha, I still <3 ya!All of you should come see "Into the Woods" Friday or Saturday!Lastly, spending 6 hours with someone you barely hang out with, it just makes my day.I'm glad this week is over and it couldn't have an on a better note."But we shared a moment that will last till the end." - J. Blunt
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[11 Mar 2006|09:12pm]

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tired ] It's the smallest incredible moments that make life beautiful...Amazingly, I survived this week. 15 hours of school each day, total of 75 hours total at school, and I wonder why I'm tired.I got to see Briana this week though! OWWWWW. Haha, I still <3 ya!All of you should come see "Into the Woods" Friday or Saturday!Lastly, spending 6 hours with someone you barely hang out with, it just makes my day.I'm glad this week is over and it couldn't have an on a better note."But we shared a moment that will last till the end." - J. Blunt

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Recommend away...	[03 Mar 2006\|04:10pm]
[ mood \| bored ] Top 10 Books (in no particular order)1. Catcher in the Rye by J.D. Salinger2. Wicked by Gregory Maguire3. As I Lay Dying by William Faulkner4. Long Day's Journey into Night by Eugene O'Neill5. Harry Potter series by J.K. Rowling6. Slaugherhouse Five by Kurt Vonnegut7. Fear Nothing by Dean Koontz8. Adventures of Curious George by Margaret Rey9. Calvin and Hobbes by Bill Waterson10. A Child Called It by Dave PelzerAm I missing any good books?
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Recommend away...

[03 Mar 2006|04:10pm]

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bored ] Top 10 Books (in no particular order)1. Catcher in the Rye by J.D. Salinger2. Wicked by Gregory Maguire3. As I Lay Dying by William Faulkner4. Long Day's Journey into Night by Eugene O'Neill5. Harry Potter series by J.K. Rowling6. Slaugherhouse Five by Kurt Vonnegut7. Fear Nothing by Dean Koontz8. Adventures of Curious George by Margaret Rey9. Calvin and Hobbes by Bill Waterson10. A Child Called It by Dave PelzerAm I missing any good books?

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To hold on forever...	[28 Feb 2006\|10:36pm]
[ mood \| calm ] If E.T. knocked on your door holding up a peace sign and asked you to use your phone, what would you do? In other news, Boston was 'effin amazing!
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	[16 Feb 2006\|06:04pm]
[ mood \| cold ] This week has been pretty cool. Between playing "Titanic" in band and giving everyone that heard it a headache, between coming up with a theory that the "rocks, paper, scissor" game is actually like a love triangle, with lax starting and me having bruises already, and dissecting a cat, yeah this week has been pretty cool. Just how many of you actually had a week like this?
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Please, with sugar on top?	[01 Feb 2006\|10:42pm]
[ mood \| thankful ] Hi. Can you guys fill this survey out (if you own an iPod)? It's for my senior graduation project. Thanks! <3iPod SurveyName: The kind of iPod you own: How long have you had it:When do you listen to your iPod the most: What kind of music do you listen to: Do you listen to other contents (such as comedies or shows) on your iPod as well:If yes, what do you listen to? On the average day, you listen to your iPod for how many hours: On the average week, how many days do you listen to your iPod:Do you use the Apple headphones (the standard white ones):If no, what brand headphones do you use: How loud do you listen to your music (check one or rate them):Drowning out the world (Really loud): ____Can hear some things but it is really the music that you hear (Loud): ____Low enough so that you can hear someone talking to you (Medium): ____So low that it is basically background music (Low): ____Any additional comments:
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Please, with sugar on top?

[01 Feb 2006|10:42pm]

[ mood** | thankful ] Hi. Can you guys fill this survey out (if you own an iPod)? It's for my senior graduation project. Thanks! <3iPod Survey**Name: The kind of iPod you own: How long have you had it:When do you listen to your iPod the most: What kind of music do you listen to: Do you listen to other contents (such as comedies or shows) on your iPod as well:If yes, what do you listen to? On the average day, you listen to your iPod for how many hours: On the average week, how many days do you listen to your iPod:Do you use the Apple headphones (the standard white ones):If no, what brand headphones do you use: How loud do you listen to your music (check one or rate them):Drowning out the world (Really loud): ____Can hear some things but it is really the music that you hear (Loud): ____Low enough so that you can hear someone talking to you (Medium): ____So low that it is basically background music (Low): ____Any additional comments:

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	[18 Jan 2006\|08:02pm]
[ mood \| chipper ] Life's brilliant. Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some stay for awhile and leave footprints on our hearts. And we are never, ever the same.—Anonymous You guys know who you are. <3 The things we did, the things we said Keep coming back to me and make me smile again You showed me how to face the truth Everything that's good in me I owe to you Never gone, never far In my heart is where you are Always close, everyday Every step along the way Even though for now we've got to say goodbye I know you will be forever in my life Never gone - Never Gone And just for you...a picture taken by me!
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[18 Jan 2006|08:02pm]

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chipper ] Life's brilliant. Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some stay for awhile and leave footprints on our hearts. And we are never, ever the same.—Anonymous You guys know who you are. <3 The things we did, the things we said Keep coming back to me and make me smile again You showed me how to face the truth Everything that's good in me I owe to you Never gone, never far In my heart is where you are Always close, everyday Every step along the way Even though for now we've got to say goodbye I know you will be forever in my life Never gone - Never Gone

And just for you...a picture taken by me!

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	[11 Jan 2006\|06:05pm]
[ mood \| frustrated ] Ugh. I'm so ready to pull out my hair. So much fustration. Why me?Fix You - ColdplayWhen you try your best, but you don't succeedWhen you get what you want, but not what you needWhen you feel so tired, but you can't sleepStuck in reverseWhen the tears come streaming down your faceWhen you lose something you can't replaceWhen you love someone, but it goes to wasteCould it be worse?
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[11 Jan 2006|06:05pm]

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frustrated ] Ugh. I'm so ready to pull out my hair. So much fustration. Why me?Fix You - ColdplayWhen you try your best, but you don't succeedWhen you get what you want, but not what you needWhen you feel so tired, but you can't sleepStuck in reverseWhen the tears come streaming down your faceWhen you lose something you can't replaceWhen you love someone, but it goes to wasteCould it be worse?

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	[05 Jan 2006\|03:23pm]
[ mood \| tired ] Real quick update. So the end of winter break is having a bad effect on me simply because I really hate waking up so early in the morning. So I stayed up till 1 AM on Tuesday night watching the PSU football game against FSU. 3 overtimes. Haha, there's a reason why kickers are my favorite football players. Definitely worth watching though.Funny, I never used to be such a big fan of football. But I suppose that four years of marching band and Friday nights would get me somewhere right? It's all good though because I only can watch certain football teams. Nerd.Anyway, saw "The Crucible" last night. It was an amazing performance! Props to Johnny and the 11th grade Honors class, who all did an incredible job!Peace out.
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[05 Jan 2006|03:23pm]

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tired ] Real quick update. So the end of winter break is having a bad effect on me simply because I really hate waking up so early in the morning. So I stayed up till 1 AM on Tuesday night watching the PSU football game against FSU. 3 overtimes. Haha, there's a reason why kickers are my favorite football players. Definitely worth watching though.Funny, I never used to be such a big fan of football. But I suppose that four years of marching band and Friday nights would get me somewhere right? It's all good though because I only can watch certain football teams. Nerd.Anyway, saw "The Crucible" last night. It was an amazing performance! Props to Johnny and the 11th grade Honors class, who all did an incredible job!Peace out.

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Letting go..(quote)	[20 Dec 2005\|08:05pm]
To let go isn't to forget, not think about, or ignore. It doesn't leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret. Letting go isn't winning and it isn't losing.It's not about pride and it's not about how you appear, And it's not obsessing or dwelling on the past. Letting go isn't blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts,And doesn't leave emptiness, hurt or sadness. It's not givingIn or giving up. Letting go isn't about loss, and it's not defeat. To let go is to cherish memories, but to overcome and to move on. It is having an open mind and confidence in the future. Letting go is accepting. It is learning and experiencing and growing. To let go is to be thankful for the experiences that made you laugh, Made you cry and made you grow. It's about all that you have, All that you had and all that you will soon gain. Letting go is having the courage to accept change, And the strength to keep moving. Letting go is growing up. It is realizing that the heart can sometimes be the most potent remedy. To let go is to open a door, and to clear a path and to set yourself free. By _silentscream_The winds of change - sometimes they're a gentle breeze, a welcome relief. Sometimes a brief gust quickly forgotten. But other times they blow in like a foul and devastating gale blazing a path of destruction which leaves us holding on for dear life.
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Letting go..(quote)

[20 Dec 2005|08:05pm]

To let go isn't to forget, not think about, or ignore. It doesn't leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret. Letting go isn't winning and it isn't losing.It's not about pride and it's not about how you appear, And it's not obsessing or dwelling on the past. Letting go isn't blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts,And doesn't leave emptiness, hurt or sadness. It's not givingIn or giving up. Letting go isn't about loss, and it's not defeat. To let go is to cherish memories, but to overcome and to move on. It is having an open mind and confidence in the future. Letting go is accepting. It is learning and experiencing and growing. To let go is to be thankful for the experiences that made you laugh, Made you cry and made you grow. It's about all that you have, All that you had and all that you will soon gain. Letting go is having the courage to accept change, And the strength to keep moving. Letting go is growing up. It is realizing that the heart can sometimes be the most potent remedy. To let go is to open a door, and to clear a path and to set yourself free. By _silentscream_The winds of change - sometimes they're a gentle breeze, a welcome relief. Sometimes a brief gust quickly forgotten. But other times they blow in like a foul and devastating gale blazing a path of destruction which leaves us holding on for dear life.

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	[16 Dec 2005\|05:17pm]
[ mood \| happy ] My new icon rocks. "So close, yet so far away..."Mr. Nipperss: "WHO IS GECK?"Who's back from college already?
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